Gareth
I didn't think it would hurt this much to watch her walk away, but the fact that she could walk away with so little effort, just shows me that it is time that I walked away from her as well. My new goal is to get Gabriel to state what he wants and then I need to get them out of here and find a way to move on with my life and fight my demons. Waiting around for Gwyn is like waiting on the mountains to bow to man and I know that will never happen.
I wait a few minutes to gather myself before I straighten and then walk out of the library and head towards the ballroom, no more tears in my eyes and a fake smile plastered on my face. Fake it till you make it, right? For the rest of the night, I repeat those words over and over to myself, forcing myself to not snap at Judith for even ta
