Chapter 20 Asher I hate waiting. Whether it's waiting on traffic, waiting for the weather to change or just waiting on your food to arrive at a restaurant, waiting is the worst. But nothing compares to waiting to hear if your life is going to change forever. Waiting to find out if you're going to spend the rest of your life with the one you love more than life itself, or waiting to find out that you'll have to go on without them. I won't do the latter. I find myself waiting right now. It's been three days since I found my Buttercup lying lifeless in, ironically, a field of buttercups. I prepared myself for the worst the minute I realized something was wrong. When Hailey led me out into that field, I knew what I found out there was going to scar me for the rest of my life. Hailey.