Chapter 22 Asher Years of prison can't compare to the torture this past week has been. I'm so glad my Buttercup is okay, but I've lost her. She doesn't know me anymore and the pain I feel is unreal. I've never been so down in my life, and I've been through a lot of s**t. Jake and Marissa seemed to have made up since I can hear their moans of pleasure coming from the room next to me. Even that reminds me of her. Damn. I haven't been able to see her this week, not because I can't, but because I don't want to. I can't bear the thought of her not recognizing me or remembering our time together, short as it may have been. It's crazy how much someone can affect your life in such a small amount of time. She changed everything for me. I know I can win her back and make her fall in love wi