Chapter 15
History
It had been 3 weeks since I lost my mind.
And for these last three weeks, Jay had become a new person.
I didn’t know if it was because he realized he was married to a crazy person or if he truly was trying to make an effort and change.
At this point, I didn’t care which one it was.
My mind felt numb.
I was lost.
I could barely keep it together.
I had hardly slept since the first nightmare and they had continued each night getting worse until I deemed it best not to sleep at all.
I loved this man with everything I had and it was killing me.
He was hurting for someone else and I was crying for him.
And it was all my fault.
I shouldn’t have married him, I should have stood my ground. Even if my father never understood, it would have spared me this pai
