Love Me Again

 (This is a excerpt from the book Love Me Again.) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - “I’ve filed for divorce.”   His words hit me like a brick.   I stared at him in shock but I couldn’t utter a word.   I had thought we were happy…we were finally together and a family.   “I want you to sign the papers and then pack your bags.” He said.   I couldn’t move a muscle. I didn’t understand how we came to this point. What had I done…what had changed?   I had married him; I had done what my father thought was right for me, even when I had begged them both to reconsider. Now he was asking me to leave him.   The man I had fallen in love with.   But I knew he had never loved me. I wasn’t his choice. He had loved someone else and I had been a promise he had to fulfill.   I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe. I shouldn’t have let my guard down; I should have known better. I had no one to blame but myself for this situation I was in.   So, I did what was necessary. I stood up from my seat and walked over to the table where the papers laid. I picked up the pen and without reading them I flipped through them until I found the page I needed and signed the documents.   I looked up at him but he wasn’t even looking in my direction. I started to walk out of the room but stopped and turned around.   “Jay” I whispered. “I-   “I don’t want to hear anything you have to say.” He said stopping me from talking.   I stared at him for a moment and them decided he was right.   I turned back around and walked to the front door, just grabbing my coat and purse.   He didn’t need to know I was pregnant.  - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  I hope you liked that little insight into the book!  If you continue to read it, I would love to hear your thoughts, so please go ahead and comment under each chapter.  Thank you,     The Author