Making decisions is hard. Like so hard. Here I am nearly 21 years old and making a live changing decision. As Jess and mum said, I need to be selfish for a change. Think of me, not everyone around me. I’m glad I have their support, but it doesn’t make it any easier.
The last few days has been so hard, trying to convince myself that I will get a job closer to home but there is literally nothing. I am beginning to think is should just give it all up.
Nearly four years I’ve been with Caleb. Yes we have had our ups and down but what relationship doesn’t. I’m really not looking forward to this talk with him.
“You ok?” Caleb asks as we lounge in my room. I suggested he comes over for movies, but I can’t concentrate on the movie.
“Have a lot on my mind" I say as I snuggle closer.
“New York?”
