Summer I was sleeping, but not as deeply that I would miss the creek of the door as quiet footfalls entered the room. And with it the smell of cigars and alcohol hit me hard. I watched as he made his way to the bathroom without bothering with the lights. I didn’t know if it was to not to wake me up or to hide the fact that he had been out this long in the night, doing god knows what. Or with whom. I squashed that last thought as I sat up in bed and pushed the button for the night lamp, illuminating the room in soft, warm glow. After I had done a thorough search at internet and learning all the meanings of the terms that I hadn’t even known before. I hadn’t been able to sit still. I might have even watched some porn, with BD.SM and all the stuffs that I hadn’t even known was possible. An