That 1-month vacation after the new year felt like a year. I spend my whole vacation in my room, no message came from Barrby neither from d**k nor from Swarez. I tried to contact but it was all futile. Most of my days went by on searching about evidence of recurring dreams with reality but I got nothing. Once in the middle of the vacation I went to that jungle again it was empty without Swarez and d**k but that cave where I found Swarez lying naked was never to be seen nor those paths which resembled my dream. That jungle was no more celebrating my presence there it was just a normal forest. Dad used to give me the company, but he also had to work and give some time to his new girlfriend miss Koirala, and I completely didn’t mind that. That recurring dream also stopped coming to me like my
