"Come sit on my lap." he offered.
Am I drunk? Did I hear that right?
Sit— On— His— Lap, he says?
It was as though he could read the thoughts running in my mind, his hand grabbed my waist and lifted me up to sit on his lap like my weight meant nothing to him.
I gulped forcefully while taking this offer... willingly. This is actually a good thing, because it'll be easier for me to seduce him when we are this close.
But why do I feel he was the one seducing me? He was holding too tight and his gaze was so sensual, his warm breath is like a steaming hot air in my skin.
I curled up and snuggled in his arms so I could get enough heat to give me comfort. I felt the cold melting away from my body, and my greedy survival instinct began to get the best of me. I unbuttoned his shirt to get more heat from his skin without asking his permission.
I just want to rub my face on his chest.. like a knife grinding on a whetstone.
I want to burn us up with skin to skin friction! I needed heat so we rubbed our skin to each other like woods trying to make fire, we thirst for more skin and we both knew through the sparks in our eyes that were both fighting the cold while we are in heat. Sad truth be told, my eyes begged for more than just heat, my heart begged for love...
My soul begged for connection..
"You want to get out of here?" we both asked at the same time, both taking us by surprise but we quickly got over that and went ahead of ourselves.
He lifted me up and brought me to his car, where his driver was waiting for us.
We occupied the backseat and his lips nibbled the skin near my nape, awakening the sensitivity of my body to pleasure.
I know what I was doing was wrong but nothing feels that way with his kisses and everything feels so good to even call it a sin. His hands roamed my body and I didn't feel uncomfortable like before, I was willing to be touched and pleased.
"Mr.Pierce, a-about me and your son.. did he tell you we were planning to get married?" I asked, wanting to know what he already knew about me.
"He never said anything, except the fact that you're a virgin, that's all."
I frowned upon the unexpected reply to my inquiry, that wasn't what I was hoping for but it is what is so I asked, "Did he tell you that as a problem?"
"Did he make you feel that it was?" Logan retorted.
"It sounds like a problem every time I refused him. Do you think he cheated on me because that was my fault?" I asked, a little unsure if I missed some points in my relationship. I was scared of doing it before because I believe a serious and dedicated man would wait till I'm ready. I thought that man was Alex because he waited for me for ten years.
"I think my son doesn't appreciate you, Mia.. He's an idiot." Logan answered.
This was the first time I saw his emotions and heard his words match, I knew then that he was sincere with his answer.
"I'm not afraid of losing my virginity, Mr. Pierce. I'm afraid to lose my first time to an idiot." I said honestly, sitting in a frontal position on his lap to face him.
His hand felt so good holding my waist in a tight squeeze, while my body rocked on top his thighs while we kissed. It was enough for me to give him everything.
Logan controlled his urge and patiently taught me how to kiss.
"Where are we going?" I asked, hating that we were taking this too slow. My whole body is demanding more than just touch and kisses, it was driving me angry yet insane for some reason.
Is this what being horny feels like?
"In my apartment." Logan answered.
"What?" I jolted.
"Your first time should be done in my bed, not in my car with my driver as an audience." He explained. —Too loud in my opinion!
When I glanced behind me, I saw the awkward expression on the driver's face in the rear view mirror inside the car.
I'm so glad he didn't do it while I forgot that his driver was still around to listen and watch!
The driver cleared his throat as if to signal us to get our attention back to the place around us.
"We're here Mr. Pierce." he informed his boss with a formal tone.
"Here, cover this around you." Logan removed his coat and placed it around head.
His driver got out and opened the door for us and when I was about to get out, Logan pulled me back and scooped me in his arms to carry me all the way to the elevator.
Now I know what the coat was for! It was to cover my face while he carried me away from the crowded lobby.
I didn't have to check, I could sense the people's gazes on us so I buried my face on his neck and hid under his coat.
We were already in the elevator when he placed me down, but he didn't let me go completely. His hands won't let go of my waist!
"Keep your covers, I don't want your pictures leaked in the papers tomorrow." Logan said, stopping me from showing my face even in the security cameras.
I knew exactly what he meant so I kept my silence and followed his orders.
I recently just got famous after my awards, seeing me with him would make a hot scandal for the media to exaggerate. I should know because that's what journalists do and that just happens to be part of my job as well!
I'll be hosting an entertainment show every night starting tomorrow and I don't want to be the one to discuss my own scandal.
I realized everything happened so fast tonight. A few hours ago I was coming home riding this elevator with a happy heart, then I left quickly with huge and heavy disappointment in my heart after an awful betrayal from my boyfriend and now... I'm coming back again with my boyfriend's father!
Surprising fact? I'm excited.
"If you're having second thoughts, you still have a chance to back out."
I heard Logan say, while we were walking out the elevator and heading towards his room.
My eyes landed on the door that I opened a few hours ago and that only made me remember the painful betrayal that made me do this.
With my anger renewed in my heart I said, "I can say the same,—DAD."
I emphasized the word 'Dad' for him to remember who I was supposed to be and what I was before I broke up with his son. He was supposed to be my future father-in-law and I, his future daughter-in-law.
If there's should be anyone having seconds thoughts, it should be him! not me, right?
I tossed him back his coat as I entered his room with confidence. I was sure of my decision and I am ready to lose my virginity tonight. To this man...
I started to remove my boots and dress, throwing them on the floor and I didn't stop until I was naked.
Logan didn't respond and locked the door, watching me undress.
I know I am attractive and desirable, Alex used to say that all the time and knowing how picky Alex was with his choices in women, I knew I was not bellow the standard of Alexander Pierce or his father's.
Oh, there it is...The 'hard thing' inside his pants, confirming that I was indeed qualified.
My eyes caught the continuing enlargement of the bump in his dark shady blue pants. It looks kind of.. huge? Not big,—but HUGE! Because 'big' seems to lack caliber and exquisiteness. Or maybe my imagination was just exaggerating it? I don't know I guess we'll see.
What I saw in my ex-boyfriend's size was understandable and acceptable to fit in my imagination but with his father's size... revealed in front of me, my eyes stretched wide in shock as I inhaled deeply to prepare myself especially my mind, as I stared at it with horror.
"That's... going to ummm.. fit in me?" I bit my lips nervously. I've never seen anything like this before, well I mean I have watched some explicit scenes to feed my knowledge and curiosity but I've never seen a huge one up close.
Oh, well I've personally seen two if I count my ex-boyfriend's lovely cheating incident!
"Mia, you're made perfect for this." I heard him say, gently pulling me close to him.