Daring

Chapter 19

Songs for this chapter:

Far away by Nickelback

Whatever It Takes by Lifehouse

Right Now by One Direction

Savy'sPOV

"I'm a monster Savannah, "

"No your not Harry...."

"How could you ever Love someone like me.?"

"Because Harry.. I do to me your not a monster."

My feet began to walk towards him, dark green eyes stared down at me.

"Harry ..."

"Savannah.."

I woke up to the sound of Cara playing her music on her radio, My god can this girl be any more loud. I groan tossing and turning on Cara's older sisters bed, which was very nice of her to let me use since. Placing the pillow on my head wrapping it around trying to attempt to block the sound. She must have noticed my actions all of a sudden the radio was turned down.

"Savannah?"

I groaned, Ignoring her. Pretend your asleep.

"I know your up .!" Cara said I can feel her eyes burning a hole through these thick blankets. I pulled my head from underneath, pushing my hair back.

"You caught me." I said rising up , and rubbing my eyes. Jesus I feel like s**t. Possibly look like s**t too.

"Well good morning or should I say good afternoon." After noon?

What? Reaching over I grabbed my phone checking the time. Well Cara is defiantly right about saying afternoon, Its passed twelve.

"I'm guessing you got sleep last night." Cara asked looking in her closet, wonder where she is off too today.

"Yeah" I lied, I didn't really. I was up until seven in the morning, thinking about Harry.

Wait, Harry... Oh my god "Today's Harry's birthday " I shouted, and also the death of his mother. Oh I wonder how he is holding up , I have a feeling not too well this day is a painful memory of his, I just only wish I can be there holding his hand, or laying next to him tracing his beautiful inked chest looking up at his green eyes which I get lost into easily. His lips kissing mine , softly... My heart ached. My dream... I was dreaming about him . It felt so real like he was there, Here .

My mind was completely blank, Cara kept talking about but I wasn't listening. I laid my head back on the pillow staring at the ceiling, I'm guessing Cara had left due to me not paying to attention to her. I stared at the blank white ceiling. Suddenly a pain rose in my chest, tears prickled my eyes, Harry. No Savannah don't cry, don't...

Turning to the side, I closed my eyes once again hoping to see Harry's beautiful face, Or even hearing his voice. Nothing...

I quickly jolted out of the bed tying my hair into a messy bun, walking to my bag unzipping it swiftly taking out a small photo album, I sat myself on the edge of the bed flipping through carefully at old pictures of my mother, My fingers stopped as my eyes landed on a small picture the only picture of me and my mom.

"I wish you were here mom." I whispered tracing the picture carefully not wanting to ruin it. "Mom, I miss Harry.. so much. I.. love him so much mom Its crazy, falling in love with someone in such a sort period of time. But He is different no one sees him as I see him. Mom.. I hope you can hear me.. Up there . Your safe, And happy." A tear rolled down my cheek "I wont give up on him... I'm not like others who did."

I paused .. "Take care of Anne...mom." Closing the album and placing it on the nightstand.

I took a deep breath then walked out into the kitchen where Cara and her mother was.

"Oh Savannah so glad that your up!" She said, I nodded silently, Cara smiled.

"I will be out tonight girls, Please behave."

Cara Rolled her eyes "Yes mum." With that she left. "So what is on the agenda for today?" Cara asked, I shrugged my shoulders .

"Still thinking about Harry?" I sniffled ,

"Yeah..." I whispered,

"Is there anything I can do savannah ?" She asked giving me a soft look.

"No, I'm.. I'm just gonna go out for some fresh air." I said walking towards the front door. Not even bothering looking back, It was Nice and sunny. yet to me it felt like Dark. My world right now feels like.. dark is surrounding it. Checking around my scenery I see couples talking and Kissing, laughing .

That should be Harry and I..

It would've been if you hadn't ruin it Savannah,

I did I ruined it,.

But what if...

what if I try to fix it. My mind started to think, and my heart began to beat. I have a idea.

*

"That will 60 dollars Please." the lady said putting my piece of clothing into a nice white bag. Taking my credit card handing it to the very much snobby women. "Thank you have a nice day." She said turning herself around, I rolled my eyes walking out of the store and heading back to Cara's House. Thank god It wasn't a long walk, I really miss my car. Hell I really miss Harry, and I hope this plan can go right. I'm scared of the outcome. Maybe this is stupid, Maybe I should return everything. Yes I should. NO Savannah.. do this be daring do it for Harry..

Finally I got back to Cara's house, placing my bag on the bed and walking out into the kitchen taking out all my ingredients .Yes you guessed right I'm baking a cake. Taking a deep breath I decided to get going.

After about a hour of baking I took a quick shower letting the cake sit for awhile. Honestly I didn't even bother putting any make up on,or did anything special to my hair but straighten it. I finally took out the small dress that I have gotten, My eyes glanced at the short material. It was lovely, I just hope Harry would Like it. I slid my body into the dress, looking into the mirror. Oh my. I look like a whole new person, the dress shows my curves perfectly, and hangs just above my thighs. I quickly started to look in Cara's closet for some shoes, Of course all were high heels. I groan, plan B it is.

"Converse." I said putting them on, and grabbing my jacket. Checking my phone it stated it was four o clock. My god how the day has gone, putting my jacket on, I walked out into the kitchen grabbing the small birthday cake, and walked out of the house.

My heart began to race, as I got closer to Harry's house, my mind was telling me to turn back. It was telling me that this is a stupid idea. I didn't listen, but maybe my mind is right. No.. By a leap of time I was all of a sudden in front of Harry's house. The home that makes me feel safe, I took a deep breath picking up my feet up towards the front door. By this time my heart was about to burst. Then I started to panic, turn around walk back. He doesn't want you... Go.. To late . My hand gave the door three soft knocks. Okay now I'm panicking, he's not going to answer. Then suddenly, the door opened showing a surprised Harry. My heart sank. Harry.

"Savannah..?"

I looked at him, nervous and .. taking in that the fact he is in front of me.

"Hi Harry.... "