how to love. ( complete)

chapter 19

katelynn.

I can't explain why other than my boyfriend is hot and I'm a little tipsy but I need him now. I look up at him and I see he's confused and his friends offer to step away but I say " no really we won't be long I just need a minute." i look at luca and say " alone" he just looks at me and back at the guys and shrugs I grab his hand and start leading him into the house, we make it to the stairs when he says " babygirl?" I just turn my head and smile at him. we make it to our room and I close the door. hes standing there waiting for me to say something when I just lean against the door trying to find the words. " katelynn I thought we got past the drama from earlier tell me what's wrong" I finally look at him after taking in his body, he's got on a hoodie that says military his blue jeans and boots with his hat in backwards. " I need you luca" his eyes widen when he realizes what I'm talking about and he slowly makes his way towards me. he places he's hands on either side of my head and smirks at me " tell me what you need babygirl" I groan because he's still not touching me. so I grab his belt and start trying to undo it when he grabs my hands and pins them above my head with one hand. " mm tell me what you want babygirl and maybe I can help you" he says while rubbing his body closer to mine and his free hand running up my thigh. " luca I need you inside me now" he smirks at me and starts kissing me like crazy then he makes his way down to my neck biting and sucking and I moan loudly I'm already wet and if he doesn't do something soon I'm gonna explode.

luca.

fuck me the girl just keeps surprising me. she's basically begging for it and I'm definitely gonna give it to her. but I've gotta tease her a little. as I'm biting her neck a slowly pull down these things shes got on her legs we break apart so she can pull them off. I pull her dress over her head and admire her underwear. " put the heels back on" I say and she does I grab hold of her again and pull her bra off. I just admire the view for a moment as she watches me closely. I pull one of her hard n*****s into my mouth and start sucking. her moans are driving me crazy and I'm already hard as a rock just from her wanting me. I let me hand travel down her body and rub her through her panties. I groan at the fact that she's soaking wet through her underwear, I stop and I smirk down at her " babygirl what's got you so wet?" she rubs her thighs together and blushes "you" in a quick motion I pull her panties off and start running my fingers over her core " please daddy" she pants out and I put two fingers in her causing her to gasp I pump a few times even though she already ready for me. I pull away and she pouts at me but I quickly pull my clothes off and her eyes widen at the sight. I pull her in for another kiss as I pick her up by her thighs resting her back against the door " how do you want it babygirl?" I ask while rubbing my hard member against her core she's rocking her hips against me " hard please f**k me hard" that's all I needed to hear I ram my d**k inside her and can't help but moan at the feeling she's so tight and so wet, I'm in heaven. as I'm pounding into her over and over she's basically screaming I really hope the music is still on outside. but f**k it. " you like that kate?" she just moans my name i tug at her hair and make her face me her eyes are wide and her cheeks are blushed " do you like me f*****g your p***y katelynn?" I pant out " yes luca yes! harder please" she's so close I can feel it and I'm not far behind her. I continue pounding into her and I feel her tighten around my d**k and as she explodes and squirts all over me I explode inside of her. we ride out our high and I rest my head against her forehead trying to calm my breathing. after a couple minutes I carry her into our bathroom and set her on the counter, I warn a rag and clean her up and she blushes looking at me. I've still got her c*m all over my stomach, d**k and thighs I smirk at her and kiss her hard " that was amazing" I say and she nods her head " yes it was". I clean up and we both get our clothes back on. one more quick kiss and we make our way back outside to our friends hand in hand. when we walk outside there's clapping and whistles making her hide her face in my arm I just chuckle " don't worry about them babygirl they are just jealous" she smiles at me " I'm gonna go sit with luna I need to sit for a minute" I smirk at her and squat her ass " let me grab my drink and I'll be over there" she kisses my cheek and walks off and I watch her for a moment trying to figure out how I got so lucky.

when I make my way to nate, lee and sam, sam passes me a cigarette. I don't normally smoke just occasionally most when I'm over seas but what the hell. nate says " oh harder luca" inna girl voice and I punch him in the arm. all the guys laugh and lee says " no I need answers how did you end up going up there to get laid a couple hours after amber was here starting s**t?!" I take a drag of the cigarette and shrug " she's not mad" they just look at me like I've got three heads and Nate says " nope I'm going to talk to my girl no way she just came on to you after all that" I just laugh and shake my head the others agree with him and they start to make their way towards her so I follow. she's sitting with luna and Dane I mouth " sorry" before nate can start his 20 questions. I see her look at the cigarette in my had but she doesn't have time to say anything before nate starts in. " okay explain it to us" she giggles and I swear my heart flips " explain what" she asks looking all innocent I make my way and sit beside her and place my arm around her shoulder so she knows I'm here. " how did he go from in the dog house to boning you in a matter of hours?" she laughs loud and looks around at everyone waiting for an answer she looks at luna who winks at her then she looks at me " y'all really wanna know?" she says everyone says yes! her eyes never leaving mine she says " well I was enjoying myself with my friends and he didn't act an ass while I was doing my own thing. then when I looked over and he was looking all hot and what not I figured what the hell he's mine so I'm gonna get what's mine" she shrugs like it's no big deal and I lean in and kiss her passionately. I say just loud enough for her to hear " I love you" she smiles and says " I love you too" she rest her body against mine and all the guys are still wide eyed not knowing what to say. they look at me expecting me to say something but I just shrug and hold my girl.

katelynn.

I had told luna I was going to get my man so she knew what was about to happen so she was surprised more proud that I was finally confident enough to ask for what I wanted. he gave me the best orgasm so it wasn't so bad basically doing the walk of shame out of the house. I noticed him smoking it doesn't bother me as long as he doesn't do it in the house, nate and the other guys can't seem to understand that I was just horny and took what I wanted. I'm not mad over the amber stuff anymore, I refuse to let her take my happy because I know that's what she wants. after the guys seem to calm down a little I'm sitting there enjoying the fire and friends when dylan speaks up. I feel bad because I had forgotten he was still here. " you really have no respect for her do you?" he says glaring at luca. I feel him go stiff beside me. " I have all the respect in the world for her I'm not sure what you are talking about" luca says

dylan shakes his head " yeah treating her like a slut then parading her around is real respectful"

luca is now on his feet and says " look here I've been nice for the sake of kate but if you have a problem with me then please by all means say it" this isn't gonna end well. " well for starters you are to old for her. you look like you've done hard time with all the tats and rumor has it you deploy in August!" dylan yells and I see lucas hands go into fist before anyone can say anything or do anything he luca punches him in the face and dylan goes down still talking s**t " see you can't even control your anger!" thankfully nate and lee hold luca back because he's huge compared to dylan I look at him on the ground and say " you can leave now. if you can't respect my relationship then I don't need you in my life" I walk away to get some air. I had no idea he felt like that towards luca.

I'm sitting on the dock by the pond when I feel luca sit beside me " I'm so sorry about all that" I say and he shakes his head and wraps and arm around me " that definitely wasn't your fault I knew it was coming he's got a major crush on you baby" I just rest my head on his shoulder.

after a few I ask about his hand and he says it's fine. we make our way back to our friends, dylan and the girls he came with have left. we all chat and dance and drink a little more when it's about 4 in the morning we decide to call in a night. lee and same are gonna sleep over while luna is gonna catch a ride with Dane. I wiggle my eyebrows at her and she giggles. I give her a hug and tell her I want details later and she nods. luca and I show the guys to the guest rooms and then we head to ours after I've pulled on one of his shirts and he's in his boxers we fall into bed in each other's arms just holding each other. " happy new year luca" I say as I'm falling asleep I hear " happy new year baby" and feel him kiss my head.

when I woke the next morning I groan at the fact luca is already up. I look over at the clock and see it's already 10. I grab my phone and decide to send luna a text asking about her night then I reply to my dad telling him happy new years and the same to lucas mom. I go through my pictures from last night and post my favorite some of me dancing with luca, luna and even sam. there's also one luna must have taken of me and Luca kissing at midnight. I smile at the memory of last night and post the pictures tagging everyone with the caption - happy new years-. I can hear some voices downstairs so I decide to to a relaxing shower and throw on some comfy shorts and a t-shirt leaving my hair in the towel. I make my way down stairs when I smell food and coffee. luca is sitting on one of the couches in sweat and a shirt while the other two are laid out on the other couch in shorts I'm assuming lucas. when he sees me he smiles and stands up he kisses my head and says good morning gorgeous I smile and say morning. he chuckles and says he will go get my coffee. so I make myself comfortable in the couch when he gets back I take a sip and set it down as he sits down I grab a blanket and cuddle into him. they are watching some movie. I need to feel his skin on mine so I make my way under his shirt and I feel him tense. odd he never does that anymore.

luca.

I've enjoyed my morning with the guys. we had some food and settled to watch a movie, we're all pretty exhausted from last night. they borrowed some shorts so they could shower and as we're sitting here I'm trying not to be pissed at the fact that they don't care who sees their body. not because Katelynn's here I trust her and them not to be jealous of that but this morning after kate posted our pictures on f*******:. I was instantly happy because I honestly look happy. but then amber decided to send a text - she will leave you once the summer is here. your messed up skin body doesn't fit in her picture perfect world. I'll be here-.

I didn't reply but it also didn't stop me from throwing a shirt on and getting in my own head.

as katelynn sits here cuddled into me I can't get out of the funk and when her hand makes contact with my skin I tense I just hope she didn't notice so I just stare at the tv.

our day is spent like that just hanging out with my friends watching movies and we ordered pizza. I'm happy but the thought is still in the back of my mind. should I let her go before she has a chance to break my heart?