Chapter 19 Jake I'm staring at the bottle in my hand wondering just why the hell I've decided to pick it up again. I've tried so hard to overcome my problems with alcohol over the past few months. I've done a pretty good job too. That is, until that damn concert. I went with a few friends and intended to just have a beer or two. That turned into about fourteen or fifteen and before I new it, I was smashed. I woke up in bed with some girl I didn't even know. I cheated on Marissa; the girl I decided to give up the booze for. The only other time I drank was at the bowling alley a few weeks ago when crazy Hailey entered our lives and f****d everything up. Why am I drinking now? I should be trying to help Asher get out of jail. He shouldn't even be there in the first place. I should be