10. SWEET PLEASURES!!
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APRIL'S POV
If I made it out of Gigi's mansion, then it is truly a miracle.
I couldn't believe that I was too naive to believe that she had fallen in love with me just after seeing my pictures in Tinder. I was so foolish. The feeling of moving on from Zuri had overpowered me making me believe a liar.
Gigi is such a filthy liar and people of her kind should just rot in jail. The world had , had enough of people like her.
That is criminal!
How could she even have the guts to invite me to her place so that I could have a three some with her boyfriend.
I don't know why people like me are despised to this extent. Why don't people believe that people like us deserve love.
We desire to be loved honestly, just like the way other straight people do. Just because I am attracted to girls doesn't mean that my job is to spice up people's relationship and help them get the pleasures they have crave for.
I yearn for true love. A love which will matter. A love which will be mutual.
I accepted myself as a lesbian and no man or no pressure will make me straight. I am not pretending, this is how I am and the world should respect me for that.
I didn't chose to be this way, now that I am, I am proud of myself for accepting to be like this.
We deserve love too. Hanna broke my heart, Zuri too and now Gigi. However, I will still hope for better days. In those better days, I hope to meet a lady who will truly love me and our love will blossom.
I have never felt alone and stupid till today. I was short changed easily. This made me despise myself.
Why am I allowing myself to be treated like this our of desperation? I need to do better. I have failed myself today and I truly need to do better.
I was still crying, letting out my anger when Zuri walked into the room.
What is she doing here? I thought that she is going to move out. Well she already did.
She should not be here. I do not need people like her on my life. I am done with her and everyone who has ever hurt my feelings.
I wiped off my tears but when I recalled of how it went down at Gianna's place, I kept on crying.
Zuri didn't care. She took off her jacket and threw herself in her bed. Putting her earphones up, she minded her own business.
I should really choose myself. Why am I like this?
Zuri is right over there laughing and living her best life while I am right here, losing my mind. I am really doing a lot for people who don't deserve me.
This is the day it ends. This is the last time I am going to chase love.
I am not going to go down that road. I am done. I know I have said this very many times but this time, I am done.
I had to stop crying. I sobbed one more time letting this out and that is when Zuri reached up to me.
What does she really want? When I am done with her us when she comes back here, to make me feel bad about everything.
I am not going to do this anymore, I am going to push her away. I don't need her in my life.
"Go away,"I warned.
"Come on April, don't push me away, why are you crying,"She held my hand and acted like she cared about me.
April, she is just messing with your mind. She doesn't care about you, all she cares about is her boyfriend Mark.
"Leave me alone Zuri, I don't need you here,"I told her.
"I care about you, why are you crying?"She was adamant to leave.
"Please go away,"I sat on my bed and wiped off my tears.
She has to leave. There is no way, that I am going to entertain her.
"So you want me to leave? Is that all you do? Kiss people and leave them the next day! You use people! You f*****g do April!"I didn't know that Zuri was angry at me till this very minute.
"Why do you say that? If there is someone who uses people is you. Go to your boyfriend, and leave me alone,"I warned.
"Well, if you must know, there is nowhere I am going. You have to deal with me being here. If I were you, I would open up,"She explained and despite what she did to me, I was happy that she was going to share the hotel room with me.
"Go and be with your boyfriend. Okay?"I told her.
"I dont want to. I want to be with you, I care about you April,"She mumbled and before I could say something further, she come closer to me and captured my lips in a kiss.
"What is this all about?"I was shocked and excited at the same time.
Her kiss made a difference. The way her tongue rolled in my mouth made me feel aroused.
"I care about you April, tell me what is bothering you, I do care. I have never cared about someone this much. "she confessed.
"You are lying to me, go to your boyfriend,"I had to protect my foolish heart.
Please April, don't fall to her trap.
"Your kiss is the kiss that matters. I can't deny it anymore. When I saw you kissing a girl in the parking earlier today, I was jealous. I wanted to strangle that woman. I only want you to do all those things to me,"She said this and it was like music to my ears.
I did not waste any more time, I leaned in and kissed her.
Kissing her alone excited me. I wanted her, I wanted more.
I pulled her from the bed and she stood right in front of me.
I could see it in her eyes that she cared about me. She was not lying.
I helped her removed her cloths and she did the same as we kissed.
We kissed as we walked backwards till we got to the bathroom.
I opened the silver tap filling the bathtub with warm water. We didn't stop kissing. With each passing second, I wanted to kiss her more.
I gestured her to get into the tub and she followed my instruction.
I wanted to make her feel good. I wanted to fulfil her secual fantasies.
Once she was in the tub, I got in too. I kissed her on the lips before going down to her n*****s .
She moaned and this made me do more.
I sucked her n*****s as my other hand played with her other n****e.
I am a girl too and I know what will make her feel more good. I knew how to make her squirt for me.
"I love you April,"She confessed as I spread her legs.
I watched her moan as I touched her clit. This was just the start, I was here to make her squirt and I was not going to stop.
I moved on between her legs and started moving my tongue around her clit. She screamed in pleasure and I was not going to stop.
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