Chapter 19
No.
Jay and I fought.
Loudly.
He was upset that I couldn’t seem to enjoy myself and I was upset that he couldn’t understand me.
We were very different, and it was affecting us.
Getting back from vacation had been great at first.
I felt whole.
I was the happiest I had ever been, and it was because my husband was there with me, by my side, as we went to visit his parents and my father. Jay was there, present and I was loving every minute of it. Even in front of Zara, he held my hand and made me feel loved. I didn’t need to fear anymore. He had proven that he was over her. It turned out to be the best 5 weeks of my life.
Until he disappeared one night.
And then again, another night the following week.
At first I tried to ignore it. I thought that maybe I was b
