What Next
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*** Myahs POV***
We get back in the car and begin to drive back to my apartment. I have so many emotions going through my head at this moment.
"Lawrence, so at least one of my parents was a werewolf ?" I ask
"Yes, at least one had to be because you were never bitten. If you were bitten, you would have immediately turned. You would've known you were a wolf." He replied.
"So why didn't they want me?" I ask
"You are telling me not to be afraid, but I have only ever experienced hurt and loss since I was five. Why would I want to embrace being a werewolf when they never wanted me. I began to cry uncontrollably. These tears were for all the years of pint up frustration. I was always too angry, too bad. I just wanted someone to love me. Maybe they could never love me because they knew what I was—a monster. " I said, beginning to cry.
Lawrence pulled the car over.
I fell into his arms, crying so hard my body was shaking. Lawrence began rubbing my back, and I felt the static again. I began to feel calm as if his touch was calming me when I looked up, our eyes locked.
"Do you feel sparks when I touch you?" Lawrence asked
Yes, what is that? You feel it too? I ask him.
"That is the mate bond Myah. When the moon goddess gives us a mate, it's for life. We smell a certain scent that alerts us that our mate is near. For me, you smell like shea and vanilla. I will tell you later why that smell means so much to me. When we see each other, we are easily aroused, which will only intensify over time. When we touch each other, there are sparks. After we mate, we will feel each other's emotions. Our scents will mix, and everyone will know we are mated. We also will mark each other when we are ready. Once mated, if one of us is hurt, the other will feel it. If one of us dies, the other will most likely die. Some can survive, but they will never be the same. I imagine that part is the same for humans as well. All of this is why I will never leave your side, and I will never hurt you. You are my beginning and my end."
Lawrence, when you say we will mate, do you mean...
Yes, Myah, I mean make love, s*x, and everything that comes with having a beautiful union. I promise that I will worship your body, your mind, and spirit. I will take things slow and will not rush you.
"Lawrence, I have never been with anyone intimately. In fact, until a few nights ago, when my foster brother had tried to force himself on me, I had never been touched or kissed either." I say
Lawrence's eyes turned black, "I will kill him! What's his name? Where does he live!"
"It's okay, Lawrence, he will never be able to touch me again. After I punched him, I'm sure he would never want to." I say while I'm rubbing his hand. His eyes changed back, and he hugs me again. I'm sorry sometimes Loki gets mad and wants to come forward. We want to protect you and your wolf.
Rain, I say.
Lawrence Looks puzzled.
My wolf, her name is Rain. She has been screaming Mate in my head all day. I hope it gets easier hearing her in my head all the time.
"I promise it will, Lawrence says with a smile.
**** Lawrence POV ****
We stopped in a Chinese restaurant to eat. I can't keep my eyes off of her because she's so beautiful. I can feel the bond growing. I know she's been communicating with Rain because she hasn't learned how to do it inconspicuously. I'm sure to someone who doesn't know she looks odd.
"Are you going to eat or keep staring at me, Lawrence? Myah says
"I'm going to do both, I say and wink.
I have something I'd like to ask you, Myah.
"Yes, she looks up. I can tell she feels uneasy because she's biting her bottom lip again.
I let out a deep growl. Myah, please stop biting your lip like that. I can't concentrate. It's turning me on.
Myah begins to blush and look down. I take my hand and lightly tilt her chin up. It wasn't an insult. I'm just trying to take things slow. Trust me; it's hard, and even harder when you bit your lip. Please don't ever put your head down. It would break my heart if I ever thought I had hurt you.
"Okay, so what's your question?" Myah asked
"Myah, I would like for you to go back to my pack with me. There is no way I could leave you here, unprotected. I would like for you to go and meet everyone. If you don't like it, you are always free to leave." I say
"Wow, that's a lot to ask of me. We just met Lawrence," Myah said.
"I know Myah, and you will always have the option to leave. I will never force you to be with me. You can finish school, you will have a separate room, and you won't have to worry about food or anything else. I will take care of you. The pack will take care of you. We are now your family. "
"If I go back with you, can you help me figure out what happened to my parents?" Myah ask
If that will make you happy, I will.
Okay, I will go. Please don't make me regret this. Myah says.
My heart is so happy. I text my father to let him know she will be coming back with me and to prepare her room.
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