Declan' pov
" Can you believe him, that bastard?"
Matthew was passing back and forth blabbering on how much of a jerk Barrosh was.
Meanwhile I....l was a complete mess. I couldn't think straight. My mind will try to pull some sort of sick tricks on me and images of Sabrina tide up on that chair will pop out.
Dexter my wolf wasn't having it any easier.
He was a whimpering mess. In another case scenario I will be laughing my guts out to think that a big fearful wolf-like Dexter was whimpering all over the place, but right now it was different. It was painful and scary, I have no idea what that bastard will do to her and if I were to know, there will be nothing that I could do. I was completely hopeless, and powerless and that made me mad.
I was losing my control as Dexter was trying to take over, he wanted his mate by his side, we needed her with us
Pov Matthew
"And who the f**k does he..."
A low growl stopped me abruptly from my rambling.
I was so cut up in my bobble of thought that I completely forgot about Declan. He must be going through hell right now, and here I am complaining about how much of a jackass Barrosh is.
*Crack*
The sound of bones cracking caught my attention, Declan was having a forced shift
"S**t"
"Declan come on man you are having a forced shift"
I dragged Declan toward an old room that we have in the backyard of the packhouse. We usually use this room when someone is shifting for the first time, since the process may be a bit scary to see for the kids, and we don't want to have them traumatized.
Declan continues shifting, but I was a little bit more relax knowing that in there he wouldn't be able to heart anyone nor himself.
Suddenly the door started banging
Dexter wasn't really happy to be in there.
The door was bending with every hit he was throwing. I stood in front of the door to hold it in place. At this rate, I know the door will give out at any moment.
' let me talk to him.'
Ezra sed through our link
*Bang*
Another blow
"You are my last chance Ezra please bring our friend back"
The next thing I knew my green eyes shone on a golden color, Ezra took full control living me in the darkness of our subconsciousness in where I rested at peace.
Pov Ezra
I took full control not wanting to let know Matthew what I was about to do
"Dexter!" I yelled using my Alpha voice.
This is why Matthew couldn't know what I was going to do. Matthew detests using his Alpha voice, he will do anything it takes to avoid using it. Nobody knows why not even I do.
Dexter stopped his assaults towards the door
I heard him back away and I took this as my cue to enter the room.
I enter the room to find Dexter sitting on a corner, his ears pointing downward and his eyes concentrated on the cement floor, a few whimpers escape through his snout.
I got closer to the ground to show him that I meant no harm. At my simple action, Dexter relaxed a little bit.
"Dexter I need you to let Declan out," I said.
He whimpered once more before Declan was the one in control, he proceeded to shift into his human form, meanwhile, I grabbed some sweatpants that were laying in there, and handed them to a pretty much naked Declan.
My work here was done which meant that it was time for Matthew to wake up
Matthew pov
I regain my conscience and the first thing I noticed was that Declan was back in control and on his human form I do not know how Ezra did it but something in me told me that I didn't want to find out either.
I approach a little. Declan was shaking a little and I could hear him sobbed his face rested onto his knees, he was in a fetus position. This sight broke my heart, Declan was not only my beta, and friend, he was also like a brother to me, and to see him this way broke my heart.
"Hey man, not holding up well are we?"
"It hurts too much" He sed
I couldn't bear it anymore, I went in and gave him a quick hug.
"Hey don't worry, Sabrina is a tough girl and I am more than positive that we will be seeing her soon."
"I know it just.... it was hard seeing her like that in the video. My emotions just took over."
"Hey I get where you are coming from after all I did kind of lost it back there as well"
He chuckled
"Are you feeling better now?"
He nodded his head meanwhile he brushed away some of the tears that had fallen.
"Are you ready to get Brina back with us?"
"You bet" was his answer
And with that, we made our way back into the packhouse to gather our strongest warriors and prepare them for what they might witness tomorrow.
Night had fallen and everyone was all set to live first thing in the morning, except for me. I still needed to make sure some stuff was sorted out but thankfully after that, I was able to head to my room to rest for approximately 3 hours maybe less, after all, who needed sleep right? *notice the sarcasm *.
Once in bed, I finally got some time for myself. being an alpha can be very tiring but at the end of the day, it is always worth it.
I went over today's events and it all seemed to be surreal to me, but it wasn't. Later on today my pack member and I are going to be heading to our possible deaths, all to pleas the wishes of the elders.
A sight scape past my lips and with that last thought, my eyes finally shut and the dream realm welcomed me.