Monday morning has arrived, and I have not heard a word from Livvy. That has told me all that I needed to know. I had messaged her after she disappeared from the BBQ, and a couple of times since, just trying to find out of she was okay. I didn’t call, despite the desperation in me to do so, telling myself she needed space, at least with messages they gave her the option to decide if she replied.
And, well, it was clear she had decided not to reply. Decided I was not worthy of her reply. I need to toughen up. Man up. She had too much going on, and she had made her feelings clear. I was viewed as nothing more than a one-night thing, and a moment of weakness the second time too. She was obviously not experiencing the same feelings I was. And as much as it was going to hurt, I was going to h
