Devilish Taste

Would you stay alive for me?

One thing is for sure, I am definitely falling hard for him. The kiss we shared was getting heated. Our lips couldn't detach from each other. My moans were not making it easier for him as he kept pulling me closer. He's hand on my ass were gripping me hard like white on white rice. He lifts me up as my legs wrap around his body as he begins walking over to maybe the couch or his room upstairs. Our lips still haven't remove from each other, and I was beginning to think how Nino must know his place in the back of his head the way we haven't crashed into anything yet.

I'm guessing we are in his room now as he laid me on a soft fabric which must be his bed. This is it! This is what I've been fantasying about. Nino and I were finally going to have s*x. From day one until now I've been wondering, dreaming, fantasying about Nino and I first time. I must sound like a virgin now, huh?

This was serious to me, because I wanted to know if Nino can satisfy me physically, mentally and sexually. To me a relationship is all about being in love in every part of your lover department, meaning the sexuality, the fight, the flaws etc. Nino and I started off weird, we didn't argue because Nino didn't show me his real self. He lied to me about his damn name, his mom and probably everything else he told me about his past.

At one point I hated him for the things he's done to me. I almost wanted to murder him for taking me away from my family and friends. I may be stupid and blind as of right now as I'm letting him take my queen and enjoy the ride, but I'm falling for him hard.

He's insecure, has angrier issues that's probably worse than a raging gorilla, dangerous, a murder and he's probably had a group of demons dancing with him every night for what he's done, and that's fine with me. He's only human, and what his mom said about the streets basically being his father must be right.

I want to be with him. I want to help him be better. I want a life with him no matter what, because I have crazy feelings for him.

"Do you want this ma?" Our lips finally detach from each other. He was on top of me with my legs spread and himself in between. He looks down at me with his eyes swimming with emotions. I can feel his member hard and hot on my queen for me, and that makes a shiver travel down my spine.

"Yes." I answer him as I lick my lips. My actions don't go unnoticed as Nino watches me with lust in his eyes. I was confident I wanted him. I never wanted someone so bad till I met Nino. Jerome was nice, sweet and caring when I was with him, but he's not like Nino. I don't know why I'm so attracted to Nino, but I can't stop myself for wanting him so bad.

Nino gets up walking away from me.

"Where are you going?" I automatically say to him.

"You want a kid?" He says as he walks over to his drawer pulling out a condom.

"No." I whisper as I blush. He chuckles as he goes to the door, placing his hand searching for the light switch. The light is turned on and he dims it just right so it won't be too bright and too dark.

He takes his shirt off and proceed over to me placing him back between my legs. I take the time and drink in his tattoos that makes him look so sexy to me. I have to remind myself to ask him about all his tattoos he has all over his chest, arms and back.

I once again feel his king, pressing onto mine and my queen begins to throb for him. He grinds a little as he bends his head in my direction, capturing my lips in his. My lips let out a moan as I wasn't hiding anything from him. He groans as I can feel his king getting harder.

He bites my bottom lips and parted my lips with his large tongue entering without my permission. I can tell he loves the fight our tongues are having with each other as he kept groaning louder.

He removes his lips from mine and begin tracing my jawline and neck with his lips, placing small kisses. He was taking his time with me, which I loved by the way. I hope he doesn't think I'm scared or anything.

He sucks and bites on my neck, leaving a love mark as his hand find their way under my tank top and onto my bra. He gives one of my breasts a squeeze and begin to play with my n****e as he gives them a pinch that has my back arching for more. He lifts his head up and I can see his lips are swollen from our make out session.

"I will buy you another one." He says. My eyebrows shot up in a confused expression until he rips my tank top in half showing my bra. He smiles at what he's done and then take my shorts and rip them up throwing them on the floor. To say I was turned on and very horny at what he's done made me want to attack him.

He tells me to take my bra off, which I obey and throw on the floor. He attacks my n****e with his mouth. His tongue darts out his mouth and onto my n****e as he massages my other breast with his hand. My back arch for this pleasure he's giving me and I moan loud as my breath begins to quicken.

"So beautiful baby." He whisper to my ear.

He places his hand that was on my breast towards my heated queen and my body inch closer to his hand wanted him to enter me. His hand touches my queen under my panties and I'm now completed in another world as the pleasure was beginning to flow through me. My moans were getting louder and I didn't want this to stop at all.

"You so wet for me baby." Nino moans out.

"Please Nino." I whisper.

"Hmmm?" He hums as he continues to pleasure me.

"I need you now Nino." I beg him.

"What you need from me?" He smiles at me as his head lifts up from my breast, but his fingers are still messaging my queen. He enters a finger inside me and my head drops back as I let out a loud moan.

"You're so tight ma." He says as he closes his eyes letting out his moan.

"Please Nino, I want you inside me now!" I was desperate for him.

"As you wish ma." He says as he takes his finger out of me and drop his sweat pants to show his king to me as it sprung out hard. My eyes bulge out on how long it is. He grabs his king and begin to stroke it up and down as my eyes never left this sight in front of me.

"Don't worry, I'll go slow baby." He said as if reading my mind. He places himself on top of me again between my legs and put the condom on himself.

He snatches my panties off of me and throws it behind him. He watches me as he begins to put the tip in and I suck in my teeth as I felt my walls breaking. He rocks his body nice and slow kissing me so I could be distracted from the pain. Once he stretches me out and I was comfortable I was moaning loud for him to go faster and harder.

"Nino oh god yes!" I scream as my nails were planted on his back.

He switches positions so I was on top while he was underneath me.

"Show me the way you were grinding on me when you were dancing on me at the strip club." Nino says and I follow his order as I begin bouncing up and down hard on his king. He curses under his breath as the only thing you can hear is the sound of our skin slapping, and our moans and grunts.

Nino tightens his hold on my waist as he begins meeting his hips with mine, which made me go crazy on our pleasure.

"Don't stop Baby." He tells me, and I continue to ride him like my life depended on it.

"I think I'm going to come baby!" He yells out as he tries to get a few more strokes in.

"Me too!" I scream as I felt my queen pouring her juices down.

I got off of Nino and laid next to him as he places his sheets over on us. Nino pulls me closer to him as he places a kiss on my shoulder. The room was beginning to brighten up as the sun was peeking through the clouds.

"Sleep ma." He orders me as he place another kiss on my shoulder and I snuggle closer to Nino chest as my eyes were drifting away.

I woke up to the sound of the door opening and I jolt up seeing as Nino was just coming back from wherever he came from.

"Morning baby." Nino said as he carried two large plate filled with food. I smile hard knowing he made breakfast for us.

"Thank you." I told him as he places himself next to me turning on his television. I went right into the food, shoving the delicious food into my mouth. We sat in a quiet mood just us watch some reruns of old shows.

"How you feeling?" Nino says, turning his attention to me.

"I'm good." I told him to keep it simple. He nods his head and continue to eat flipping the channel until he stops at the news. My picture appears on the television screen as the news anchor is talking about my disappearance. Nino stiffens with the remote in his hand. He places the plate of food on the bed and stands up walking closer to the screen. I don't say anything as I watch the news to see what's going on.

The lady who is talking walks over to my family and that is when my heart stops. It felt like months' pass since I've seen them. My parents look so stress, and it hurts me to know I've caused this.

"I just want my baby home. I already lost a daughter and now I've lost another. I wish I had five minutes with her you know. The last time we talked was horrible, and I wish God would give me another chance to talk to her. I feel like God is punishing me!" My mother yells to the microphone. Dad was behind her patting his hand on her back. He wipes his tears with his free hand.

"If my sister is alive, I just want her to know I'm sorry Ash. The last time we spoke we had a big misunderstanding, I didn't expect this would happen to you. I'm so sorry Ash." Stanley said after taking the microphone away from mom. Jessica just cried as Stanley hugs her.

My heart was aching. I wish I can tell them I'm surely alive, but I don't know. Will Nino let me contact them?

"This is very sad for the Williams family as they have lost another family. Please, if you have any information regarding Ashanti Nicole William and her disappearance, contact us to help this family immediately." The news lady said. A picture of me on my recent photo that I've taken was placed on the screen. Nino quickly turns off the television as silence filled the room.

"Do you want to go back?" His voice is loud. His question did not surprise me. Do I want to go back? Do I want to go back to my old life? My family who's going crazy looking for me, and might be thinking I'm dead already. Did I love my life? Did I love the constant bickering of Stanley and I? Or with my family? The fact my parents had everything planned out for me and how I was supposed to be their golden child. The fact I didn't know where my life was heading and what plans God had for me was killing me slowly.

"Baby, do you want to go back?" He asks me again waiting for my response. His eyes never leaving mine. my mind was going crazy. If I did go back does that mean, Nino and I can't be together? Nino would have to take even more cautious, because my family will be watching my every move. Stanley being in the gang will make it worse since Nino is his enemy. Are my feelings for Nino that strong to not go back to my worried family? What would I even tell them if I go back? Well I did get kidnapped.

"Ashanti, if you want to go back then I can arrange that. I trust you enough to not say anything..."

"I don't." I finally speak.

"What did you say?" He questions me fast.

"I don't want to go back. I want to stay here with you." I got to be stupid for doing this. My heart literally speaks out right now. My heart is talking for me and taking charge in this situation. I'm taking a big risk here and I'm scared.

Nino doesn't say anything and my heart begins to pound crazy. Say something Nino, anything.

"Say something." I told him. It's his turn to stare into space. I place my plate on the bed and get off the bed, walking over to him. I don't touch him giving him arm distance apart.

"Would you save me from trouble?" His response is with a question and I'm utterly confused. Save you from trouble?

"Nino, what are you on?" I question him back. Where is he going with this?

"Answer me ma, would you?"

"If I can yes, even though I don't know how to hold a gun right and other crap related to the gang life." I answer him truthfully.

"Can you love me?" The next question he asks me.

"I'm starting to." My heart once again takes over and speak the truth. After my answer, he comes closer, placing one hand on my cheeks caressing it. I look up at him, seeing I'm short. He smiles at me looking down on me.

"If I got locked up would you wait for me?"

"Yes."

"I'm serious I need to know..."

"Yes nigga I would wait for you." He smiles at my answer again.

"Are you done Nino because I don't know why..." He cuts me off.

"Would you stay alive for me baby?"

"I am alive."

"No if you got captured, or hurt, or beat etc. would you fight, fight to stay alive for me. To live your life knowing you got to stay alive for me since I'm in this world and you never know when it's your last day to breathe. I need to know ma."

What he said catches me off guard. Can I stay alive for him? His world is very dangerous and I'm probably going to be exposed to new things. I'm probably going to be his weakness for people to attack him with. Can I do this? Ride with him through this journey and stay alive for him.

I mean, I might as well since I won't be going back to my family and my old life.

"Yes, I will stay alive for you Nino."

He crashes his lips on mine taking me by surprise and my heart skips a beat.

Yeah, I can definitely stay alive for this nigga if it means feeling like this whenever he kisses me.