Sitting on a plane on your own isn't all it is cracked up to be. I am literally sitting with tears in my eyes, wanting a hug from my mum. I feel like a little kid, lost and all alone. God what have I done. Is it too late to get off the plane. I mean it's not even moving…
“Ladies and Gentlemen please buckle up…” the air steward starts to say, well s**t it's too late now.
I give myself a pep talk for the hundredth time since I went through departures leaving my mum and Myles on the other side. When all I wanted to do was turn back around and tell them I made a mistake and then run back to Caleb. God Caleb. I am going to miss him so much.
Get a grip Mia. You wanted this. It's only for a year. It’s not like you aren’t going to see them all again. Right. Head in the right place. New York I
