He wants me, Only me

Chapter 6

I woke up and instantly screamed. Shane was leaning on his arm watching me. I blushed remembering he had stayed with me last night, I didn’t realize that he had spend the night. It’s my biggest fear waking up to my stalker, waking up to Shane isn’t so bad, after the initial shock. I saw him still looking at me so I blushed and pulled the blanket over my head.

“You can’t see me like this, my hair is a mess and my teeth isn’t even brushed yet.”

“You’re beautiful.” I peeked out of the blanket at him. He was smiling at me like a fool. Then he pulled the blanket down a bit more and placed his lips against mine. It felt so good, I sat a bit up and put my arms around his neck as I pulled him closer to me. Our kissed deepened, his tongue was playing with mine, I was feeling unsure since I’ve never done this before. This is my first make-out session. I felt the blush creep on my cheeks. I quickly pushed him away.

“My mom is going to flip when she sees you!” I freaked out. Boys aren’t allowed in my room. Not even Emmett when he is here with Essie. We always have to hang out in the living room. I’m going to be in so much trouble.

“Your mom has already left. I locked the door. She knocked on the door, but since you didn’t say anything she just left, I guess she is use to your new sleeping habits.” I can’t believe I slept through from last night right into the afternoon. Poor Shane he must be starving by now.

“I’m quickly going to take a shower and get dressed then I’ll make you some lunch.” I quickly took my shower and got dressed in a grey jersey dress. I combed my wet hair and then we went to the kitchen. I was making us some scrambled eggs. Shane came and held me from behind, kissing my neck while I was stirring the eggs. It was very distracting, but I liked it. I like it when it’s just us all my worries just drift away into nothingness.

“Can you pour us some juice, the glasses is in the cupboard next to the fridge.” He let me go to get thee juice and I quickly finished the scrambled eggs and placed it on our plates. I was actually very hungry, I haven’t eaten anything since we were at that restaurant yesterday afternoon. So I was destroying the food.

“I’m sorry that I keep on scaring you. I just forget that you have been traumatized. You just put on such a good front that I also like to imagine that everything is okay.” Shane mentioned out of the blue, I’m guessing that this is hard on him to since he can’t unexpectently touch me without having me scream out.

“It’s okay, don’t worry about it. It’s just when we are in public places that I freak out. It’s not knowing that is the problem.” I gave him a small smile to let him know that I wasn’t angry at him at all.

“What’s your plans for today?” I asked. I guess I’m being selfish, I just want him to stay with me for as long as he can. I wonder what he had told his foster parents. I mean he didn’t even go home last night or today. They must be worried, he has been with them for over a year now, so they must actually care for him.

“I’m yours for the day, just the two of us, no interruption from friends and no crowded places.” I couldn’t help my smile, it feels like I only smile when I’m with him since all this happened. When I’m alone I feel myself slipping into a depressing state.

“What about your foster parents?” I asked worried that he might get in trouble. The last thing I want is for him to be send back to the all boys school. I like having him around.

“I called them last night and told them that I went home with Emmett last night because  he got a new playstation game that was meant for two players. I’ll just text them that we are still busy and I’ll be back later today. They are both at work so they won’t miss me at all. You know you don’t have to feel bad about wanting me to stay, what you’ve been going through is not okay. I can see how scared you are and I want you to be able to ask me for anything.” I love how caring he gets. We ended up watching a movie, we decided on my babysitter, it is a comedy thriller. It isn’t scary, but I found myself feeling uncomfortable with the theme. The hiding and someone hunting him, it hit home, but I’m trying not to freak out. It’s nice to cuddle into his side. I really can’t freak out every time we have a nice moment like this. Suddenly he switched off the TV.

“I’m sorry I just wasn’t liking that movie. It’s so boring.” He smiled down at me. I know he only did it for me. He knew I wouldn’t tell him how uncomfortable I felt.

“Do you want to do something else?” He asked me as he started playing with my hair. I snuggled deeper into his side. This is nice, but also very hot.

“We can go and take a dip in the pool. It’s kinda hot in here.” I don’t swim that often only on really warm days. It always feels like a hassle to get dressed, climb in the cold pool step by step. Swim around boringly and then when you get out you need to be dry before you actually go inside. Then it is shower and getting dressed. It easier to just lay down in front of a fan.

“Sure, but I’ll have to swim in my briefs, I don’t have my swimming trunks here.” I wanted to say that I would swim in my underwear too, but I don’t have any guts. My underwear is a lot less revealing as my actual bikini. I rushed upstairs to quickly get dressed. I looked at my bikini feeling a bit hesitantly. It’s a baby blue two piece with white dots on it. The top ties in front between my breasts, the bottoms pulls high up on my hips and is a g-string. I took a deep breath and just did it. I put it on and let my hair fell down around me. I quickly walked over to Shane, caring two towels. He was already undressed. I honestly don’t know where to look, all I want to do is stare at his naked chest and touch it.

“You ready?” I asked pretending to take something off the towels.

“I’ll race you there!” He said taking off. I followed him slowly; getting outside I saw him jumping inside. I walked over to the edge of the pool, putting the towels down. I stepped into the pool on the first step, the water was freezing. How did he just jump in. He was swimming towards me so I went to the second step. It was like a shock going through my body. The water is only up to my knees, but I feel like I’ve had enough.

“Why are you hiding on the steps, come on in.” Shane said as he was close now.

“I’m fine up here for now.” I said trying not to move at all or the water would splash my legs. He then came swimming over to me and before I could turn to get out he was in front of me.

“I feel like I need a hug.”

“That is a very bad feeling.” I said to him before his arms snaked around me; pulling me against his wet chest. He then fell backwards with me still in his arms. The both of us splashing into the cold water. He let go as we were underwater. I jumped up gasping. It was so cold.

“That wasn’t nice!” I told him, but he only started laughing at me.

“but it was so much fun.” I splashed water at him. He stopped laughing and only smirked at me.

“Game on, wait till I catch you!” he lunched at me and I started to run through the water avoiding his arms, laughing my head off. I didn’t get all that far before he caught up to. He trapped me in his arms as he started to kiss my neck. I thrashed around giggling. He turned me around in his arms. I was facing him now and looking into his eyes. He leaned down placing his lips on mine. The kiss heated up pretty fast his hands glided down my sides to my hips. His hold tightened on me. I jumped up wrapping my legs around him, my arms going around his neck. Our lips not leaving for a second.

That was the best dip in the pool ever.