Chapter 3: Pains
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(s****l Content)
Weeks Later
Lark
Things were looking up for me since I kept out of Clarke's way, ever since my incident at the hospital, I knew things had to change. I didn't want to feel pain like that again but Clarke was making a game out of it and I knew I had to do something soon, I wanted to be a good mother to Sapphire and a good mate and Queen for Barron. I was looking forward to being mated and starting a family, Barron was busy at the moment with getting treaties signed so we all could be safe as King Roman kept sending spies, I understood and will have our wedding soon enough, I wasn't going anywhere. Sapphire was growing so fast, her grandparents spoiled her with love, and she clings to the family and I love it, she will be known as my daughter as I plan to adopt her once Barron and I make things official. We will let her know how much she is loved and will know who her biological mother is like he did Rowe when he adopted him, that much I know will happen.
As time went on, I was so fascinated by the Royal Wedding that I dreamed of my own, Barron, however, had decided to focus on his daughter for now and I respected his decision. We did things together as a family and I am falling in love with this beautiful baby, she is so adorable and I can't wait to start my own family with him. He walked into the room kissing me as I was making lunch, he had stayed home from the office today to spend time with us. He proposed to me right after I came home from the hospital and I accepted but he was in no hurry to get married because of his recent rejection. He wanted us to take our time and I trust him, speaking of rejection, I never rejected Clarke because I know how painful it was when Barron was rejected, he tried to hide the pain from his family but I would hear him at night crying beating his chest.
I went to a friend of mine who gave me a potion that would stop me from hurting Clarke but with a few minor side effects that I don't feel yet, it is working because I knew he slept with Kayla almost every night and I haven't been in pain since. Maybe, I should have chosen Clark and gotten to know him but I was in love with Barron and the Elders had already made their choice. We had already slept together and I was no longer pure as I was a maiden in court, no mate would deserve to be with me after that, purity mattered to bears once you were of status and royal blood. Polly also told me what happened to her many years ago and it is one of the many reasons she will not mate with anyone. She had given up her betrothed although she liked him, and then Roman passed that stupid law about intermixing species because he found out who her betrothed was, love is love, but she loves her life as it is.
We ate our lunch together and he was trying to put on a brave face after seeing his daughter's mother married off and mated to another man. He hated it but knew that it was best for both of them to keep the peace in the land, he would never put his people in jeopardy because of Roman's games. Mary, Barron's mother came to collect her granddaughter for the weekend and left so fast that she forgot to shut the door, Barron laughed because his mother loves Sapphire, we all do. Later, we headed out to a restaurant and had dinner before we decided to go to one of the nightclubs that he owns, mostly a lot of Elites go there as it was a VIP club. Clarke was there and I felt him as he walked up to us, he also smelt of alcohol, I excused myself and went to the bathroom waiting until I thought he and his brother had finished their talk.
It was a few minutes later and I was looking in the mirror when I saw Clarke standing behind me, scaring the crap out of me because I hadn't heard him come in. He had dark circles under his eyes and looked like a zombie but he was probably tired, I told him, "I will go," but he blocked my path saying, "We need to talk." My heart rate picked up from him being so close, his scent invading my nose as my panties dampened, I said, "No, I need to go," as he kissed me and I kissed back. The tingles were intense clouding my mind, feeling his fingers enter my p***y thrusting in and out of me feeling my orgasm rising. "Goddess, it felt so good," I thought, he said, "I need you to reject me or I reject you but we can't keep this up, the pain is too much," I was confused because I wasn't getting any pain. I knew something was wrong, my legs buckled as he sped up his assault on my clit and fingering me and my orgasm started to rip through me as I clung to him for support, my mind foggy.
I started to say the rejection words to release him because I had chosen Barron, "I Larkina.., and caught from the corner of my eyes that he was going to mark me when I looked into the wall mirror, seeing his fangs at my neck and I shoved him off me, yelling, "No," which snapped him out of it and he ran out saying, "Sorry." Something was wrong with Clarke, he seemed different, I cleaned up making sure his scent wasn't on me, and left to find his brother. I walked over to where Barron was, and my mind drifted back to how he fingered me, I hated that I allowed him to get so close to me but I was lost in that moment. It would have cost me everything if we were caught, I can't let this happen again. I was rattled but composed myself and asked, "Did you see where Clark went?"
Barron told me, "He left," I said, "Something is off about him," he looked at me smiled, and said, "He is just tired and I will talk to him tomorrow," before pulling me in for a kiss. We had a great night, Barron always made sure I had a good time when we went out together, I didn't think about what happened in the bathroom earlier and headed home. I thought the night was over once we got home but Barron had other plans, he kissed me before we ended up naked on the bed, and he made love to me, making me feel wanted. After our passion time together, he was asleep but I couldn't close my eyes, I was restless, and I drifted back again to what had happened at the club, something was wrong with Clarke and I hoped it was not because of me.
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Clarke
I can't take this anymore, I feel pain sometimes, it is not always intense but hated it, I wanted Lark, I needed Lark, and seeing her with Barron every day drives me insane. I drink almost all the time now to numb the pain, I had to research a witch that could help me because I was going to break and kill my brother, I was starting to hate him, envy him, I got jealous of him because he got everything and I get nothing, and no one sees me, see the pain I am in but yet, I can't tell them because I was still loyal to him. I saw Lark and Barron turn up at the club and I smiled because I was so drawn to her, I wanted her so badly, only she could help with this pain but the b***h loves my brother and I straight pulled the vodka I had in my glass greeting him. She excused herself to go to the bathroom and while Barron was distracted talking to Mobly, one of his warriors, I followed Larkina, I needed to be close to her.
I pushed the door gently and stood behind her, Zion wanted to claim what he thought was rightfully ours but I could never force someone if they didn't want us, mate or not. I inhaled her scent when she realized I was in the bathroom, I backed her to the wall, kissing her and she kissed back wanting more. I felt the tingles of our bond soar, Zion took over, he pulled her panties to the side, and started to finger her, she was so responsive to our touch, to our kiss and I smelled her arousal, it was strong. I was so hard, I wanted to bury my c**k, hearing her slight moans, as her juices soak my fingers, she was on the verge of cuming and I was going to claim her. She caught sight of my fangs ready to make her mine as she c*m on my fingers pushing me off, I snapped out of it realizing what I did, I apologized feeling remorseful for what just happened, and left her in the bathroom. I walked past Barron in a hurry as our eyes met, I got into my car and drove home, I summoned Kyla to my quarters, I needed to bury my c**k in someone.
I was still hot and bothered smelling my fingers, her scent was amazing, I hated that Zion took over showing that Lark had so much power over us. I needed to reject her and fast, I needed to break our bond before it broke me, I didn't realize Kayla was in the room as my mind was still replaying what happened in the bathroom. I was taken out of my thoughts feeling Kayla's mouth around my semi-hard c**k, she knew how to make me feel good and I closed my eyes, and cleared my mind giving in to her touches. I was burying my c**k deep as she balled my name, I was thinking about Lark under me and lost it, Kayla was in total s****l bliss as her body shook with her upcoming orgasm. She could take a bear's c**k like no other and I loved f*****g her just as much as she loved taking c**k, I didn't let up until my seed was deep inside her womb. I felt pain again after Kayla was asleep and I knew Lark was at it again with my brother, this time, I let the pain be my strength and will one day, end both of them.
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