Chapter 25
I'm sitting on my bed with books and paper scattered all around me, trying to catch up on weeks of assignments that I've missed. I thought school would be a distraction, but I find myself thinking of everything but school.
Over-thinking everything. Torturing myself with guilt.
It's my fault Ryder's dead. He never would've agreed to help Torrance if it wasn't for me and now Torrance is in trouble too.
I put in my ear buds and try to drown out my thoughts with a little John Legend. I pick up my chemistry book and stare at the words on the page until they look like they're moving. I blink a couple of times, but my eyes refuse to focus. I pick up my notebook and decide to try something different for a while. I begin writing down ideas for my Psychology essay, but after a coup
