The Alpha's Other Daughter 2

Chapter 5

Tobias POV

My package was delivered today.

I have been looking at trying the b**m lifestyle. I have investigated it, and so far it has turned me on just by thinking about it.

Later I am going to go to a club that I heard about the other day from a friend who is into that lifestyle, and has suggested coming and looking for myself, seeing how they do things at club level.

Although I don’t want to do it out in public, that is not something I can risk, but I don’t think observing could cause too much trouble. Being the future king, it could cause a scene if I was to participate, so for now I will look, and try it at home. Well, that is my intention. I heard they keep things confidential, but I have seen how that works in other dealings and am not prepared to have my private life out on show for all to see if that confidentiality gets broken.

I have a cabin at the back of the palace. That, I am having renovated and have a room ready for when I find the right girl who is willing to try this style with me.

The room is almost ready to be used. Deep down. I think I want to try this with the girl I have only ever smelt the o****m of. I have yet to see, or should I say smell her again since that day. It is driving me crazy. Every time I am with a woman now, all I can think of is, is she watching me, is she by the door peeking in. I find I am blowing my load a lot quicker now and my frustration afterwards, when I cannot smell her, is making many staff in the palace avoid me. It had been a week, and no sign of her again.

I truly hope it was not a one-time done deal. That would drive me crazy. Well, crazier than I am already, I feel I need to find her, as if my life depended on it.

Quickly, I made it through the gardens to the cabin I have outside in the back. Dad gave me this cabin years ago, a place to escape and do things on my own. He said we all need a place to just be, and I totally agree, when I first started to get angry years ago, this was where he sent me, saying if I wanted to break furniture, do it in my own place, and well, that sort of cured me of breaking furniture, when I belonged to me, I did not want it broken.

My safe haven.

The one place that even my mother is not allowed to enter, my father told her that I needed a place to be on my own and learn to be me, and though she complained for weeks on end, eventually she gave in. If she came knocking on my door, I just did not answer it, she got the message, this was my personal domain and she was not to step foot into it.

This is a four-bedroom cabin.

One room as a gym, with all kinds of equipment in it, I come here to let of some steam, that I can’t do in our gym, it seems when I am in the pack gym, someone always wants to try and see how well they can do against me, and it is so damn annoying, most can’t make it past one round in the boxing ring, and don’t let me even start with wrestling or attack and defence moves, why some want to try it beyond me, maybe they have some sort of betting going on regarding the results, being how long one lasts rather than if one can win.

Another room is an art studio. Yes, don’t laugh at me, I know, art is not manly, but it calms me. I do enjoy putting paint on canvas and seeing what develops. I won’t say I am great at it. In fact, I am sure I have seen kids in kindergarten do better, but that is not the point of painting. For me, it helps me to focus. When I have had a really tough day, I can come here and put all that stress on the canvas, stupid yeah? But what can I say? It works, so why change it?

Next, it is just a normal bedroom that I sometimes fall asleep in.

It is good to not be anywhere near the palace when mum is on one of her, find a mate, crusades, I can hide away here for days at a time, if not longer, I have enough food to last me.

I have a kitchen and dining room in one, and a large bathroom with a huge bath and shower. Also, outside the back of the cabin we have an enclosed patio. It has a hot tub, ready to be used if I am trying to have a home away from home here. Don’t worry, I have security cameras and alarms. If anyone comes snooping, I will know.

Lastly, it is the room I am headed to now, with my package securely in my arms.

Eagerly, I tore open the box, and let out a long sigh, as I inspected my new items to put into my growing arsenal.

Last week, I had a suspension rope installed to the ceiling. I also have, here, a St Andrew's Cross, a bed with shackles and soft cuffs and ropes, a fridge for drinks and, of course, ice cubes, a few feathers, some candles and matches, dildoes, a butt plug, though I am not sure if I want to go there yet, still working out what I want to experiment with.

I have been experimenting with a dummy, tying the ropes in a certain way, and it is not ordinary rope either. It is special and soft and hard at the same time, but the little marks left on the body make me feel as good as my hand print left on a girl's arse. I like it. A friend of mine let me sit in on a few of his lessons on Shibari rope b*****e, and I liked what I saw. I am not sure how I will go, but so far it has been interesting. I tried to tie a woman and made a mess of it, but my friend gently guided me through the process. It is a risk, but if whoever I bring to this room is willing, I will give it a go. If not, I will just do other things I have been learning.

I placed my new items on the shelf and grinned. I had some new cuffs and a dildo, blind folds and n****e clamps, three different types of whips and two paddles.

I was getting a hard-c**k, just by placing the new items there.

Looking around the room, I think I have everything in place. All I need now is the right woman who would be willing to learn along with me.

I was excited about finding that girl and couldn’t wait to start the experiment.