Gareth
I decided I am going to try and do what Judith suggested. I am going to find a way to be happy with just myself. For years I have obsessed over Gwyn following her every move and hoping and praying that she will somehow see something in me that she might come to love, but Judith is right, how is Gwyn ever going to find something in me to love when I can't even see it myself. For far too long I have allowed my parents and teachers opinions over me, rule me. Everything I have done was to prove them wrong instead of proving to myself that I am worth being loved. It is time I start proving to myself that I haven't lost everything good about myself.
I walk around the ballroom, smiling at guests and thanking them for taking the time to donate to help give some children a better chance th
