A MEMORY TO BUILD

Four

Chapter 4

NAPOLEON…

I WAS mesmerized with this girl who is now walking towards me. Kung hindi lang ako magmumukhang tanga, baka sinugod ko na ang babaeng ito.

“Hi,” bati nito sa akin.

I automatically smirk while looking at her, I like her already. Siya ang unang nag-approach which is a big turn on for me. Wala pang babaeng nagpakita sa akin ng ganito, wala pang babaeng nangahas na maging ganito a bold kung kumilos.

“Napoleon,” sabi ko sabay lahad ng kamay sa kanya.

She take my hand, and man her hand is so soft and firm. Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko, I bring her hand to my lips and kissed it.

“Carmella,” sagot nito sa akin.

Damn, para na akong nabatobalani nito. I can’t take off my eyes off her, lalo na kapag ngumingiti siya.

“My hand, Napoleon.” Anito na natatawa.

But still I didn’t let her hand go, mas lalo ko pa nga’ng hinawakan ng mahigpit.

Sa buong buhay ko, ngayon lang ako naghangad ng ganito. Na parang ayoko na talagang bitiwan ang kamay na hawak ko kahit na anong mangyari.

”Zeus, nyemas ka. Isusumbong kita sa asawa mo. Bitawan mo na ang kamay ng babaeng iyan, we have a mission to do d*ck head.” narinig kong sabi ni Poseidon sa earpiece ko, but I didn’t bother to listen to him.

“Tourist or local?” tanong ko sa kanya not leaving her gaze.

“Tourist, from Manila actually.”

Parang gusto kong tumalon sa tuwa upon hearing it. “Good, because I’m a tourist too. But I don’t mind moving in here if you’re from here anyway.” I might sounds like a jerk or something I don’t care at all.

Lalo pa ng tumawa si Carmella at pisilin ang kamay ko habang nakatitig siya sa akin. I can stay like this forever, I can stare at this beautiful face forever.

“Ang bolero mo,” ani Carmella bago ito naupo sa tabi ko.

I signaled a waiter getting near us to give us a wine, before I face Carmella.

Walang nagsalita sa aming dalawa, we just stared each other almost the whole night. Not until she came with me into my suite and spend the rest of the night with me.

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CARMELLA…

ANG SAKIT nang buong katawan ko, ang ulo ko parang mabibiyak na sa sobrang sakit. I might drink a lot of beer last night.

Then upon remembering what happened last night makes me smiled.

“Good morning,” a sweet, deep and baritone voice of a man greeted me.

I don’t need to be shock, I knew this man. The man who took my innocence last night, and captured my heart.

Like I said I still remembered what happened last night. Every detailed, no one could ever erased it in my mind and I’ll treasure it forever.

“My place or yours?” Napoleon asked me as we swayed slowly in the rhythmed of a rock music.

Nakakatawa na sa gitna ng mga party animals, magkadikit lang kami ni Napoleon at marahan na nagsasayaw na para bang sweet melody ang tugtog. I don’t mind actually, natutuwa pa nga ako and at the same time kinikilig.

Never in my entire life na naisip kong may side pala akong ganito. Makiri, as I always told my sister Hanna every time I’ll see her flirting with men. 

“Where ever you want us to go,” sagot ko naman.

Again, isa akong makiring babae. I speak like I’m a pro, samantalang hindi ko pa naman nasubukan na sumama sa kahit na sinong lalaki sa buhay ko. Before I can’t even imagine myself going out with men in general. I can say that at my age of twenty three, I’m a no boyfriend since birth kind of girl. Tapos ngayon kung makipaglandian ako kay Napoleon akala mo nakipag-date na ako sa ibang mga lalaki before.

I knew what this leading, alam ko kung para saan ang tanong ni Napoleon kung saan kami pupunta after dito sa party na ito. At sasabihin ko, hindi ako nakakaramdam ng takot. More on excitement pa nga ang nararamdaman ko, I’m anticipating something to happened between me and Napoleon.

The next thing I knew, our lips our lip lock together and where rushing to get inside of a room. A room that I’m not familiar with but the hell I care where am I tonight. All that matters to me is me kissing a man or the first time, and me again getting laid for the first time in the history.

“Please be gentle, it’s my first time.” Hinihingal ako nang magsalita.

Damn this man, he almost suck all the breath, oxygen, or air whatever it is inside my lungs. Damn it, ayaw gumana ng utak ko, at lalong nagkabuhol-buhol ang lahat nang dahil sa nakikita ko.

He’s half naked, and I know his f*cking proud to his body showing it to me.

When I look up into his eyes, I saw mix emotion on it. But the most emotion I’ve seen in his eyes is desired, or maybe lust? I don’t know actually. Naguguluhan ako, this is the first time I’ve seen this kind of look.

Nag-iinit ang buo kong katawan nang walang Sali-salitang sinunggaban ako ni Napoleon. He kissed me perverted and torridly, he is starting to undress me now.

“I’ll be f*cking gentle, my sweet caramel.” Bulong ni Napoleon nang bumaba ang mga labi niya sa leeg ko.

I don’t mind him calling me names, as long as he said the word my. It means his owning me, besides caramel is like my name Carmella.

“Oh!” Napapamura ako sa isip ko. Napoleon is licking my neck down to the valley of my breast. God kailan pa ako naalisan ng bra? Now I’m topless too, my breast is bare and oh I forgot, I’m wearing a f*cking dress so meaning to say I’m almost naked. Tanging panty na lang ang natitira sa katinuan ko.

I felt the soft mattress at my back, now I’m lying down at the bed and being eaten well figuratively speaking by this devilish man that is on top of me.

Napasinghap na lang ako ng marinig ko ang napunit na katinuan ko, I mean my undies was being torn and now I’m on my birth suit, naked in full glory. Mas napasinghap ako nang walang kaabog-abog na sumuso lang naman si Napoleon sa isang dibdib ko.

“Oh God!” sigaw ko.

I should push Napoleon away from my chest. But I did differently instead, I pressed him even harder on my chest. I even screamed every time he rubbed his tongue on the sensitive part of my breast. It's tickling as if you're pissed off at the overwhelming sensation you're feeling. I feel like I'm wet over there, at the center of my core.

I was bending backward when I felt that Napoleon's lips are starting to crawling down from my breast. Now his sinful and very skilled tongue is on my navel, he is licking, and tasting it like it tasted good. But that is not the end of what Napoleon is doing to me. Again its tongue crawled down, down to my womanhood.

"Oh! Napoleon!" I shouted.

He's now at my femininity, licked, tasted, and eaten. I've been eaten alive again just by figuratively speaking.

I no longer knew where to turn my head, as well as my hands. This feeling is all new to me. I was even more unable to focus when I felt like someone wanted to poke at the opening of my womanhood.

"s**t!" I swear aloud. Even though this is the first time I felt it, even though I only experienced it now, I know what is piercing my femininity right now.

It was Napoleon's finger. I was being fingered f**k by Napoleon's big and fat digits. I scream loader than I scream just a while ago, something was building up at my lower stomach that wanted to come out.

“Just c*m my sweet caramel,” Napoleon whispered while still licking my femininity.

Just by hearing Napoleon’s say those thing I couldn’t understand I feel that I actually peed.  

In my hooded eyes, I saw Napoleon stand up, to remove the rest of it's his clothes. My eyes want to widen at what I see. But I'm too tired to focus on that, well I really can’t get off my eyes on Napoleon’s body.

“I like how you’re looking at me, my sweet Caramel.”

“Too tired to laugh,” she answered him out of the line.

Napoleon chuckled before joining her again at the bed, and the next thing he do is to own her wholly. He branded her as his by taking her innocence.

“ANONG iniisip mo?” tanong ni Napoleon.

Napabalik ako sap ag-iisip sa mga nangyari kagabi sa tanong na iyon ni Napoleon. Nakaupo na ito sa tabi ko at nakaakbay na sa akin. Inirapa ko siya, ang bigay ng kamay niya sa balikat ko. Ganitong masakit ang buong katawan ko huwag ako.

If I know Carmella, kagabi hindi ka nga nabigatan samantalang buong katawan ng lalaking nakaakbay sa ‘yo ang nakadagan sa buong katawan mo.

Mas napapairap ako, hindi na dahil kay Napoleon na naka-akbay sa akin kung hindi sa naisip ng utak ko.

Natigilan lang ako nang may humalik sa labi ko.

“Stop it, you’re making me hard again my sweet caramel,” bulong ni Napoleon sa tenga ko.

Biglang sumigid ang kirot sa p********e ko, tapos hindi maalis sa isip ko kung anong binulong ni Napoleon ngayon-ngayon lang sa akin.

Napatayo ako ng wala sa oras, masakit na mahapdi ang p********e ko pero nagawa ko pa rin naman ang tumakbo papunta ng banyo. Napairap na naman ako ng marinig ko ang malakas na tawa ni Napoleon, “palibhasa sulit na sulit kagabi.” Naiinis na bulong ko.

Maliligo na sana ako ng marinig ko ang beep tone ng listening device ko. “WF, the mission is success. Thank you Ate kung hindi ka nakialam hindi magiging success, don’t worry I’ll tell it to Mommy. Enjoy your vacation, I love you Ate.” Boses ni Hanna na tuwang-tuwa ang narinig ko.

Napatulala ako sa salamin at pinakatitigan ang sarili ko sa salamin. Hindi ko masyadong napagtuunan nang pansin ang sinasabi ng kapatid ko. Iyong sarili ko kasing reflection ang pinatitigan ko, puno at tadtad ako ng tsikinini sa leeg pababa sa dibdib ko.

“Oh my God!” sigaw ko na lang.

“NAPOLEON!” sigaw ko na naman.

Sunod na narinig ko ang tawa ni Napoleon mula sa labas ng banyo.