She Keeps Me Warm

Chapter Eighteen

I was a bit scared but I tried to stay calm. I walked next to him and we both got inside the car. Susan kept on screaming we need to meet tomorrow and I blew her off.

"Is that your friend?" He asked while starting and driving off.

"Susan yes..."

"Did you sleep at her place...?" He asked and I looked at him, he looked so calm and he was so sober.

"Can we not talk about that please.."

"I'm asking because I was worried about you, so so much.. stories I heard about bodies found in the street Olwethu... I was terrified that your mother and I will get a call asking us to go identify your body.. I was worried."

He did sound worried.. really worried. But what was funny was his last statement. How he was terrified that he'd get a call to go identify a body? So he'd prefer if he was killing me and not anyone else..?

"I'm fine.. I'm here alive, that's all that matters, so don't worry."

He sighed and kept driving, then, "please don't ever worry your mother and I like that.."

"It wasn't to worry you... we both know it was for my safety..."

He looked at me for a while and shook his head, "your safety you say... how is you roaming around the street safe for you?"

"I rather be killed by people I know Sipho. Than to come back here and have you kill me...No"

He parked outside the house and looked at me, "I don't wanna kill you.. I would never do that.. you're my daughter."

I scoffed so hard at him, "you could have fucken fooled me... where's mom."

"Inside there waiting for us.. I swear I don't want to kill you.."

"Yeah well s**t you say now don't match s**t you sometimes do Sipho... I'm out.." I took my bag and left him there.

When I got inside the house my mom ran to me and threw her arms around me, "honey.. I have been worried about you..."

"I'm fine mom..."

"Where were you? Your phone has been off.."

"I was out.. I'm back now can I go to my room.."

She sighed, "Olwethu..."

"No mom... I'm tired please..."

"But..."

"Can I go to my room please..."

She nodded, "okay.."

I kissed my little sister and went up to my room. I locked the door threw my bag on the floor and then laid in bed.

My phone vibrated and it was Valentia. I smiled and answered, "miss me already...?"

She laughed, 'umh... maybe?'

I smiled, "Hey..Vee.."

'stop being cute... I wanna know how you are.. is everything okau..'

I bit the inside of my cheek, "I'm okay Vee Vee and how are you...? Where are you?"

'on my way home and I am so glad to hear you're okay...'

"Yeah..." I said suddenly feeling down. Yesterday at this time we were on our way to her place. Somehow I yearned for that. I missed being in her arms. Hey kissing me.

'okay.. that's not as convincing... what happened?'

I shrugged as if she could see me, "all is good really.."

'Lin..'

"Mhmm..."

'babe...'

I smiled, "mhmm.."

'my baby....'

I giggled, she was awfully sweet, "baby.."

'what's wrong? Are you okay?'

"Nothing is wrong..."

'that is NOT convincing at all.. so let's try this again.. baby what's wrong?'

I sighed, "nothing really.. it's just that I miss you. Last night I was with you.. and now I miss you.."

I heard her sigh too, 'honestly, I miss you too.. but will see each other on Monday..'

"Yeah..."

'I have to go...'

"I know, be safe okay...please."

'I'm safe... be okay because Monday is like so far.. so behave...'

"Of course I'll behave...behave too, please..."

She laughed, 'i will don't worry...'

"Vee..."

'yes...?'

"I'm going to miss you.."

'i know baby I'll miss you too.. look I have to...'

"Yeah.. have a good weekend..." I didn't even wait for her to respond I just hung up. I couldn't bare listening to her one more time.

My phone quickly vibrated..

VAL: f**k you for hanging up on me, byeee...

I laughed and and decided to go bath. I honestly missed Vee. The shower this morning. God.. Thinking about it just made me hot in between my thighs.

How she touched me, how gentle she was, how wonderful she made me feel... all that just made me love and want her more.

I laughed at how stupid I was being. Know someone for two months and love them this much... did it make sense?

I got out, lotioned my body and put on some PJs and went to bed.

My phone blinked indicating that there were messages.. so I opened it. I smiled at the f*******: notification.

Jazztine Bieber: Hey, so little birds told me that OLX is visiting you guys on Friday.. So I was wondering if you'd mind me coming to see you play...

I smiled, for someone who wasn't catching feelings, she sure texted me a lot and wanted to see me a lot. I responded.

Olwethu Lin: To watch me or Sandra...? I don't want trouble, your girlfriend has given me that already...

Then I opened my other message, which was from Susan.

SUSAN: your ass was glowing like hell today...and I heard you didn't sleep home. meet me tomorrow, my home. I wanna know all that happened.. and who f****d you..

This made me laugh my ass out. Like whu did I find friends like this. Because even Precious was exactly like Susan.

A f*******: notification came.

Jazztine Bieber: okay let's get one thing straight, Sandy isn't my girlfriend, she's crushing on me and I'm sadly not interested. Let me just be honest with you about one thing.. I know I said we ain't catching feelings.. but I like you.. I enjoy your company, I realized that on Sunday... you're a great person and I want to just get to know you better.. and maybe be your friend.

Shit!

Shr was definitely catching feelings.. and I didn't need that, worse now that I confessed my feelings for Valentia.

Olwethu Lin: Jasmine... I don't know about that. Look I'm a lot and have a lot of f****d up s**t in my life...

Jazztine Bieber: Hey, everyone of us has a lot of f****d up s**t. My life ain't so rosey.. and For your information, I am coming to watch you play on friday⚽.. I want to see your hot ass from outside.?... I am not taking your no there. Sleep well xoxo?

I smiled, she was funny... and cute, so I'll forgive her because of that.

I put my phone on charger and then closed my eyes. I needed to sleep. Or else I'll think about Valentia and I'll be tempted to fucken call her and that was just not allowed. Weekends were a NO contacting each other zone.

..

My Saturday started off with my sister annoying me about Jazz. She wanted to see her again. So I took a video of her whining saying she wants Jazz and sent it to Jazz on f*******:.

I bathed during the day after cleaning and got Uber to take me to Susan's place.

When I got there, I finally met her parents. Very very nice people.

The girl took junk and pulled me up to her bedroom. She switched on her tv and then turned to me as we sat on her bed, "I couldn't sleep last night.. definitely waiting for this moment.. so where the f**k did you sleep Thursday night?"

I smiled thinking about Vee, "Umhh.. just out."

"Ahh you bitch... that smile, it has to be a she... so tell me about her, how long you known her, where she's from and how great the s*x was..."

I laughed with the biggest smile on my face, "the s*x was fucken amazing... it was just everything..."

"Ohh God! And the rest of the questions...?"

"Ain't answering them, you know that she exists.. she stays somewhere in Auckland Park.. that's all you need to know. If you know too much imma have to kill you or something."

She laughed and we finished off our afternoon..

All things were going well until Susan went out to get us something to drink and then she came back looking like she saw a ghost..

"You're fucken dead... please tell me you were not talking about Jasmine Bieber...?"

Jasmine Bieber..

"Wait... so she actually is Bieber? I thought she was just doing that coz she is a fan..."

"Oh God you were with her?"

I shook my head very hard, "heck to the No! I wasn't with Jas.. and why do you think I was with her..."

"Because..." She took her phone and showed me why..

There was a picture collage of her and I.. and the caption was "The Stars Of Their Schools In Football.. Rumor says they hit it off.. So, do you say Yay or Nay"

I tapped on the picture and read some comments. A lot of Yay... and some saying no... my heart sank when I saw it had over a thousand shares.

"The fuuuuuuuuck! Nooooo... this is not happening..." I said and she sat next to me, "shit...shit... if it's not her then your girl might see this..."

"Fuuuck f*******:!... arggg. Like why do people do stupid things like this on f*******:. Like who needs to know that I f****d Jasmine?"

My heart was pounding so hard on my chest, she was going to find out about this and oh God. Why the f**k did I do it?

Shit! How would Vee react if she was to see this. s**t! s**t! I didn't need this.. I honestly didn't.

"Hey calm down, maybe your girl won't see this..."

I rolled my eyes, "right because she's 98 years old and has no f*******: or doesn't use the internet much... Susan! This picture is still getting shared.. she'll fucken see it... and people will be talking about it at school. She'll definitely find out.. and Sandra will make a fucken big deal of this.. Goodness what the f**k did I get myself into..."

I was honestly freaking out.

"Heeey don't panic..." she said and then smiled, "so she's from school. s**t this is interesting..."

"Really Susan...?"

The girl shrugged, "shoot me.. I just want to know who she is.."

I shook my head, "who on earth decided to even post that? And why?"

Susan laughed. This was amusing to her. She had no idea that I'd have to sit for an hour looking at Vee while she knew exactly that I f****d Jasmine and I wouldn't even know if she's mad because I can't call her right now. This was complicated and I fucken hated it.

I honestly hated how this had turned out. How it was going to f**k up everything.

I got up and took my phone, I was even scared of going to my f*******:.

"I should go..."

"Where?"

I rolled my eyes at her stupid question, "heaven... and sleep.. I'm going home idiot."

"Oh.. I thought you were going to your girl to explain everything.. but alright.. you can go home.."

I left.

And to be honest, I debated internally whether or not to actually go by Vee's place.. but then I remembered how risky it was if anyone was to see me there. I wouldn't even have a valid reason.. we have school emails, I could use that to communicate with her, so this was just going to ruin what was starting... if it even continues after she sees this...

I went straight home and went up to my room. My Sundays I spent them doing homeworks and studying life sciences and english. I was just grumpy as fuck...

..

Monday when I got to school,..... yeah people were smiling at me like idiots.. others whispered while others just told me face to face I'd look good with Jas..

I managed to see a glimpse of coach laughing with Vee in the morning. I waved at them and coach waved back.. mind you.. only coach..

My heart was pounding when English time came..

"You look nervous.. still worried Sandra will show up anytime?" Susan asked and I shrugged, Sandra was the last thing on my mind.

"Take out your pen and put your backpacks away... You're writing a test and I need you to finish it within 30 minutes so I can mark and return it." Louw said walking in. Today she was wearing all black and still looked sexy as f**k.

"What the fuck... really?" That goth chick said by the window and Louw turned to her, "Get out of my class..."

Shit! She was pissed beyong limits.

I didn't say a word. She kept on looking at me though as I wrote. I'd look up and find her looking at me. I had no doubt that she knew.

Within 20 minutes I was done, I double checked my answers and got up going to her desk.

I put the paper in front of her and she looked up at me. I sat on the chair next to her table and whispered, "Ms Louw... are you busy during lunch?"

"It's lunch for a reason Miss Lin.. so yes I will be busy."

"After school?"

"Don't you have practice?"

"After practice..."

"I have a home to get to.."

Fuck! She was actually shutting every chance if being with me down..

I nodded slowly and said, "It's not it.." she furrowed her brows in confusion, and I continued, "Jas and I... it's not it."

"So you didn't f**k?" She whispered and I had no fucken idea what to say..

"Can we meet and..."

She shook her head, "I got my answer.."

"Ms Louw..."

She cleared her throat, "I'll look into this.. please get back to your seat Miss Lin.."

I sighed and went back to my seat.

The day went slow, she returned my paper and I score 100% on the test. Great, at least I was still smart.

During lunch I was off... people kept on saying I should be happy because Jasmine is a Bieber and I told them to go f**k off.

After school I took my bag and headed to Louw's office, I didn't care, she needed to know what was really happening..

I knocked on her door and heard, "It's open.."

I walked in. There was a student and her..

"Ms Louw I need your assistance..."

"I'm a bit busy..."

"This can't wait. It's regarding the test we wrote in your class.. there is something I don't understand."

She knew that was bull because I got every answer right. But I looked so serious that this student who was here was like, "I better go Ms Louw, I'll see you tomorrow..."

She nodded, "alright Grace..."

The girl turned to and smiled, "oh.. hey you." And then she went out.

Fuck!

"You are so persistent..."

"I want to clear this misunderstanding..." I said and she rolled her eyes, "so you and Jasmine didn't fuck..?"

"Umh.. we didn't.. well, I... I f****d her and she didn't me... it was just a..."

"I don't want to hear it." She cut me off and I sighed in frustration, "I was mad because coach has been acting weird and treating me like trash.. turned out she found you and I kissing.. so when I came to talk to you about it, you was apologizing to her saying the kiss was a mistake that would never happen. So that made me feel like s**t and I thought you guys were dating. I was jealous and mad and a bit hurt.. so I stupidly drank and f****d her... I'm sorry.. it didn't mean anything.. you mean a lot to me than..."

She kissed me.. I couldn't believe it but she kissed me...

I kissed her back and she went on to push me against her office door actually locking it.. She snuck her hand inside my panties and started playing with my clit making me moan and sigh..

"Don't fucken make a sound..." She warned before kissing my neck.

"So tell me, how did it feel... is she a great kisser?" She whispered while her finger was playing with my opening.

"Please don't..." I managed to whisper back and she kept on teasing me, "tell me Lin.. since you can't keep your hands and mouth to yourself, was she great..was she good?"

I opened my mouth and she penetrated me making me gasp, "s**t!" I mumbled..

"Did she make you feel like this? Huh?" She asked while f*****g me and I bit my lower lip and looked at her. She was so fucken sexy when jealous...

"Did she? Answer me..."

I opened my mouth again to speak but she kissed me and shifted us to the wall now, pinning me against it. She pulled down my panties giving herself better access.. I love /hated how this was happening on a Monday when I was wearing a skirt and how she didn't have a hard time doing this.

She moved her finger inside me faster and a bit rough.. How dominant she was was just f*****g with my mind..

I bit my lower lip to avoid moaning and actually held on tight to her... my o****m was already building in and I knew I'll c*m any minute.

"Did she make you feel like this Lin!"

"I'm going to cum..." I whispered in a trembling voice...

She shook my head and with a smirk on her face and pulled her finger out then slowly licked it.

My whole body shut down and I groaned in frustration, "fuck.. Don't do that..."

"Don't do what?"

"Please.. just let me. I have practice..."

She lifted my pantie up and touched my womanhood, "then come see me after practice..."

"I can't play while I'm like this..."

"Mhm.. I bet it's worse than how I was like when I found out that you and Jasmine actually did... and I had to teach. How nice."

"We didn't both do it okay.."

"Yeah whatever..." She said totally pulling away from me. She unlocked her door, went to her desk to write something.

"Here.. give this to Mariah..." she said handing me the paper.. then she went to her bag, took her spray and started spraying me, "you smell like... you've been touched."

I rolled my eyes and said 'f**k you' in my head.

She kissed my cheek and went back to her desk.

I got out of her office and couldn't believe what just happened in there. She seriously f****d me in there... the thought of that fucken turned me on and I wished she'd have just given me my o****m.

I gave coach the letter that I didn't even read. The f**k!. Coach smiled, "go join others..."

Now I fucken wondered what was written in that paper.

Practice went well and Sandra didn't say even a word to me.

After practice I went to the lockers and took my bag, I was actually looking forward to going back to Louw so she can have her way with me.

That thought on it's own turned me on.

I felt a hand pull me and push me against the lockers.

Sandra.. fuck...

"You should have listened.. but you f**k her in my home? If I were you I'd watch my back.... b***h you have no idea what you've gotten yourself into.. no idea!" She screamed and then left me standing there.

I took in one deep breath and then let it out. She was all talk. I needed to see Vee and just forget about everything and Jasmine.

I got inside Vee's office and found her sitting on her desk while reading papers.. I locked the door and she lifted her head up.

"Oh her Jasmine..."

I rolled my eyes, "can that please end."

She got up, "when I say so yes..."

I put my bag on the couch and she switched off the lights. The time was after 5:30, so it was a bit dark.

She came to the couch and rested her hand on my neck, then moved it down to my breast squeezing it a bit, then she went down to caressing my stomach and then rested it in between my thigh.

"I'm..." I didn't get to even finish my sentence, she just kissed me.

I held her shoulders and she sighed pulling away, "the thought of you f*****g Jasmine just.. I don't know... it makes me want to f**k the living out of you..."

Fuck! That made me drip..

I stood up right in front of her and started taking off my shorts with my panties. God! I couldn't believe I was being so ratchet. But I was so horny and I wanted her.

She smiled and held my butt cheeks then she pulled me towards her lips.

Her warm mouth made contact with my cookie and I knew right then I wanted nothing else.

She f****d me senseless..

After two orgasms.. I could still feel her finger inside me. It was just f*****g me up. And it was amazing how good she was.

"Fuck... I love you.." I breathed out after she dressed me up.. she looked at me and kissed me. Deeply as if saying something without actually using words.

It didn't bother me much that she wasn't saying it. She was still here, so which meant she still cared. And she still wanted me.

The week went by very nicely.. fucken nicely since Sandra was off my back, and she was talking to me now.. we had OLX to beat and we were looking forward to it.

On Thursday after school and some hot steamy s*x in Ms Louw's office she took my hands and said we needed to talk. It freaked me out at first because I thought she wanted to break things off.

"Relax... I just... look I know you've been open with your feelings towards me and I think it's time I do that too."

"Yes..." I said and she smiled, "you're cute... umh.. so I can't stop myself too... I love you too okay and I don't want this to change things. But thing is there's a lot going on in my life and s**t this is complicated a lot. So I have been quiet about my feelings."

My mouth was on the floor, did she fucken say she loves me too?

"Lin..."

"You lost me at you love me too..." I said feeling like ny heart was going to beat off my chest since it was so hard and fast.

"Please listen.. there's something I need to tell you.. like I want us to be honest with each other..."

She was fucken serious.. but she said she loves me. So who caresssss....

I nodded, "yes...I'm listening."

"Remember how I have been against us contacting each other during the weekend..."

"Yea.. you said we needed to be discreet about us..."

She nodded suddenly looking nervous, "yeah.. that wasn't the only reason..."

"Okay.. what's the other reason."

"Look this doesn't change anything. I love you okay, a lot.. I just can't keep it from you any longer..."

Fuck.. Now I was starting to worry. I'd think she was a man but I did touch her once at her place and she had a cookie...

"What's wrong Vee?"

"Olwethu... I'm..."

She was disturbed by her phone.. she looked at it and then at me.

"You can answer it, I'll wait..."

She sighed, "no actually can we do this tomorrow.. please babe.. please..."

I got up, took my bag and kissed her then left.

Whatever the f**k was happening I was a bit scared to find out.

But I went home and got ready for tomorrow.. OLX was coming.

.

On Friday I took my bag and put my english book in there since it was the only subject we'd do today. She asked us nicely because she had something planned for us.

We got in class and she came in... jean shorts and a pink shirt. She was so sexy with her tattoos showing and I just wanted to go touch them like I used to.

"Take out your books guys.. I need to show you something.."

We did take them out and there was a knock on the door.

"Come on in..." she said.

The doo slowly opened revealing a fucken sexy white woman.. I could say she was in her mid twenties. She was wearing a black dress that was over her knees and her hair was long over her shoulders. God she looked so fucken beautiful.

When I looked at Louw she looked like she saw a ghost. She dropped her book and then picked it up. Quickly went to the woman who was smiling from ear to ear..

"Hey...guys.." the woman said to us and we said a very excited "heeey..." to her.

She looke back at Vee and they hugged briefly before Vee pulled her outside the class.

Who the f**k is that? I asked myself...

Vee came back in and started fumbling with whatever book she was holding. She looked nervous.

"Umh. You know what guys... I think we should just do this on Monday. Something came up... and all the best to Lin and Oscarine... go kick some ball.." she said and we got up.

I went up to her, "you okay?"

She smiled, "yep... I'm okay.. umh.. enjoy the match.. I'll be watching.."

I nodded and went out to join tbe rest of the team. We started gearing up and getting ready.

Went to the field and started running a bit and doing exercises.. coach left and OLX arrived. The principals talked a bit and then our principal asked where coach was.

I looked around and saw Jasmine, she waved at me. I waved back. There was no need for me to be rude to the girl.

I looked around again for coach.. and didn't find her.

I went to Sandra, "I'll be back, I'm going to get coach.." then I ran off to the side of her office. I needed to see her first to discuss the match before... and maybe I'd see Vee, she was my muse.

I turned around a corner on second floor almost reaching her office my whole world stopped when I saw her kissing the woman that walked in class.. they didn't peck each other as an innocent kiss no.. they kissed. The woman had her hands around Vee's neck and Vee was holding her waist.

'aarg you two get a roooooom...' coach said approaching them and the lady hugged coach.

'i missed you so so much Zai...' coach said.

This Zai woman looked at Vee, "is she the only one who missed me?"

I was now walking slowly towards them but looked like non of them saw I was coming.

"Hahaha Zai babe you have no idea, your wife here has been missing you like hell. She's been talking about you since Wednesday..."

Wife... wife... her wife... I looked at Zai's left hand and saw a diamond ring there.. s**t!

I cleared my throat, "Umhh.. I'm sorry for disturbing... coach.. Mr.. principal wants to see you..."

Coach kissed this Zai woman and turned to Vee who was pale after seeing me.

"Vee you must be happy to see your wife... Lin let's go... I have a match to win..."

Her wife....

She was fucken married!!!!??????