Blood & Pain: My Mafia Stepbrother

chapter 6 Mia

Mia p.o.v.

My body rolled on the bed like a ball...left to right...right to left, a weird habit from childhood. Whenever I was bored, angry, or excited I started rolling on my bed. Sometimes I even fell while doing it but still, I do it, don't know why but I feel relaxed.

I'd already unpacked all my stuff in my new room. It's beautiful and big even bigger than my old living room. The whole room had decorated in pink and purple colour and I had a queen size princess bed and a huge bathroom with a big bathtub. Any girl would have liked it... but I had no idea, why I still wanted my old small and cosy room.

So many new clothes, filled in the cabinet for me which I will not wear anyway as they are too fancy and I prefer jeans and a t-shirt rather than a dress and small skirts. Lots of makeup, perfume, bags, shoes, heels...and god knows what stupid things were here, I didn't even glance at half of them.

One thing was sure, Reiner had spent a lot of money to impress me. I wonder, why had he wanted to impress me...I am not a f*****g gold digger like my mother so these expensive things will not impress me, after seeing these clothes and makeup I am sure my mother only married Reiner for his money. However, I only love one thing he gave me which is a Cello.

I used to play the cello since childhood it is one of my hobbies. I take private lessons to learn it but they were expensive and I knew dad can't afford them so I told him that I don't like to play cello anymore. didn't want him to feel sad he was already paying for my private art classes and anyway I want to make a career in art so I decided to leave cello classes.

I am sure my mother told Reiner about my love for the cello that's why he gifted it. Honestly, I wanted to play it now but was too tired so I decided to sleep.

But looks like my brain wanted something else whenever I closed my eyes, I could only see those beautiful mysterious green eyes, staring back at me...a pool of deep green and black. I know how clingy its sounds but seriously I couldn't stop thinking about my stepbrother.

He left without saying anything not even a hi or hello jerk. Why did he have to be like a Greek god? It will be helpful for me to hate him and avoid him if he looks ugly like his old f*****g father or maybe he looks like a greek god because he is like his father...as much as I hate to accept that but Reiner is a handsome man even he is old. Ughhhh what is up with me all I could think about was how handsome these men are. stupid, stupid Mia.

First those bodyguards then my stepbrother and now I'd even thought that Reiner is also not bad...seriously?

I really wanted some distraction from my stepbrother. Should I go out and start flirting with some bodyguards? They were older than me but not that old but they didn't even see my face. Whenever I walked in front of them they put their head down. Not even a single bodyguard saw me directly. I know I am not a model but still, I am not that ugly. What's up with these people...

I am thinking about everything which was happening while rolling in my bed. Yes, I am still rolling from left to right, told you it's an old habit...

When I was rolling from right to left and was just in the corner of my bed then I heard a loud knock at my door and got distracted...obviously, I fell from the bed. My butt hit the cold floor, and let me tell you it hurt very badly but I am used to it... Sitting on the floor, I rubbed the back of my head as I also hit my head on the floor.

I heard someone's footsteps near me so I peered up in the direction of the door, finding none other than my jerk of a stepbrother, leaning against the wall his hands in his pocket with a smirk on his face. Bastard.

"Careful little sis, we don't want you to hurt this pretty little head of yours, did we?"

He said with that stupid smirk on his face. His voice is so strong, deep, and dominating that I got shivers running through my body...

"So you can speak now?" I snapped at him, too busy to stand up as my mind focused on his beautiful f*****g face.

I knew I sound like a b***h but seriously how could he act normal like that when in the morning he ran away from me like am some kind of disease...

I can understand, we never met and honestly, I didn't want him to act like an older brother but the least he could do is to act nicely...at least in front of my mother. She started crying when he ran away like that blaming herself. She became a drama queen for the past one month and I hate her but still, I didn't want her to cry like that, she is my mother after all...

"Yes I can and now I see you can speak too,"

He mumbled while walking toward me and sitting in corner of the bed while I was still on the floor near his legs.

I don't know why I am not standing up. This feels so good kneeling in front of him. I never felt like this... yes I had plenty of boyfriends before but they only lasted for one or two weeks because of my weird taste in bed they ran away, anyways it was their loss...

"Stand up and come here"

He ordered me like I am his slave or something. I was not going to follow his orders but the way he stared at me and ordered me, I didn't know why I wanted to please him. Looks like my body was reacting before my mind and without saying any words I stood up and crouched in the bed near him.

"Good,", Roman remarked, making my stomach curl for an unknown reason, his eyes met mine, " Now, listen to me carefully... Never talk to me like that. I will not tolerate this kind of attitude. I know I shouldn't run away like that but I have important work to attend to and I was late for it."

"And honestly, I don't like that my father married your mother that is why I didn't even attend the wedding but I don't have any problem with you and I hope that you forgive me for the way I acted in the morning. Are we clear now... little sister", He whispered the last word. Okay...why the hell does that sound so dirty...and f*****g hot at the same time.

The whole time his eyes were on me, the way his eyes roamed over my body I felt naked and vulnerable but I couldn't even see him in the eyes. I was just sitting there and staring at my legs. Gulping visibly, I just nodded my head in agreement without saying anything.

"Words, I want words, Mia. Do you understand?"

Fucking hell, the way he was ordering me, I wanted to hate it but why did I like it. Now I am sure I'd lost my mind completely.

"Umm...mm yes," I said while f*****g stuttering. What the serious hell is that...I could feel every f*****g fibre of my body trembling, and believe me it wasn't because of fear.

If that torture of his sensual voice wasn't enough as Roman came closer to me, his lips stroked my earlobe...and I think I might stop breathing.

"Yes what?", he whispered, his voice so husky and his lips so close that, I could feel his warm breath in my ear...and my whole body trembled from fear or is it something else I couldn't even think straight because his lips were now inches away from the back of my neck and I could feel his eyes on my face waiting for my reply but I couldn't say anything, my f*****g brain was frozen, and all I could feel was the place between my thighs, throbbing painfully.

Why did he act like that anyway...I don't have any siblings but I am sure that is not the way I should feel near my brother, should I? And what the hell does he want to listen anyway?

Yes sir?

Yes, master?

Yes, daddy?

Ughhh what the serious f*****g hell, see this is the result of watching porn the entire night. I have to stop watching these kinds of stuff.

"Yes, brother"

I replied and tilted my head to see his face for a reaction. He called me sis earlier so I can also call him brother. Right? It is better than calling him sir or master which I wanted to call him, I didn't even know why?

My thighs pressed together because of that tingling feeling between my thighs when I stared back at his face, he was already looking at me in my eyes. Green eyes staring at my own green eyes... Did my green eyes as beautiful as his? We didn't speak anything for some seconds which looks like hours to me.

He was the first to break eye contact though as if saying him brother made him realize he was crossing his limits but why did I feel sad when he looked away and made some distance between us. Ughhh my f*****g teenager hormones. He is my brother for god sake. Stepbrother my inner voice reminded me.

He cleared his throat, abruptly standing up from the bed, "Okay then good night see you tomorrow"

I was about to speak when he walked away, without giving me another glance... What is with him and running away?

Strange wolf.