Torn Between Both Worlds

Chapter FOUR

　　Rohan’s pov

　　I woke up grinning, my face buried in the large and very soft pillows I used in decorating my bed as I heard the rest of the pack moving around for yet another day of school. After last night I told myself not to do anything rash till I found a solution for our problems, I was hoping that by then a solution would have presented itself. I assured Camilla last night that everything was going to be fine and I was going to make that happen no matter what. Making my sister happy is one of my jobs as her older brother. She really looked up to me and I couldn’t fail her this time especially when I haven’t failed her before in my life, I needed to correct all these laws, but I made her promise not to tell anyone even our parents before we got ahead of it.

　　I didn’t want them judging us and at the same time pressuring us to do something about it, it was going to be quite the scare and I didn’t want that happening. I had pack training after school hours so I need to get going before I am late for school. I showered and brushed my teeth before dressing up in my signature school wear of black jeans and a t-shirt paired with a jacket and a pair of sneakers, it was one of my favorite outfit and it made me stand out like a bad boy most times and the girls loved that but sadly I didn’t pay attention to any of them, I made sure I called that knucklehead, ben, he always has the habit of coming late and making me wait for him but that was not happening this time around. Either he gets to school before me or with me or I am leaving his ass behind. I hummed as I ruffled my hair to give me the just rolled out of the bed look, girls also dig that. Ben told me he was already finished and he was waiting for me which was a bit surprising because I didn’t expect him to be so early today. I have to literally drag him out of bed before he goes to school but today seems like he is the one doing the dragging, what is up with him?

　　I didn’t want to get into it but I ill wrangle out the truth now or later from him, he is really bad at keeping secrets and it makes him the worst tattletale in the pack. I hated telling him things because that is basically what he tells his girls during their pillow talk all the time and it made me angry when I eventually have to hear it from one bimbo at school.

　　Camilla was driving with her friends today to school because she said and I quote

　　“I need to be with females to remind me that I am not one of the boys”

　　That was true, we dragged her to everything we do and she was comfortable with it because she loves it but she can’t take us shopping or we would hurl. We hated doing whatever she loved because it was so girly but she pretty much enjoys some of our activities sometimes and has no problem going with us. I was glad she wasn’t taking the whole mate thing to heart, she seemed so high in spirits even when she knows that there might be a chance that she can’t be with her other half but she still put up a happy face. I didn’t really want to worry about her but I know she is a strong wolf and very capable of keeping it real and holding in her emotions from the rest of the world. I was really lucky to have her as my sister.

　　I finished with my hair, grabbed my car keys and headed downstairs to have breakfast, when I got there, I saw ben eating a large helping of pancakes that suspiciously looked like mine. He looked up and saw me and with is mouth full he said

　　“Hey bro, you got to try this, it’s really good.”

　　“you are eating my food” I told him with a frown on my face, he just shrugged and went back to eating and when I realized that he was not going to let up, I helped myself to another plate of pancakes that the cook put out.

　　We ate in silence and I wondered why Camilla was not having breakfast with us, ben saw me looking around and assured me that she was fine but she left early to eat breakfast in her girl’s place. I was relieved and calm now that I know she is fine. I wondered if she told ben because he seemed to know that she was the one I was looking for, it can’t be. If she did she would have mentioned it to me and apologize for breaking my one rule. But knowing Camilla she kept this a secret from me and we share the same parents and secrets over the years and yet she hid it from me so I was not so worried about ben because I know she wouldn’t tell a soul. She is one of the people I know that could keep take a secret to their grave if asked and that is why I loved telling her things more than ben because they are obviously two different people at times, it was really exhausting. Every time I tell him something vital and I hear it from somebody else’s mouth, it makes me wonder if he really values and respects our friendship like I do.

　　I ate my breakfast in peace while ben chatted away with one of the cooks, I thought about seeing the new girl and I got excited everywhere, everything seemed to agree with me and it freaked me out to no end.