He was looking at me expectantly, how would I advise that there was ten side of me. They was both batteling it out , one that's heart was breaking too knowing I caused do much pain. Then anger , it was anger that was winning out. I'd come in here crying , for two kids. His explanation of what that car meant to him , matched what my studys had meant to me.
Both I of us had used distraction techniques , to mask the pain we was feeling inside. We had thrown ourselves into over things , until when we resurfaced the pain had changed. For Carter it had changed to hatred and that's what made me said. Maybe i was just better equipped , maybe that's why I was able to rationalise my feeling and accept it was the best for both of us. No matter how much I missed him.
So yea anger , standing in
