That was the most painful sight I'd seen... I immediately turned my back at them and ran back to my room. Naramdaman kong kumikirot ang binti ko pero hindi ko na nagawang indahin. Agad akong napaupo sa sahig at napahagulgol ng iyak. Tiinakpan ko ang mukha ko at patuloy na lumuha.
Humiga ako sa kama at namaluktot habang patuloy na umiiyak. Tila kinuha ang lahat ng natitirang lakas ko at wala nang natira. Mas matitiis ko pa yata na saktan ako ni Lorden sa ibang paraan... huwag lang sa ganito. Hindi ko yata kayang tiisin ang ganito.
I cried for hours that night. I didn't even bother to think that I was so hungry, and I haven't eaten yet. I just lied on the bed, crying my heart out. I just wanted this to end. I just wanted to be happy again... with Lorden.
I spent my whole time crying, thin
