(JOY) MY mouth fell open and my throat became dry. “S-so… in my case, that one moment of my life that is the reason why my body is craving something unusual when it comes to s*x… it was because of my experience with my ex-boyfriend?” “Yes,” Dr. Martin said with a nod. I took a deep breath. I crossed my arms under my breasts. “And… this is permanent?” “Hypothetically. It is still not scientifically proven.” I almost laugh bitterly. James really was out of this world. Not only did he left me for someone else, he even made sure to leave a huge mark not only on my body but also my whole being. Now I am really never going to be the same again. “If this is really permanent, does this mean I will be like this forever? They why am I even consulting with you? What’s the use of doing thes