Chapter 23 Ashley I envy the people strolling down the sidewalk smiling, laughing and acting as if they don't have a care in the world. I wish that I could be so carefree and happy, but my life is a huge mess right now. It's not enough that I've already gone through so much. Life thought that I could use some more bullshit. When does it end? Does it end? I'm sitting on the curb outside the shop smoking a cigarette. I have only smoked maybe two or three times in my entire life. I hate it. I just need a distraction today. It's been days since I last talked to Asher. We do everything in our power to avoid each other and even though I don't remember our past together, it still hurts that he can't even look at me. I get it. If I were him, I'm not sure how I'd feel either. I was about to