The Hunters

Chapter Nine - Broken Spirit

I pretended to be asleep later that night in hopes he would leave me alone, but it didn't work. Alpha Remus didn't seem to care if I was asleep.

I kept my eyes closed, listening to him walk up to the bed. I tried to steady my breathing so I seemed to be asleep. He ripped the covers off of me, and stared down at me with a devious grin. It sent a shiver down my spine that made me cringe.

I pulled my knees closer to my chest as if it would defend me from his touch. His hands moved to my much smaller body. He gently caressed the side of my face. His fingers trailed down the side of my neck and then down to the bottom of my shirt.

"Take your clothes off," he breathed in a husky tone. I felt my eyes threaten to release rivers of tears again, but I fought to hold them back. I had to be strong for River. I peeled off my clothing and let it fall to the floor beside the bed.

His eyes hungrily roamed my exposed body. The urge to shield myself from his intense gaze was almost overwhelming. Shame and embaressment washed over me, but I laid there on the bed completely naked.

He moved his hands to my bare breasts and stared fondling them. I squirmed beneath his touch and continued to fight myself, to force myself to allow it. I agreed to this.

He took another hand and rubbed the inside of my thighs. His large form moved onto the bed while still keeping maintaining his touch. He was straddled over me now, and the hand on my thigh moved to between my legs, rubbing against me. The hand that was caressing my breast now was rolling my n****e between his fingers. I felt warmth grow from between my legs and wetness pool. His smile widened at this and I felt my face flush. I don't think my face could get any redder.

"Just enjoy my touch, little wolf," he said, his voice deep and gruff. "Let yourself enjoy it."

I squirmed even more beneath him, his fingers now plunging inside. I curled my toes and bit my lip to keep myself from making any noise. I didn't want him to take any more pleasure in this. I didn't want to appease him. I was already angry at myself for allowing this to happen. I was angry at my body for betraying me with its wetness. I felt as though I was broken inside and out. I felt what little self worth I had left, washing away.

He now moved so that his member replaced his fingers. With a single thrust, my innocence was gone. My hands tightly gripped the sheets on the bed as he continued. I felt so helpless and hopeless beneath him. My embrassment and shame only grew. My innocence that was supposed to be saved for my mate was stripped away from me. Like my home was. I had nothing left. Not even this.

I felt his hand run through my hair. He leaned in and breathed on the side of my neck.

"Relax little wolf," he said, his movements quickened. While at first there was pain, it was replaced with physical pleasure. I couldn't help but to emit soft moans that I tried so hard to stifle. "Let it out," he whispered in my ear. I was soaked between my legs and I hated myself for it.

His grip on me tightened all of the sudden and his movements quickened even more. I found myself breathing heavily until suddenly everything stopped. He had planted his seed and I hoped that it would take. Oh, how I hoped I would be able to escape before I ended up carrying his heir. My heart weeped when my eyes could not. My family would be so ashamed of me if they saw what had become of me.

He got off of me and laid beside me in the bed. I leaned over the side of the bed to grab my clothes and get dressed, but I felt his hand firmly grab my arm.

"Leave them off. You are mine now," he smirked at me cruelly. I didn't say anything. I was too broken to find any words. I moved back to lie back down feeling his eyes on my bare body again. I grabbed the covers and pulled them over me. Alpha Remus moved his hand beneath the covers and groped my breast again. He fondled me more before falling asleep.

I pulled away from him and turned away with my back to him. Tears finally rolled down my face and onto the sheets beneath me. Maybe while he slept I could kill him, but how? I didn't have access to anything. I would have to hit him so hard that he'd be gone in a single blow. I didn't have that kind of strength. I didn't know of any other way. I had never even considered causing anyone any harm before. Alpha Remus changed that. He changed me in ways I didn't like. I was never going to be the same Alana that I once was.

Morning came and I was awoken to a hand between my legs. Not again!

I groaned as I groggily woke from sleep. I was roughly tossed onto my stomach with Alpha Remus straddling over me again. I wanted to cry out, but I knew what would happen to River if I did. I agreed to do this willingly. Instead, I merely squirmed beneath him, but he applied just enough weight to keep me still.

Within moments I felt him enter me again like last night. Thrusting over and over again. His hands were on my hips, firmly holding them in place. He was rougher and even faster this morning. Deeply plunging in and it hurt. I gasped and groaned at the mix of pain and pleasure until it finally stopped. He got off of me, leaving me soaking the bed once more.

"Good girl," he whispered leaning in to kiss me on the forehead. "Until tonight," he grinned at me.

I laid there utterly broken. I gently closed my eyes and listened to Alpha Remus get ready for the day. I didn't reopen my eyes until he left the room. Once he did, I slowly got up and walked into the bathroom to try and wash his touch and his smell from my body.

The hot water felt amazing on my aching form. I stood there letting it run over me for what felt like hours. I used whatever soap I could find and scrubbed my skin until it was turning red. A few spots even began to bleed from my prolonged and frantic scrubbing, but it would never be enough. I would never be able to wash myself clean of him.

I was getting on clean clothes when I heard the door open. Surely, he wasn't back already? I carefully cracked the door open and peeked put of the bathroom to see who was there.

It was one of the omegas, Kira. I never had a problem with Kira, but we never spoke much in my time here either. She was friends with Cade, so she couldn't be, too bad. I stepped outside of the bathroom and watched as she set a bag on the bed.

"There are some clothes and other things for you in the bag," she said looking me over as if she was inspecting me for injuries. I said nothing, but stared at her sadly.

"River told me," she said suddenly. I looked down at my feet in shame.

"I'm so sorry this is happening to you, both of you," she said. "At least it's the alpha though. Many girls would love to sleep with him, yet you get to." I furrowed my brows at her.

"How dare you say that!" I snapped angrily with tears filled eyes.

"I'm not meaning to be insensitive, but many of us are taken by unmated males in the pack," she quickly said. "I'm sorry, Alana, I'm not good at making anyone feel better. I'm sorry."

I drew in a deep breath to calm myself. I didn't want to be angry at her for her ignorance. Enough people here treat the omegas so poorly and I didn't want to be one of them. Despite the wrongs that were done to me, I hoped to still be able to find kindness.

"I'm glad to see someone besides Alpha Remus," I told her more calmly.

"I will stay as long as I can and keep you company if you would like," she offered. I nodded in reply. "I have been assigned to make sure you have everything you need. So let me know if you need more clothes or anything."

"I will," I said. "I don't like being here alone with him. I'm afraid."

"I'm sorry. If it makes you feel any better, River is no longer the pack w***e. She getting better treatment then the rest of the omegas," Kira explained.

"Yes, that does make me feel a little better," I said. Kira sat on the bed and I sat beside her. We continued to talk for at least an hour. After that she said she had to get back to her tasks before she got in trouble with Sasha. I knew she was right. I had kept her there with me as long as I could. It helped a little to have someone in the empty room with me rather than wait alone for Alpha Remus to return. My heart shattered even more just thinking about it.

"Kira," I said. "Tell River we have got to get out of here." Kira nodded to me and left the room. I was back to anticipating Alpha Remus's return.