Gabriel
I don’t f*****g like these two emotions warring inside me. On one hand I wanted to possess her, do everything that’ll make her red in the face to rival her red tresses, but on the other hand I didn’t like the way she obeyed me without any fight. I wanted her to obey me. And she did. But I saw it in her eyes how her disgust was visible just beside the desire for me. I knew she wanted me, but her eyes didn’t hide the fact that she abhorred the way I had forced myself on her. And it makes me wonder what it’d feel like to have this woman on her knees for me on her own accord. It was a momentary decision on my part, I don't know if it was for me to make sure to myself that I was the one in control or for her to show her that I wasn't a man to play with, to let her know that it’s not go
