My eyes were stressed and itchy, I tried to rub away the tired, but the burning feeling stayed; great, they were probably all red and puffy. My body was sore and stiff. I needed a good nights sleep. I hadn’t got a moment's rest last night, I just couldn’t let go of all the stress, and so I found it impossible just to doze off. I had promised Aden that I would message him today, but I struggled with the words to say. I wanted to be firm but not bitchy, and I felt like it was a fine line I hadn’t learnt how to tow yet. - I have given it a great deal of thought. I’ll let you meet the twins, but as I said, it will be on my terms. I want to meet you in Carson. My mom lives here, and I think it would benefit the twins to be in a familiar environment without inviting you right into our home. I’