VANESSA I've downed my first bottle of scotch whisky but nothing hits stronger than April's second betrayal. I sat at my study space in my very own room, dishevelled and frustrated. Wala akong maisip. I can't make sense of anything. Bigla akong nabobo. The full moon in all its glory peeks at me thru the large arched window on my side. Time is ticking away. But judging from its position on the sky, malayo pa ang hatinggabi. Na saan ka na ba, April? Ikaw lang ang makapaglilinis ng pangalan mo. Ikaw lang ang makasasagot sa mga tanong sa isip ko. Minahal mo ba talaga ako o ginago mo lang? "Do you have time to talk?" once again my door creaked opened, disrespecting my private time. First, it was Hermine fake worrying about me. Second, it was Carla who was yet again asking me to eat. Third,