Chapter 14

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"Daddy!" Jungkook was stunned ad Dan suddenly jump off his bed and runs towards him to hug his legs. He didn't know what to say and feels like his body suddenly become paralysed at the moment and he even dont know that he was holding his breath until he heard that word again that rings like a music to his ear. "Daddy..." Jungkook hearts burst in a sudden happiness, it feels like it wants to jump off from his chest. He knelt down and hug Dan so tight and he didn't care about those tears that roll down to his cheeks. "I--" Jungkook doesn't know what to say. But the truth is there are so much in his mind right now but he cant form a word and say all of it. He let his emotions to speak about it all. "Daddy, i cant bweath." Dan suddenly said and Jungkook pulled away a bit. "I-im sorry baby. Im really sorry." Jungkook all can say, looking at his son face. "Daddy why ay you crwying?" Dan asked Jungkook when he saw tears from him. Jungkook suddenly chuckles and brings up his hand to wipe his tears. He carry Dan and sit him to his lap while he sits at the empty couch at the corner of the bed. "Daddy miss you so much baby. I miss you so much, so so much, baby." Jungkook said, peppering a kiss at Dans face while the innocent boy giggled. "When you come,daddy? Momma said you are away and busy thats why you are not with us." Dan innocently said that made Jungkook feel so much guilt in his heart. He never knew that Taehyung would tell that to his son despite what he has done to him. "You know daddy, papa show me your picture yesterday when i told him i want to see you." Dan added and Jungkook was so thankful for Baekhyun for what he had done. Earlier, he was surprised on how did Dan knows about him and now its clear as the sun that its all because of Baekhyun and he made a mental note to thank him later on. "Daddy will you leave us again and work far away?" Jungkook was stunned, now he realised that he really need to talk and settle everything to Taehyung. He doesn't want to leave them again. Jungkook turn Dan around so they were facing each other, he look at his son fondly and he smile seeing how innocent his son is. "Daddy promise that he wont ever leave and work far again baby. I will stay with you for the rest of my life, is that okay with you baby?" Jungkook said softly, his eyes shining in happiness when Dan nods his head. Both are engage in talking that Jungkook forgot about their breakfast. Taehyung's Pov: Jungkook didn't wait for me to say something, he just walk or like run towards my son's room. I was frozen for a moment until i heard Baekhyun fake a cough. "W-what did just happen?" I asked. "Im sorry Tae for interfering, i just wanted to help both of you, for Dan's sake. Im really sorry."  Sehun apologised. "Im not earsdropping but i just accidentally heard what both of you are talking earlier and decided to call Jungkook. You might think that he didn't feel anything towards you but i know Tae, i knew how he felt those times he realised his feelings towards you. And i knew you don't believe us because of his engagement to Seulgi, but did you ever think why until to this day he didn't marry her?" Sehun said and thats made me realised why on earth they still didn't get married. I frown on that but there's a part in my heart that wants to jump in happiness knowing that Jungkook never intend to marry Seulgi. "Tae..." My eyes averted to Baekhyun who was now standing beside me, hugging me sideways and i knew from this that he wants to tell me something. Everytime Baekhyun did this kind of gesture, it always makes me feel nervous. "Just tell me everything now so my mind can take it all at once, Byun Baekhyun." I said, my voice helds seriousness and nervous. I heard Baekhyun gulp hardly and thats it, i knew it...this is something really serious. I turn to face him and i saw a guilt in his eyes. "Tell me." I said sternly hiding the fact that im dead nervous inside me. Baekhyun look at his hands that was fidgeting the hem of his shirt, "I may or i may not told Dan about Jungkook yesterday and shows him his pictu-- "You what?!" I said, my voice trembled and i step backward that my back leans at the corner of the table. "Im sorry Tae, its just that i dont know what to tell Dan yesterday when he suddenly asked me about his father, about Jungkook. You dont know how happy he is when he saw Jungkook's photo. He even squeeze my face and continuously jumping that Sehun holds him to avoid him being hurt." Baekhyun explained. I didn't say a thing after Baekhyun talk. A silence engulf us that i can even tell that i can hear my heart beatings due to my nervousness. After of seems like an eternity but the truth is its just a few minutes of silence, Sehun speak breaking the tensions and silence around us. "Whats done is done, we both are sorry but you should know that we care and love both of you, Tae. And whatever the outcome of your decision, we will respect it but you should think Dan's sake too. Im not telling that your a selfish coz its not, you are not Tae. " Sehun said and without me realising, my eyes averted at the door and started walking and now standing right infront of my son's room. The door is a bit open and was about to knock when i heard Jungkook's words that made my heart hurt in a way of my guilt. "Daddy promise that he wont ever leave and work far again baby. I will stay with you for the rest of my life, is that okay with you baby?" Am i that selfish that i never knew how my son misses his father? Do i really deserve them in my life? Or should i really give him now a chance? Am i ready to fight the battle that i once become defeated? All this thoughts are messing around my mind that i didn't notice Jungkook standing infront of me carrying Dan at his back if he didn't say something. "I-im sorry. I--- Jungkook put Dan down and bend to his level, "Go to papa first okay baby. Daddy and momma will talk for a while." Jungkook said softly and fondly. "Yes Daddy." Dan replied. "Momma." He said with his arms wide and i bend to hug him and kiss the top of his head and he run towards the kitchen when Baekhyun calls him. "Can we talk, Tae." Jungkook hesitany asked. He walk back inside Dan's room and sit at the couch at the corner while i follow him behind but i keep standing a meter away from him. "Sit please." He said and theres something inside me wanted to laugh realising that this is my apartment, while he is the guest but he is the one asking me to sit. But instead of sitting, i hold myself to smile and raised my brows at him, my arms crossing at my chest. "Th--- I was cut and surprised when he knelt infront of me, his hands hugging my waist while his face buried to my stomach. "What are--- "Im sorry, im sorry, im really sorry for everything baby..." he said and hearing that pet name from him for the very first time made the butterflies inside me dance in happiness. Yes your eyes are not deceiving you. This is the first time and im really happy to hear it. "Please give me a chance to prove myself to you and to our son, please bub." Oh here we go again for those pet names. My mind was occupied for all this pet names that my hands unconsciously stroking Jungkook's hair for i dont know how long until i stop when he look up at me and our eyes met. His eyes holds a mix emotions of sadness, guilt, longing and hope. "Pl-please stand and stop kneeling everytime you want to apologised, Jungkook." His name slid out my mouth and to be honest, saying his name again for a long time makes me feel giddy and giggly inside of me, but of course i wont show him that until this author wont write it. "No, i will do it again and again until you forgive me, baby." Jungkook said without looking away from my eyes and i cant stand the way his eyes looks at me and make me look away from him. "Please, baby...i swear i will make everything right and won't mess up again, just please give me a second chance, please Taehyung." I close my eyes upon hearing my name. Him saying my name is like a music in my ears. "I think we should go, they are waiting already for dinner." I said and start to walk toward the door when he let go of me but i swear i already miss the warmth of his touch. I reach the door and look back when i didn't feel him move a bit and im right, he was still kneeling, his eyes looking down. I sigh heavily, "For the sake of my son, im giving you a second chance, you also need to work hard to gain my forgiveness, Jungkook." I said and he quickly raised his head and look at me with so much emotions in his eyes. To be honest he don't need to gain my forgiveness because i already had forgiven him since that day i knew I'm pregnant. I turn around to walk but i was stopped  with a strong arms around my waist, and was pulled closer until my back leans against his body.  "Thank you baby and i promise to do anything and everything to gain your forgiveness, i wont mess this chance that you have given me, i swear." Jungkook said and kiss my hair while i close my eyes and pray that im not dreaming at the moment and if this is just a dream, i don't ever want to wake up anymore. I longed this for a long time, to feel his embrace and love before and i never knew that this moment would happen. We are in this position when i heard Dan's voice from afar that made me open my eyes and realised that im not really dreaming, that this moment that i dreamed and wish before is now happening. "Come on, our son is calling us." Jungkook said now standing infront of me that i don't know when did he move and came right infront cupping my face with his big hands, his thumb gently wipe the tear that i didn't knew when i start crying. "Lets go?" He said but in more question while his eyes bore into mine. I nod and he smile before quickly kissing my forehead. We walk side by side, his fingers intertwined into mine and i stare at it with a small smile but a very wide smile inside my heart. We enter the dining room and Baekhyun along with Sehun look at our intertwined fingers with adorable smile. Jungkook pulled a chair and wait for me to sit before sitting across me while Dan sit besides me. "Daddy!!!" Dan giggles as Jungkook ruffled his hair. "Hungry baby?" Jungkook asked fondly and Dan nod with a pout. "Momma, daddy said he won't leave us again." Dan said his hand clapping in the air and i look at Jungkook who has the sweetest smile. "I promise baby, i wont ever leave you and momma again." Jungkook said without looking away at me and i felt my heart beats fastened in beating from his words. "Yay yay yay....i hate to interrupt your happy moments but please, im f*****g hungry already." "Yah Byun Baekhyun, no cursing infront of my son." I glared at him while covering Dan's ears and he mouthed a sorry at me. "Lets eat, the food is getting cold already." I heard Baekhyun said and i look at him with a smile. Just now i realised that all the foods infront of us are all my favorites and i wanted to asked Jungkook how he knew all about it but i set it aside when i saw him happily serving Dan his food and i watched him fondly. "Here." Jungkook said putting a small amount of rice at my plate then a steak which he cuts into pieces first before putting again at my plate. I blush when he smiles at me and slightly nod gesturing me to eat. "T-thank you." I said before taking my first bite. We eat silently but not awkward, sometimes i caught Baekhyun or Sehun glancing at me then to Jungkook with their smiles. I even sometimes took a glance at Jungkook just to saw him already staring at me. Dan is busy eating by himself but one at at time Jungkook feed him too. The emotions are too much for me handle that i needed to restrain myself from tearing infront of them, a tear that causes an ultimate happiness. I am ready to fight for my family. I am ready to built a my once lost family. Im f*****g swear, im ready!
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