She Keeps Me Warm

Chapter Seventeen

She pushed me against wall, it was just sexy how we were both naked and just entered her amazing bedroom.

"It smells so fucken nice in here...." I said as she kissed my neck.

"You smell nice.." she sucked on my caller bone.

"Mhm... Baby."

She hugged me and lifted me up by my ass and put my legs around her. God I could feel her muscles in my body and it just made things worse...

"You are so sexy..." I said and she sighed on my ear while walking to her bed, "not as sexy as you.."

She slowly laid us down on her bed, with me underneath of course. Then she connected our lips and kissed me so hard.

"I want you.." I whispered and she smiled, "you do?"

"So fucken much you have no idea..."

"Can I eat you again...?"

I laughed, she was so fucken cute when asking for permission.

She sucked on my neck.

"Promise that I'll eat you too..."

"You will.. just not today."

"Whyyyy?" I whined and she giggled on my neck, "tonight is all about you I promise okay... you'll touch me some other time."

The thought of some other time rang in my head and I smiled. Now I had something to look foward to. Some other time of me and her... meaning this wasn't just a one night stand, she'd want it to happen again. Fuck.. the thought of that drew me closer to my o****m as Ms Louw ate the loving out of me.

I felt it.... I was so close into telling her that I am crazy in love with her.. this close.. I mean I loved how she made me feel about myself. It was so far away from how I thought I was. She didn't think I was dirty nor damaged... That just made me love her more.

...

It felt so fucken strange, to wake up to a body cuddlig up to me... well I didn't know that I was cuddled up to someone, until I felt slight kisses on my shoulder.. then a finger slowly caressing my scar.

I was facing away from her so she has access to the scar. I moved a bit to alert her that I'm alive.

"Good morning..." she whispered and I smiled with my eyes still closed, "hey.."

Her right hand moved from my shoulder to my waist, reminding me about last night and all that took place when we hit her bedroom.

Right now we was still insanely naked. She pulled my waist and kissed my neck... "how are you? And how did you sleep?"

"Baby I'm still sleepy, you can't ask me those questions.."

She laughed on my ear making me sigh, like did she fucken know what that did to me? It gave me goosebumps.

She then bit my earlobe a bit and I winced in pain and pulled away from her, "ouch... baby what the f**k?"

She laughed, "are you not sleepy anymore?"

I rolled my eyes before opening them and turned to look at her. She fucken looked flawless.. like who fucken looks this beautiful in the morning? She smiled revealing her fucken double chin. Like did this woman know how fucken sexy she was.

"You bit my earlobe.. stop looking so sexy I'm trying to stay mad at you."

She winked at me and bit her lower lip.

"f**k Valentia..." I groaned.

She laughed, "what did I do now?"

"I asked you to stop one thing and you keep doing it on purpose.."

She shrugged, "I can't help it if I'm sexy...I mean look at me.."

It was so funny how she and I were so comfortable with each other now. Or maybe it was because last night she made me feel something I've never felt before. Got me in touch with my feelings and had me asking her to eat me more. She made me trust her and I knew without any doubt that she wouldn't hurt me.

"Jesus.... I forgot you have a huge cock... what time is it?"

She laughed, "babe you don't want to see my c**k trust me.. you ain't ready yet... it's time to eat you and wake up."

I sucked in my breath as she started kissing my neck...and then shifted down to actually suck on my nipple..

I sighed and held her head against me.

Her right hand slowly moved down my tummy and rested in between my thighs...

I took in one deep breath..

"Hey baby relax.. it's me okay.. it's just me..." she whispered and I opened my eyes and looked at my surroundings.

She lifted her head up and looked at me, "It's me.. I won't hurt you..."

I slowly nodded my head and felt her finger on my clit... I froze and she kissed me, "It's me.. just relax okay..."

"Yeah.."

"I'm not going to go in...I'll just play with you like this..." she said moving her finger a bit faster on my clit making me forget that I was almost freaking out a second ago.

"Right there..." I whispered as I felt something build up inside. It was soon but I didn't care.

She kept going and I swear to God I wanted her inside. I felt like telling her to go in but also I was scared of how I'd feel and what would happen after that.. I didn't want to be a love sick puppet.. I didn't want to always be after her after she takes my virginity. I mean I already was now so it would just freake her out a...

"Where are you?" She asked and I looked at her, "here..."

"Your body yes.. but your mind no..."

If she was lying I was going to roll my eyes at her, but she wasn't, so I said the only thing that would distract me, "kiss me..."

She did. She leaned over and kissed me, quickly running her tongue on my bottom lip, getting all my attention. My mind, my body, my soul. Her finger wasn't moving as much on my cookie jar though, so I grinded myself up against it a bit.

She removed her finger, pulled away from the kiss and slowly licked her it. I was wet I know.. so watching her do that turned my cheeks hot.

"That is sooo embarrassingly sexy..." I whispered making her smile, "what's embarrassing about it?"

I smiled, slid my hand down her body, squeezed her ass a bit before sliding it in between us..

"Get up a bit..." I said and she did without any questions. I moved my middle finger on her cookie and slid it in between her lips. I loved how warm and wet she was... I pulled my finger out slowly and took it to my mouth.. licking it...

She smiled, "it looks fucken sexy to me.."

Then she started moving her cookie against mine. It was just sexy and such a turn on for her wetness to be against mine.

I put my hands around her and held her body tight against mine.

She nibbled on my neck and I sighed...

I opened my legs a bit wider, giving her full access..

She shifted a bit, sliding her hand down my stomach to my womanhood again and started rubbing my clit a bit...

I wanted her inside me..but I was fucken terrified. I wished she'd just try. But I knew she wouldn't do that because she was scared she'd hurt me.

She carefully rubbed on me and I sighed on her ear and she stopped moving.. she bit my lower lip a bit harder and breathed harder..

"Are you ok?" I asked.

She took in a few breaths and pressed her finger a bit harder against me making me suck in my breath... I shut my eyes so hard and prayed that she try to go in...

She pressed on like that for a while as she kept on breathing a bit harder.

The yearning was so much. I wanted to feel her finger inside me.

She sighed and then tried to remove her hand but I stopped her..

"What are you doing?"

She lifted her head up from my shoulder and looked at me.. her eyes were so fucken small and a bit dark.. God she was sexier when horny.

"Removing my hand..." she said in a hoarse voice.

"Don't remove it..."

"I'm trying baby... but I am so crazily tempted. I don't want to..."

"I want you to..." I cut her off very quickly before she could say anything else.

She furrowed her brows, "what?"

"I want you to go in...please make love to me."

She shook her head, "Olz baby..."

"Please..." I whispered in a low voice and she looked at me for a while, "because you want me to.. and not because I can't control myself..right? Not because I want you so much right?"

I opened my mouth to say something but decided to nod my head.

"Are you sure baby because there's no turning back..."

I nodded, "I'm sure... I want you to.."

She closed the gap between us by connecting our lips and quickly deepened the kiss.

"You can let go of my hand now.. I promise never to move it away..." she said in between the kiss and I rolled my eyes but removed my hand on hers.

She slowly kept on playing with my clit and then started going down to my opening and came back up..

I sighed and bit my lower lip when she pressed on a bit harder on my opening..

"Mhmmm... f**k wait..." I said and she stopped...

I closed my thighs and she kissed my ear, "we can stop trying that.. or you can just relax your body and trust that I won't hurt you."

She then took my earlobe inside her mouth, slowly running her wet tongue in my ear making me lose my mind. When she did that I felt my blood move all over my body. She kept on doing that and also rubbed her finger against my clit.

I had no idea where to fully concentrate. On my ear or in between my thighs..

She breathed inside my ear and I moaned and then immediately felt sharp pain in between my thighs then it was gone as soon as I felt it.. I quickly closed my thighs and she kept her hand there and we both went still..

"Baby.. I'm in.. if it's painful tell me and I'll stop." She whispered and I slowly opened my legs a bit, "no go on...slow please..."

She tried to move and I could feel it. It was a bit painful. I stopped her..

"Let go of your stomach... I promise it won't hurt.."

"You better be telling the truth.." I said making her laugh, "you really talk crap sometimes.."

I rolled my eyes but listened to what she was saying. I tried to let go of my stomach and when I finally did, she started moving inside me a bit and picked up the pace..

I bit my lower lip and just enjoyed how amazing it felt to feel her inside me.. and how it was now not as painful. She slowly grinded on me and kissed my as I caressed her ass. She was just so sexy.

She got up from on top of me and went to her knees.

She moved her finger a bit inside me and then stopped.

I opened my eyes and looked at her, "why are you stopping?"

"Let's go to the shower..."

"Why..."

She looked in between my thighs and then back at me, "Let's go.."

I tried to get up, "what's wrong?"

"Nothing to worry about... I just penetrated you for the first time.. so I'm getting results..."

"Am I fucken bleeding..?" I asked trying to get up into a sitting position and she sighed, "Don't freak out... it's just a bit... it happens.."

I slowly got up and she did too leading me to the shower. It was still a bit dark outside or maybe we were fooled by the lights.

She opened her shower and we walked in. I felt a kiss on my shoulder, "are you okay?"

I nodded my head, "yeah...but I can still feel your finger inside me."

She gave me a shower cap before she opened the water. Then she hugged me so tight as we both felt water hit us. She just never failed to make me feel special..

I pulled her closer to me and planted small kisses on her shoulder.

She pushed me against the wall and ran her hand in between my thighs to my womanhood.

"Open your legs.. and tell me if it hurts..." she whispered and I nodded my head.

She kissed on my ear and ran her tongue in again. Beforr I could enjoy that I felt her penetrate me again... it wasn't as painful anymore but I still was..

"God you're so tight.." she whispered and moved her finger in me.

I closed my eyes and slowly lifted my right leg up until my knee touched her waist giving her better access.

She smiled, "this might hurt a bit, but just concentrate on me okay..."

"What migh..." she kissed me cutting me off and soon started moving her finger faster and harder inside me..

"Mhmmm..." I moaned in her mouth and she kept going.

My o****m started building in and my body grew hot. I held on tight to her. My right leg started to tremble a bit and my breathing hitched. She kept going until my body jolted and I started panting for air.

She let me finish and regain my breath. When I was done she smiled, "are you okay?"

I just looked at her confused and I felt like crying so hard. I felt completely empty as if she took everything in me.

"Hey babe, are you okay?"

Right there I couldn't stop it anymore, I couldn't stop how I felt or even my mouth for that matter..

"Hey..." she whispered making me look at her and I whispered, "I'm falling in love with you."

She ached her brows looking a bit shocked.

I shook my head, "I don't want it to change anything between us or you to be weird or feel the need to say it back, I was just saying.. I'm falling so hard for you. I been trying to control or convince myself otherwise but I'm losing. I love you.. I know it's insane but I really love you."

She smiled and closed the gap between us by kissing me so hard.

I smiled, at least she wasn't chasing me out.

.

After the f*****g and me telling her about my feeling we cleaned up. Or should I say she cleaned us up. She washed me, all of me believe me and then her too..

"My uniform..." I said when we reached her bedroom remembering that I lost it when I was bathing.

She smiled and took out of a hanger, "here, I fixed it up for you when you were bathing."

My shirt and pants were both clean and smelled so nice.

"Thanks..." I said with a smile on my face. She kissed my cheek, "Don't mention it. And then she went to her wardrobe and took out navy blue jeans and a white shirt with white sneakers.

I rolled my eyes, "do you have to be this sexy always Vee...?"

She laughed, "It's in me... I can't help it."

I laughed, "you're an idiot.."

"No you are..."

It was fun getting dressed and everything. I used her moisturiser and I loved how I smelled like her.

My hair was a bit wet from the shower and f*****g even though I wasn't complaining.

"Come let me dry your hair quickly.. we also have to leave. I have to get you breakfast first.." Vee said and I smiled sitting down as she connected the hair drier and fixed my hair.

"What about you?" I asked and she shrugged, "I'll eat at school.."

"Did you get everything?"

I nodded.

She finished up my hair and I smiled at her, "thank you.."

She kissed my lips, "lets go or we will be late."

I took my bag and followed her to her car. It wasn't as dark now. My transport usually fetches me at this time.

She got in the car after locking the door and we drove off.

"I'll get you Wimpy breakfast.." she said and I nodded, "alright.."

We drove in comfortable silence and thank God the shop wasn't far. She handed me the bag and we then drove to school.

"Thank you for taking me in.. I have no idea what I'd have done if you weren't here." I spoke truthfully and she held my hand and took it to her lips, "It's not a bit deal, I enjoyed having you around."

Her phone rang and she quickly took it, "can I call you back.. I'm driving..."

She kept quiet..

"Yeah I remember.. alright. Later." Then she hung up.

I smiled and she did too.

She parked a street away from school and took my hand, "I'm here okay... and I'm not going anywhere."

"Thank you... that means a lot."

"But I'm still your teacher, so we need to be extra careful, so I'll drop you off here..and drive next to you..."

I nodded my head. She pulled closer and connected our lips, "we will talk later."

I smiled and got out of her car then started walking to school.

Like she promised, she drove a distance from me watching me.

My transport went past me and when I got to the gate, Stacy was getting off.

"Where were you?" She asked the moment she saw me and I shrugged, "what's in it for you...?"

"Just answer me..."

"I was home. I took a public transport."

She rolled her eyes, "if you were home your father wouldn't be calling my dad nun stop asking where you were.. so where did you sleep?"

So my father did that! f**k him!

"Under a bridge, who fucken cares..." I said leaving her there.

I went to the library to try and read just to pass time so I can forget about my annoying father.

When the bell rang I went to class and I concentrated like hell.

In Fridays english was my last class and I was so looking forward into spending my time staring at Vee.

Time flew faster today. My mind only consumed by Valentia and my school work. It was just amazing.

I went to English class and Susan came running to me.

"Dude... word is you didn't sleep at home.."

I sighed, "really? Who the f**k has such a boring life that they concentrate on mine?"

"Sandra...."

Sandra? I was now fucken confused? How did it get to her? How the f**k and why was she spreading that?

"Afternoon class...." her voice. God! This woman was going to be the death of me.

"So, today we will just be reading. It's something someone wrote on my other english class, I need you guys to liste very carefully because we maybe have a big star in that class.." she said and then looked at me before going back to the paper she was holding..

'Life isn't as it seems.....' She said and then smiled. I mentally laughed at how that line was the first line I used to start the true story I submitted last week.

"The title of this story is... A NIGHTMARE HOLIDAY..."

My eyes went wide openn that's my fucken story. I lifted my hand for the first time in class up and she pointed at me, "yes Miss Lin.."

"Ms Louw, did you talk to the owner of the story about reading it to the whole class..?"

She smiled, "oh I did a loooot of talking with the owner and she said since I will be reading it in this class and no one actually knows what class she's from, she was pretty good with it.."

I ached my brow, "pretty good you say Ms Louw...?"

"Sit down Miss Lin and let me finish or else I'll ask you to read for us..."

The f**k!

I quickly sat down and tried to zone her out as she read my story. At first I managed to just think about her f*****g me on the couch and then in her bed and then in her shower. I just played last night and this morning over and over again.

Fuck! I was just stupidly getting me horny now.

I sighed and turned my attention back to class. I watched people's reaction. They felt it. Others felt sorry others just listened.

"'He didn't only take away my childhood, he took a piece of me each and everyday.. literally... I know we are told to forgive, but if I was in a room with him alone and I was asked to forgive him.. the only way I could do that would be to take his life.

I have suffered enough... and he didn't deserve to live...' Theeeee End... God that was beautiful" Ms Louw said looking at me. And I rolled my eyes.

"What do you think Stacy?"

"That the man should go to hell..."

"I think the girl should leave..." Oscar suggested and others did too.

Ms Louw preached about how that was a great story and shit.. but now anxiety of going back home to actually face him was killing me as I listened to the final bell ring.

We were told there's no practice today. So we were free to go home.

I collected my books.

"Miss Lin please report to my desk before leaving..." Ms Louw said from the front and I nodded.

Stacy waited fpr everyone to leave and then looked at me, "that was your story wasn't it."

"Could you be nice and fucken leave me alone... please.."

"Lin..."

"Lewis don't try me. God don't try me. Leave me the f**k alone..." I said sternly and she frowned but left.

I went to Ms Louw's desk.

"Don't every pull that please..." I said taking my paper and putting it in my bag.

She held my hand, "sit down.."

I did.

"It was beautifully written. I know it's your true private story, but it was beautiful... besides, I think they bought that it wasn't from this class.."

I rolled my eyes, "Stacy figured it out..."

"What? How?"

"Our dad's know each other.. so I been to her place once. I figured s**t out about her and she did a little about me.. but now she knows a looot about me... thanks to you and my letter.."

"Babyyyy... I'm sorry.."

"It's.."

"Look at me.." she said in a whisper and I did.

"I'm sorry I didn't know. I should have asked you last night or this morning.."

I smiled, "when? In between the s*x?"

She laughed and looked around the class then back at me, "maybe when my head was in between your thighs... or when my finger was inside you and you were begging me to do you right there... maybe then."

I lifted my middle finger up at her, "f**k you..."

"But baby I did that to you.. last night and this morning..."

A knock at the door startled both she and I..

We looked through the glass door and my heart skipped when I saw him there. He looked calm but I knew beneath that was the devil himself.

"Hey... promise me one thing.." Ms Louw said and I looked at her, "what?"

"You will stand up for yourself... just this weekend.. please."

I looked at the door and then back at her, "how?"

"Talk to him... and tell him to stop or you'll go report him if he touches you again. Okay.. please."

I shrugged, "okay..." it was no use but yeah whatever..

"And I'm here okay... call me if he tries something..."

That melted my heart, "I will.."

He knocked again and Ms Louw spoke, "Come in."

He walked in. He was wearing his suit.

"Honey... I was so worried about you.. your phone has been off." He was himself.

I was so shocked at how he was actually himself right now. I knew my dad like the the back of my head, and when all hell was about to break loose I knew too. Right now he wasn't that man. Right now he was himself.

I got up, "see you on Monday Ms Louw."

"Will you be okay?" She asked seeming concerned and I just smiled, "see you on Monday. And thank you for everything.. my paper and everything.." I said the last part with a wink and she smiled..

I fucken love her... I really do.