A light In Her Darkness

Chapter Thirteen - Ready for the next level

Ava's P.O.V

Dylan has spent the last hour explaining to everything about what I need to know how to play the guitar. He had been showing me some videos. I decided for today that would do and leave the actual trying to the next lesson.

"Will you play for me?" I asked, looking up at him.

"Course I will baby." He said with a smile.

He grabbed the guitar and a pick, his attention then falling on me and he started playing chords, but what he did next surprised me. He started singing. I never even knew he sang, and as soon as I heard the lyrics, I released what he was singing. Matthew West Broken Girl. His eyes never left mine as he sang it…he was singing it to me, and the thing was I could relate to every single word of it especially when he started singing the chorus and the third verse that hit me harder than the rest of it. I closed my eyes over, feeling stray tears slid down my cheeks.

This is a song for the broken girl

The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world

You are

Hear me when I say

You're not the worthless they made you feel

There is a Love they can never steal away

And you don't have to stay the broken girl

Those damaged goods you see

in your reflection

Love sees them differently

Love sees perfection

a beautiful display

of healing on the way tonight

Tonight

His voice was beautiful, and you could tell he was singing it from the heart. I opened my eyes again, looking at him to still find him looking at me, the emotion clear on his face. As he finished up, I let out a sob. Dylan sat the guitar and was soon kneeling in front of me, taking my face in his hands.

"I never meant to upset you Ava but they words, I meant every one of them." He said.

"That was beautiful…you are beautiful." I whimpered, reaching for his lips.

The song was heartbreaking yet beautiful. I know that was him telling me in time that I can heal. I was hoping he was right. I wrapped my arms around his neck, moving my body and climbing onto his lap, straddling his hips as he knelt. Dylan let out a soft groan before his hands fell on my hips, holding my body tightly against his. I found myself grinding my hips into him, making him moan loudly, his excitement soon pressing against me. I wrapped my fingers in his hair, kissing him roughly. Dylan's hands slid under my tee, pushing on my lower back, pressing my body closer to his. I moaned loudly removing my hands from his hair and reached for the bottom of his tee, sliding it up and pulling it over his head, throwing it on the floor. I pulled away from his lips, needing to catch my breath. I reached for the bottom of my tee, pulling it over my head, soon joining his on the floor.

"Ava baby what are you doing? Not like I mind." He said, looking at me.

"I wanna kiss and touch you. I want you to kiss and touch me too, all over." I whispered out shyly.

"All over?" He asked.

I knew he was asking me, so he knew the limits. I nodded my head, smiling at him.

"From here." I said, pointing to his lips "To here." I said, rubbing him through his jeans.

I was ready for the next step, not s*x though…other things. I want to pleasure him, let him pleasure me. I trusted him fully…trusted him with my heart and my body.

"Are you sure, Ava?" Dylan asked, stroking my cheek.

"Yes, a 100%." I smiled.

He nodded, removing me from his lap, standing up and reaching his hand out to for me to take which I did, looking at him curiously.

"I am not doing this on the sofa; we can go to my bedroom." He smiled.

"OK." I smiled.

Dylan led me through to his bedroom. I was nervous, not going to pretend that I am not, but that was OK. We arrived in his bedroom, Dylan leading us over to his bed, laying me down on the bed, his body soon towering over mine. He looked down at me, the same softness to his eyes as always with a hint of black in them. I grabbed his belt, using it to pull his body flat against mine, pulling his lips to mine again. The kiss started slow, softly, but I wanted more. It was soon becoming more heated, more frantic. Dylan's body was quickly rolling into mine, every time driving me crazier than the one before. I reached our hands between us, fiddling around with his belt, undoing it followed by the button and the zipper. I pushed them down by his hips, Dylan kicking them off, leaving him in only his boxers, his hard-on more clear to see.

Dylan reached between us, sliding his hand down my body, his fingertips caressing the skin, Goosebumps appearing anywhere he touched. He places his hand on the band of my leggings, looking down at me, he was waiting for permission to take them off. I nodded, biting my lip as I did. He pushed them down my legs, as far as he could get them. He placed his lips on my neck, kissing it softly, making his way down my body. He kissed the valley between my breasts, his fingers falling on the clip of my bra that was the front, once again looking at me for permission to it off too.

"You can take it off, Dylan; it is OK." I smiled.

Dylan nodded, un-clipping it, pushing it open and exposing my breasts to him. I watch as he licks his lips, letting out a soft moan.

"You really are beautiful Ava, every single inch of me. I am going to keep telling you that until you believe it," He whispered, his fingertips caressing my stomach and my hips.

I closed my eyes, soft pants coming from my lips. His fingertips felt so good against my skin; his touch was so gentle and caring, something I wasn not used too. Any nerves had disappeared…they were overtaken by excitement and want.

"Ava are you sure?" He asked again.

"Yes. Please stop worrying. I want this. I want you just not ready for full-on yet." I said giggling.

"Well in the case baby girl I can't wait to touch and kiss every inch off you…get to know your body. Show you there is such a thing as gentle." He said, well more like breathed out.

"Mmm yes please?" I found myself purr at him.

He winked at me, giving me his best smile and placing his lips on my neck again. His hands were slowly wandering all over my body. I closed my eyes over, savouring the feeling. His touch does things to me…makes me fall more with every time he touches me.