My Dearest Zadie,
If you are reading this, that means I am no longer here. I am so, so sorry, my love.
There are so many firsts I am missing out on. Your first period, your first kiss. Your first boyfriend and your first heartbreak. Taking you dress shopping for your first school dance and, eventually, your wedding day. I am so sorry I have to miss it all. But I am grateful for the years I got to spend with you.
Just know that if I could be there for you, I would have. I tried anything I could think of to change my fate. Unfortunately, there is a power greater than us that decides when it is our time, and, well, my time is much sooner than I'd have liked it to be.
Your mate, I have seen him in a vision. I won't tell you who he is as I want you to have the full experience of the mat
