Falling For My Bully

“Kai, I am not comfortable,” I slowly held his hand and stopped him from doing what he was doing inside my jeans. I have seen him kissing Irene not just a moment ago, and now he was trying to sleep with me. “What is your problem, Vivi? Do you have to argue about one thing or another?" Kai sounded irritated and I knew it was because I stopped his proceeding steps. "I saw you kissing Irene," I couldn't hold it back anymore, I knew I had to confront him someday. "That? We had just escaped from the zombies, I was devastated, and seeing a known face made me feel some time of way." He was lying, of course, he was. "I don't know," I mumbled under my breath. I mean, we have been friends since we were kids, we had never been parted and for him to betray me like this broke my heart even when we had never talked about our relationship. We would always act like friends in the daytime and then he would drag me in his bed at night time. "Just admit that you don't want me to touch you," he suddenly got up and sat by the window with a gun in his hand and looking outside to make sure no zombie enters the fence. "It's not like that," I immediately got up from the floor and sat with him, staring at his handsome face. He must know that he is my crush for a long time right? He has to know. I mean he took my virginity so he should know but then why does he never call me more than a friend? "Kai?" his silence was able to scare me more than the zombies could ever do. "Okay, I'm sorry!" I hurriedly rested my hand on his bulge, I knew the only thing to make his mood better was s*x. He didn't respond to my any of calls but he didn't push my hand away either, which gave me enough strength to slowly slide my hand inside his pants and start rubbing his d***. As a moan escaped his lips, his body got excited and all of a sudden, he grabbed my hand and shoved me against the wall. This is what I never understood about him, he would always want just one of us to be in action, and I wanted the both of us to show love. "Don't touch me," once he noticed that I have reached for his d*** again, he slapped my hand away and turned me around to pull my jeans down. "Kai!" a gasp escaped my lips as his d*** came in contact with my body. I turned my face around to kiss him on the lips but he instantly pulled his face away from me, letting me stay frozen in a state of shock. Instead of checking up on how I was feeling, he wore a cond*** and got ready. "I don't wanna do it," I swiftly mumbled, wishing he would stop since he had ruined my mood and hurt me, but instead he didn't care. "Kai!" I tried to shout but he slammed my face against the wall and made an entry inside me by force. This was my childhood friend's, someone my parents always thought I would be safe around. His parents had always spoken highly of him and even proudly stated that their son was BFF with their childhood friend's daughter, but they didn't know how he had been taking advantage of my crush on him. What I never realized was the I had not fallen for my BFF but my bully. It was too late to realize all these things as he stopped and then asked me one question, "I can stop if you ask me, but after that, you will never see my face again." and I was left with a choice to make.