it has been a while now since she had killed Matteo. she was angry that the stupid mate bond made her cry over him. he was good to her and very loyal. she did have to admit the way he made love to her was a first. she had never had any emotional connection to s*x. she had only ever used it as a means to release the pressure from all the stress in her life. it was the best she had ever felt. she didn't have time for emotions and love. She couldn't afford the distraction it would bring her. Why couldn't he have just been happy being her puppy dog and statying loyal to her? All she ever wanted was for him to stay loyal. if it were up to her she would have let herself fall in love with Matteo but her promise to her mother before her death drove her and gave her a purpose. She didn't love Liam,
