His Rogue's Mate

Chapter Seven

                                                                                        **Maia**

            When we got back to the house I went straight to my room falling on the bed rubbing my aching feet. Why was it that when I was in my wolf form I could run all day long and it never bothered me but yet here I was whining about my feet?

            "I was wondering where you ran off too. I was thinking that maybe you would like to move your things into my room."

            "As in sleep together? Enzo, you are my mate so naturally, I am drawn to you. Part of me will always want you but there are things that I'm not used to. I've been out in the wild by myself for over two years now. None of this is going to come easy to me. I trust in no one, I fight alone, and I survive alone. That is all I have known for so long that I can't just snap my fingers and make that go away."

            "One, you wouldn't have to sleep with me. I could get another bed moved into my room, it is big enough for it. Two, I would never try and change anything about you. You are perfect the way you are. Your self-dependent and I admire that but I will always put you and your needs first above my own. That room that Marcel put you in is too small for you and your things. Don't make a decision now but think about it. Can you promise that?"

            Enzo started making a pouty lip that I knew was going to get me in trouble with him. Part of me wanted to rip his damn clothes off and devour him then and there but I couldn't help but think I only felt that way because he was my mate. He must have noticed me thinking and walked over to me pulling me to his chest. His masculine smell drove me wild. He seemed so genuine with the way he was treating me but I always relied on myself. The reason I have survived as a rogue for two years was that I trusted no one. Now I was willing to give that all up for my mate. I wanted to be happy, I did but when something seems too good to be true it usually is. When he tried to pull away I pushed him back to me, not ready to let him go just yet. When he cupped my chin and pulled it up to look into his smokey gray eyes, I let out a whimper. He brought his lips down to mine and when I didn't pull away he pressed them firmly against my own. My hand traveled up to his hair and pulled on it slightly deepening our kiss. His tongue glided along my bottom lip asking for permission to enter. I opened my mouth to let him and he dominated me. As his tongue invaded me, he pulled me over to my bed and softly laid me down across the mattress.

            "You are going to drive me crazy, you know that?" 

            Just as I was starting to glide his pants down, my door opened. Enzo turned his head quickly and let out a menacing growl.

            "You better have a good f*****g reason for barging in on me and my mate."

            "There is an important phone call for you."

            "This is what you come to interrupt me with? Whoever it is, tell them I will call them back. I'm busy with my mate right now." He focused his attention back on me, biting on my lower lip.

            My mate was making my hormones go crazy right now. I made the mistake of looking over to Marcel who was staring me down with a distasteful look on his face.

            "It is about the business. Something about hacks on the equipment that may have leaked personal data."

            Enzo jumped up from me, situating his pants. "Babe, would you mind if I take this? It will only be a minute. When I'm done I will come right back and we can start where we left off, yeah?"

            I gave him a slight nod. As he walked away I couldn't help my eyes as they landed on his ass. Damn his ass sure did look good into those pants. I paid no attention to Marcel who was still standing in my doorway. When he noticed the coast was clear he shut my door, locked it, and lunged at me. Me being me, I got into attack mode. Before I could attack though, he grabbed hold of my throat and slammed me against the wall. He stuck his nose to me and sniffed.

            "I could f*****g smell your arousal from across the damn house Maia. If you are looking for someone to please you, that could easily be me. I do not give a f**k if my brother is your mate or not. You are MINE!" He clutched his grasp around my throat tighter as I struggled to breathe. "I will f*****g kill you just so he cannot have you. I brought you here so rightfully you belong to me!

            With whatever strength I had left I managed to get loose from his grip. I knocked him on his ass and straddled him while choking him out even harder than he did me.

            "You will not lay another f*****g hand on me or I swear I will f*****g rip it off. You may be used to these pathetic women who will not fight back, but I'm not one to f**k with. I'll kill you where you stand and never lose a bit of sleep over it. Test me and find out!"

            He grabbed the back of my neck with his right hand and pulled me close to him. He adjusted his body below me so I could feel his erection press hard between my thighs. My grip around him loosened immediately. How could my body be so responsive to them both?

            "Little wolf, I take what is mine," he said as his lips crashed over mine into an intense kiss.

            As our tongues fought for dominance as his hand landed on my ass making me cream in my panties.

            "Your f*****g arousal is making it hard to not f**k you right here right now. You will be mine soon enough. I'll make f*****g sure of it." He glided me down his body as he stood up. I walked away feeling slightly guilty for the way I was drawn to him. He pushed me into his body and brought his lips to my ear. "Little wolf I want you to go to bed tonight and think about me while playing with that p***y of yours. I know I'll be thinking about it while I'm stroking my cock." He walked toward the door unlocking it. He reached his hands down his pants, touching himself then gave me a wink and walked out.

            I hated this s**t! Both of these men made me look weak and I was anything but weak. I have brought death to countless others who dared speak to me the way Marcel does. Having a mate was something I never wanted for this reason exactly. They made you question everything you have ever done in your life up until now. No matter how hard I tried to escape these overwhelming feelings I had for Enzo, I knew it was only a matter of time before I caved to him. He was my mate and what a mate he was. While Marcel was the complete opposite of him. Marcel was more like me than I'd like to admit. He was ruthless where he needed to be and that was something I understood. Maybe it was because I was trying to suppress the mate bond. Logically that had to explain why I was sexually attracted to them both. 

            When you are a wolf, your senses are in overdrive. Smells around you that used to be faint would now consume you, faint whispers in the background would now be conversations you could hear from across the room, and your orgasms that would feel oh so good would now push you to your breaking point. Okay, that last part I wasn't for sure on yet because I was still a virgin. That was something I never thought about giving up until now. It was selfish of me to think so but right now at this moment, I wanted them both. Enzo was the sweet innocent angel on my right shoulder while Marcel was the devil in disguise on my left.

My body was on fire just thinking about having them both for me to dominate. The sweet tingle between my thighs was begging for me to find a release. I decided to get a cold shower. It would send my body into a shock that would push that feeling deep down. I closed my eyes taking in the cold water dripping off my head onto my body. Cold showers were horrible but again it was something I was used to. Being out in the wild the only showers I ever had was those that the rain provided me.

            The shower door swung open with a pissed-off looking alpha on the other side of it. As his eyes traveled over my exposed naked body, those pissed off eyes turned to lustful filled eyes. He tried taking off his clothes. Once I noticed what he was doing I quickly jumped out, wrapping the towel around me. I headed into my closest with him on my heels following me. I picked out some dark grey sweatpants with a simple white t-shirt and headed over to my dresser to grab some underwear. I let the towel drop to my feet and slipped on a thong that was a little too uncomfortable for me but that was what I had so I decided to roll with it. 

            Enzo groaned behind me as I bent over. He pushed himself into me pushing my body back to the ground while my ass was left exposed. 

            "Holy s**t Maia! You are a f*****g goddess. You are making it damn near impossible not to mark you and claim you as mine." 

            "No!" I stood up straight quickly dressing before I did something here that would f**k up all my plans.

            "No?" He asked slightly amused.

            "You may be my mate but not by choice. I have no idea why the mating goddess decided to pair you with me but I'm telling you it was a mistake. I am refusing to love anyone other than myself. Love makes you weak, mates make you weak and I am not."

            The hurt in his eyes made me fall apart on the inside. Hell, it physically hurt me saying those words to him but that is what it was going to take to get through to him. After my pack's death, I vowed to only ever love and trust one person, myself.