Never Again

First crush , gentle rush

What was she supposed to say after this ? She wanted to ask him out because he made her a joke in front of everyone but then his innocent puppy face washed out all her anger . " We are good " , she said giving him a cute smile .

" Thank God , I am a bit tired can we go to your bedroom and talk . "

Why did he wanted to go in her bedroom ? If he was too tired then maybe he could have just stopped by tomorrow morning to apologize but then again she could not say no to him .

She leaded him to her bedroom .

" You room is beautiful , come lets sit on your bed and talk . "

He was acting strange . What did he wanted ?

" What do you want to talk about ? " , she sat beside him .

He held his hand and inclined towards her lips . He brushed his lips on her rosy cheeks and whispered in her ears " Anything . "

He kissed her neck and slightly lifted her top by his hand and moved it in touching her warm skin . Emily pushed him away gently " What are you doing ? "

She stood up " I don't know what brought you here but I want you to know that I am still struggling to get over what happened at the party . If it's some other teenage prank or if it is another dare then please back off . "

" No , no , it's not what going on here . " He tried to explain himself . " I am really sorry for what happened and I promise you that it will never happen again . You remember when we were in the closet and you said that you liked me ? "

" Of course I do . . . . . that was something I always had in my heart and I gathered a lot of courage to say that in front of you . "

" I know and I want to talk to you about that . I also like you . "

" What ? I don't believe you . I mean . . . . "

He kept a finger on his lips to stop her from speaking and then wiped them with his finger . He grabbed her by her waist and pulled her closer and closer and then he kissed her softly at first and then they both sank into that moment . Emily got a chill down her bone . He took of his t-shirt . She touched his abs . Oh my God they were just how she imagined them to be . He lifted her in his strong arms and laid her on the bed . His lips were over hers and his hands were all the way down her body .

" Tell me Emily that you also want what I want . "

" Yes . "

" No I want you to say this . I want you to tell me that you want me as much as I want you . "

" I wa-want you Matt . "

He took off her pants and pushed him in .

" Ahhhh . . . . . . it hurts . " A moan escaped her lips .

" It does at first . "

Pleasure took over the pain and all she could feel was him . She was hoping for this moment to never end .

Snuggling up in Matt's strong yet tender arms and falling asleep was one of the best feeling Emily ever experienced . She didn't sleep at all , she spent whole night gazing Matt . He was sleeping like a cute , innocent child . This night gave her hope that maybe she could get the fairytale she always wanted . . . . . . . . . .

Matt woke up rubbing his eyes .

" Hey you ! " , Emily said caressing his head .

" Hey you . . . . . " he replied still rubbing his eyes .

He kissed her forehead " Last night was beautiful . "

" Yes , yes it was . " Emily was blushing . She was not able not able to believe that guy she wanted all her life was right next to her . Emily was kind of planning her future with Matt since she he was her imaginary boy friend and she was in a one sided relationship with him . . . . .

" Emily I want to ask you something . "

" Yes sure ask anything you want . "

" Just remember that you can say no . Although I will be a little upset if you said no . "

" Matt just tell me . "

" Will you go to the prom with me ? "

Oh my God ! We really said that . Every year Emily waited for him to ask her to prom but he never did and this year she was not even thinking about it and he asked her to be his date . Wait a minute wasn't he back with Jessica ? Oh Emily was an i***t when finally things were getting her way she was thinking about his ex . I mean who does that ? Shouldn't she live the moment ? Emily he is with you because he chose you over her and stop hovering over it ! . . . . .

Everything was so dreamy ! But do you know the best part about dreams that they break sooner or later . It happened with Emily when she saw that the clock was ticking 8 . Oh God ! She missed all her alarms . And not her alarm but also 5 calls from Rachel . How could she be so careless ? There are other things to concentrate in the world other than Matt's abs .

" Matt we are late . . . . . . . "

" Seriously ? Honestly this was not the kind of reply I was expecting . "