Carrie's POV
I let Gabriel hold me for a while. It took me a bit to calm down. I felt so guilty. I was complicating things for him but still he had been nothing but kind to me. He had told me he loved me. Only problem was, I didn't deserve him. I wasn't sure Jon was wrong. I didn't know much about this world I was now in. I was so ignorant. I wasn't sure I could ever fit in here let alone lead anyone. For now though, I kept those thoughts to myself. I didn't want to worry Gabriel.
When I was calm I looked at Gabriel. I wanted to tell him that I loved him too but I held back. I knew what I had to do. I had to try and learn. I had to work hard to learn how to be a proper wolf and member of the pack. And if I failed, I needed to leave. I couldn't jeopardize Gabriel's place here. If I co
