I hardly touched my food, throughout the whole lunch, I sat staring at my plate. I could feel the bile rising in my throat. Being this close to Erica made me want to puke, but this needed to be done.
Erica looked down at my plate and then up at me. “You feeling okay Joshy.”
When she said my name, it was like nails down a blackboard. “Yes, I’m fine”
I had to get this over with, start the whole act, no matter how much I hated it.
After Erica finished her lunch, I grabbed her hand and pulled her to my room. “We need to talk.” I wanted this over with.
There was some alarm on her face, but when I walked into my room, I closed the door and kissed her, as the bile rose again, I pushed her slightly from me.
I hated this woman being this close to her, I wanted to rip her head off. I cou
