Falling For The Beta

Chapter 9

Shawn's POV

I was in my office f*****g fuming over how Mia was behaving. I thought this she-wolf was going to be easy to control. This damn witch made Mia out to be weak. She had very little skill when it came to fighting, and I thought I could use that to my advantage. I just assumed she would never fight the bond or find the willpower to reject and leave me. I'm starting to worry she may try to do that. If she leaves me or finds a way to escape, there is nothing stopping Rosie from having my head and taking back what i fooled her into giving me. I made it seem like i didn't want this, but the truth is it's all I ever wanted. I just never thought i would be doing it with a mate.

Finding out Mia was my mate was confusing. Sure, the sparks and bond were nothing i had every experience or expected to feel, but it was nothing i ever truly wanted. I saw personally what the mate bond can do us, and i wanted to no part in that. I didn't want to change who I was for some she-wolf just so she could get control over me.

Mia was Rosie's best friend. I knew instantly that having Mia by my side would be more beneficial to me than anything. After i saw what Rosie did out in the woods with her mother, i knew that I never would stand a chance against her. She was gifted and powerful, and if the other lycans saw that first hand, i have no doubt that they would respect her as their leader. But I was their leader now. She gifted me that before she took on those witches and warlocks.

I looked down at the invitation that was sitting on my desk. Rosie and Liam were having their official ceremony. I worried that Rosie might suspect something was wrong here if i didn't let Mia go. I just couldn't risk it. I knew as soon as Mia stepped foot on the pack that she wouldn't come back with me willingly, and Rosie would protect her with everything she had if Mia refused.

I needed to come up with something to show that Mia was happy here without Mia actually calling her. I knew pictures wouldn't keep her away forever. She eventually will want to see Mia in person.

If Mia got pregnant, i know Rosie would back off on the threats if she saw her best friend carrying my pup. She would think that we were happy and intimate. The problem is that having s*x with her is probably never going to be a willing option on her hand. I already had taken her by force in hopes of impregnating her. I just dont think that she is. I just dont know what else to do to keep Rosie away. She could easily take it all back if she really wanted to.

I took a few shots of whiskey to try to calm my nerves. I heard on a light knock on my door. "What?"

Harlow came peaking around the corner. "I was just coming by like you asked."

I noticed immediately that Harlow had a few buttons popped open on her shirt. She was wearing a white button-down and black mini skirt. It was the standard for the staff to me wearing black and white while working. If they were off duty, they were free to wear whatever they wanted.

She walked seductivly towards where I was sitting. She was confident, I'll say that. I sat back in my chair, really enjoying the view she was giving me. She pushed my chair back slightly when she realized i wasn't fighting what was happening.

She sat up on my desk and spread her legs wide, giving me a good view of her mound that wasn't covered by anything. She was bold forn ot wearing panties, and i liked it.

I rubbed my hands up her thighs. She instantly arched her body upward and moaned. She was sexy. She was something i wouldn't even hesitate about getting with before Mia, but now i was finding it extremely hard to get erect.

I stood up from my chair and kissed her perfectly plump lips. It still wasn't doing anything for me. I closed my eyes and pictured Mias perfect body and how it felt every time my d**k was inside her. I felt myself hardden and knew his was what i needed to continue.

I grabbed a hold of Harlows buttons and yanked them down right in the middle and took her shirt off. I turned her around in one swift quick movement. I could feel that she was smiling.

She bent over my next and started wiggling her ass against me. I closed my eyes and pictured Mia once again. I undid my belt and dropped my pants to my ankles. I grabbed her roughly by the hips and lined myself with her entrance. My movements weren't slow. I entered her fast and hard. She cried out in pain. It was actually helping me keep me hard. I kissed up her back before sucking on her neck. I needed her more wet. She started to moan and i felt her p***y clenching and oozing. I slide myself out almost completely before raming it back into her.

I lifted my body off her but kept one hand on her back so she was pressed down on my desk. I could tell i was hurting her slightly, but i didn't care. It was working, and i was getting close. My breathing hitched as i pumped myself into her over and over again. She was no longer moaning and was oddly quiet, but it helped me imagine the soft moans Mia would give out. It didn't take much longer after that before i felt my realease right on the edge. I pulled out of her immediately and blew my load on her ass and back.

I slapped her ass harshly. "Thanks, i needed that."

She stood up slowly, and i could see that there were tears in her eyes. She wouldn't even look at me. I guess she didn't enjoy it like i had. Not that i cared. It wasn't for her enjoment, only mine.

She dressed quickly and excused herself from my office. When she opened the door, the last person i thought I would see was standing behind it. I could feel the fear coming off Harlow as she rushed out of the room.

I looked at the women angrly. "What the f**k are you doing here? Are you trying to get caught and wreck everything?"

She laughed. "Who here is going to tell? You already have your mate locked in a room like a priosner. Besides, i thought we should talk. Especially now that I see that you're hooking up with some damn omega. You better hope you dont knock anyone up before your mate. Mia needs to be carrying your heir if you want this to work. Which means you better start treating your mate, right?"

I growled out at her. I didn't like being told what to do, especially by her. I feel like she's done enough of that. The only problem is that she is right.

She came over and picked up the invitation off the floor. "I take it you won't be attending?" She started to laugh.

I rolled my eyes at her. "What do you want? "

"You know that young beta has been outside your borders countless times, right? Actually, it's nearly every day."

I looked at her with an unamused expression. "Yeah, so? He hasn't dared crossed. As soon as he does, he will be killed. What's the issue?"

I was seething in rage, but i tried not to show it. How did i not know that f*****g Jordan was at my borders so much but this b***h did?