Gwyn My heart is nearly beating out of my chest as I make my way to the bar. I am going to need one hell of a strong drink to make it through this night without losing my mind. Gareth feels like a drug, one I desperately want to stay away from because I know he is terrible for my health, but my body keeps craving him. I am hardly two seconds at the bar before Judith joins me at the bar. I was really hoping for at least two minutes alone before I had to paste on another forced smile, but it doesn't look like I will be getting that break any time soon. "The two of you look happy." She says and my body tenses. "How long have the two of you been together?" She says and I can't help but wonder if she wants to geniunly know about me and Gabriel or if she is fishing for Gareth. "We have know e