Jimin POV
Me and Jungkook went to sleep after the events yesterday. I felt so good, so free with him by our date and then his best friend called
I have to talk to this Hoseok, to make sure he won't say something. My thoughts break by Jungkook moving suddenly in his sleep. His soft lips open and I catch something quiet
'N..no. Don't go away... I love the way you are.' He says softly and I widen my eyes. Does he talk about me? It seems and I hope so. I don't want him to dream of another man who isn't me!
'Jungkook baby.' I shake him lightly and he rises his eyes open. They fix on me and he sits up with wide eyes. His cheeks turn to a rosy pink
'Did you have a good dream?' I ask with a smirk by his state
'I uhm.. Yes?' Why does it sound like a question.
'Do you want to tell me?' I ask cause I want to know if it was me.
'We both uhh were together and suddenly a man came and you wanted to go. I told you that I want you here with me, that I love you and then I woke up.' He explains. My poor baby but it was me, that's good.
'I'm here baby don't worry.' I kiss him and feel him relaxing.
We both get up and his friend comes back into my mind.
'Baby I have to talk to your friend.' I say and his eyes widen as he feeds the small Gureum
'To make sure he won't say something.' I add cause he looks a bit panicked
'W..will you hurt him?' He stutters. He means something to my baby so I try not to. This is really important.
'I try not to but I have to make sure he won't tell someone about me.' I say and he nods
'Y..yes... I can call him but please don't hurt him.' He begs and I squeeze his hand
'Okay.' I say softly and watch his face relaxing.
'C..can I be with you when you'll meet him?' He asks and I nod
'Thank you.' He smiles and I chuckle
'I'm sure he wants to see you anyways baby. To make sure I didn't hurt you.' I say and he bites his lower lip
'You wouldn't hurt me.' He pouts and I couldn't help but smile. So precious.
'Hi Hoseok.... Yeah I'm good. .......... Please stop this now I already told you I was fine. Can we meet? ....... Today? *looking at me and I nod* now? At my house? Okay, see you.' Jungkook ends the call and straddles my lab
'I'm nervous.' He confesses and plays with the hem of his shirt. I take his hands and squeeze them
'Don't be baby..'
'B..but what when he wants to tell someone?!' He bites his lower lip again and I hate to see him in this nervous state. He shouldn't be in something like this.
'He won't. I make sure and try not to hurt him with it. He's your best friend. You trust him so maybe can I.' I say and he furrows his eyebrow.
'I hope so.' He confesses worriedly and I kiss him. He has to relax.
My tongue enters his mouth and searches for his. He moans softly as I suck on his and lick every inch of his wet cavern. He tastes sweet and something that's just Jungkook. He places his hands on my shoulder and pushes himself closer to me. My hands search his ass to knead and massage the fluffy flesh. He whimpers sexily by my action and pushes his ass against my hand. I need to feel his skin so I slide both of my hands into his sweatpants. He gasps into my mouth but I swallow them greedy. I want to hear more of them.
'D..daddy..' He begs needy and my c**k hardens but I don't think we have time for the real thing but I want to give him pleasure. He looks so hot, sweat covers his flushed face.
'Relax baby.. I will make you feel good.' I smirk and pull on his swollen wet lip. I could have so much fun with his ass but not now. One hand travels to his c**k but I don't take his pants off. He is already hard and leaks pre c*m. He moans as I grab and stroke him.
'D..daddy ahh Nngh.' I love the way he says my name. I kiss him again and harden my pace. I add a bit pressure on his swollen, sensitive tip and make him feel good. My ego boosts by his sounds of pleasure. My other hand massages his asscheek once again and he arches his back. His legs vibrate and I know he's close. God I can feel it.
'Jungkook baby.. Be a good boy and relax for me.' I groan into his ear by him moving on my lab and my c**k screams for attention.
'Daddy!' He moans loudly and at this moment I push one finger deep into his tight hole and he comes for me. His hot seed covers my hand but I don't care. f**k, he looks so hot while coming. His pupils wide and glisten with tears. He pants and his hands on my shoulder get weaker. I pull both my hands away and smirk by his seed decorating my hand. I look at his deep flushed face and he blushes even deeper. I don't leave him with my eyes and lick his cum.. Every drop of it. His chin falls down lightly and I take this to kiss him hard so he can taste himself and he's so delicious.
'Are you relaxed now?' I ask and after he collects his breath he nods.
'Y..yes thank you daddy' I peck his lips and place him gentle next to me so I can wash my hand. Hoseok should come soon and then the door rings.
Jungkook POV
The door rings and I jump up.. God.. I can't believe Jimin did that to me but he's Jimin and it felt so good. Now even Hoseok's here.. I'm so nervous but I trust Jimin and him. Gureum barks one time and I go to the door to open it. I'm greet with my best friend who hugs me so tight I can't breathe.
'Thank god you're good.' He claims in relief
'H..Hoseok!' I whimper and try to push him off softly but Jimin does it instead. Hoseoks eyes widen by the sight of him next to me as Jimin wraps his hand around my waist.
'Come in.' I say softly, don't know how to react. He nods and I see Jimin staring at him the whole time.
'J..just sit' I mumble and Gureum jumps at him to greet the male
'Hey buddy, long time no see!' Hoseok says and I smile a bit.
'I have to talk to you.' Jimins deep voice makes me tense and swallow hard but I relax soon enough. Hoseok jumps by his sentence and he gets up fully.
'Yes I think so.' He says without to show that he's nervous but I know him. He just acts like this doesn't affect him but I know he's just as nervous as me.. Okay maybe a little more.
I sit next to Jimin who doesn't let go ofmy hand. My heart skips a beat by this, likes the action. Hobi sits in front of us, raises an eyebrow by my hand inside Jimins.
'What do you know? Tell me exactly what!' Jimin licks over his lip after speaking. Hoseok just blinks and doesn't say anything
Jimin breathes in deeply and makes me know that he tries to be patient so hard.
'You're Jungkooks best friend so I try to be nice and I'm not a patient man.' He explains and I swallow as well cause he hates to repeat himself and I don't know what will happen if he'll do.
'J..Jungkook you can be honest with me. Is this your decision to be here with him? I can help you.' He says worried and I don't know I how to react. How can he react say this?
'I... yes! I'm here cause I want to. What are you even thinking about?' I furrow my eyebrow
'I'm just worried about you, my best friend and he *looking at jimin* isn't good company.' He says and a part of me understands him cause he's worried about me but another doesn't like it.
'You don't know him Hyung! He isn't like you think!' I claim and feel angry..
'But you know him?!' Hoseok raises one eyebrow, God how I hate whenever he does this.
'Yes he does.' Jimin answers the question instead of me and I look at him, a smile covers my lips as I take in his handsome features. His hard eyes soften as they travel to mine.
'So Hoseok.. Tell him. Please.' I beg him with pleading eyes and he strokes through his purple hair
'Fine....... Like I already said my father's police officer and got payed 8 years ago not to take the murder of a man and his wife into prison. This one is you.' He says, the same like yesterday.
'Do you know the name of the man who paid your father?' Jimin asks and he nods
'Yes.. Kim Namjoon.' The name doesn't sound familiar for me but wait! Jimin told me once of a Namjoon. Maybe this is the one.
'Do you know something else about this file or Kim Namjoon?' He asks and I can feel he tries not to hurt him. I squeeze his hand and he does it back, make my heart race.
'I do! Kim Namjoon is the leader of the top and most dangerous gang Bangtan Boys and you're a member as well. You killed your own parents and now you took my innocent Jungkook! My best friend! You will get into prison!' Hoseoks voice gets louder and panic fills me. No he can't!
'NO!' I shout and let go of Jimins hand cause Hoseok is about to reach for his phone.
'Don't f*****g dare! Jungkook begged me not to hurt you and I don't want to break my promise.' Jimin groans with low yet pissed voice and Hoseok blinks, doesn't move his body. His eyes follow the action as Jimin strokes through my hair. I lean into his warm touch, want to end all of this. He is my best friend but Jimin means so much for me, he's too important.
'Please don't Hoseok.' I beg and bite my lower lip. I don't want to cry and I hate that I already feel tears building.
'But.. But he isn't good. He killed them!' He speaks but can't say anymore. I don't allow him.
'HE DIDN'T!' I get angrier as he repeats himself.
'He is a good person. Everybody has his dark side but that doesn't make him to a bad person! You don't know him so don't talk about him like this!' I lose it as a tear runs down my cheek. Whenever I'm angry my eyes fill with tears. Not the best habit of mine.
'Ssssh baby calm down, it's okay.' Jimin takes my chin and wipes my tear away
'B..but he doesn't know you. They don't have a right to talk about you like this when they don't know the reason!' I whimper and want to wipe another tear away but he does it instead, then kisses me softly on my cheek.
'So..... You made him cry.' Jimin turns to Hoseok who stares confused with wide eyes at us. I hear his anger in his still calm tone.. It's almost dangerous
'I. s**t! I'm sorry. I don't--'
'You're his best friend but he begged me not to lay a finger on you despite it really gets on my nerves. Jungkook thinks like this about me even when I don't understand him but you can't run to the cops. I won't let that happen.' Jimin says
'C..could you tell him your reason.. Maybe he'll understand it!' I say cause I don't know what will happen if he won't. I'm sure Hoseok will go to the cops or something and I can't let that happen.
Jimin turns to me with furrowed brows and I know he doesn't like it, doesn't like to talk about himself or even the worst, his past.
'He will understand. This is the only thing you can do..' I say cause I can't let my best friend getting hurt.
'Yeah you're right.' Jimin says and turns back to Hoseok.
'What's even happening here? You're both acting like the couple in a drama, so lovely and all this s**t. What do you even mean?' Hoseok says
'I'm telling you the reason of the murder I did.' Jimin begins
'Yeah I killed a person. The 2 people in the file were my parents. My father always abused my mother. Everyday, every night and so I wanted to protect her but it was too late. I found her dead and I got angry over all this years as he abused her so I killed him. I killed him on this day but it was just him.' He says, his voice full of sadness and guilt cause of his mother and anger of his father. I stroke over his knuckles cause I know he doesn't feel good. He's full of self hate he shouldn't feel.
Hoseok gets silent.
'See? He had a god damn right for this. So do you change your mind about him?' I ask and Hoseok looks at me shocked.
'I wow this. I.' He breathes
'After that I joined the gang... So you know now and it's better for you that you'll forget all of this and don't tell anyone.' Jimin growls but is still calm.
'Please, don't.' I beg Hoseok as well
'Please do it for me!' I add
'Okay.... I won't say anything.' He says and relief fills me.
'Thank you.' I smile full of relief and smile. He smiles back at me but it changes as he looks at Jimin. I think he doesn't like him but I'm glad he won't say something.
'I think I should go now.' He stands up and shows me to come to the door as well. I let go of Jimins hand but he grabs me by my arm
'I'm just bringing him out. I'll come back soon.' I say and he nods. He doesn't want me to be alone with Hoseok
'Hoseok!' I say as we both reach the door.
'Thank you very much for coming.' I say and he nods
'You're my best friend after all but I have to ask you again. He doesn't do something to you?' He asks again and makes me pout, want to shout at him
'No hyung. I really love him!' I confess and a small grin appears on his face
'I don't really like him by now but I saw that he loves you as well. He was staring and holding you the whole time.' I blush by that
'But call me if something happens!' He orders and I nod
'Yes... You're the best hyung!' We both hug and he cuddles me
'My sweet little Kookie! I hope you will be happy!' He smiles softly
'Thanks hyung, you too.' We both say goodbye so he leaves after.
I go back to Jimin and straddle his lab. I feel so happy but I hope he isn't mad cause he had to tell Hoseok about his past
'Are you mad at me?' I ask cause Jimin hasn't said anything since I'm back. Just inhaling my scent.
'No... Of what should I?' He asks
'C..cause you had to tell him about your past..' His fingers travel under my shirt, touch my naked skin.
'I don't like to talk about this memory yeah but this was the only thing I could do so I didn't have to hurt him.' He explains
'You really think of me like a good man? We both know I'm bad' He asks and I nod with a smile
'Of course... In your deepest insides you're a good man and I don't mind what you do. I can't say something against it and I don't want to change you cause you're you. This even with your past makes you to the man I fell in love with.' I say and his eyes flash. His hold around me tightens.
'I honestly don't deserve you.' He says before he claims my lips.
'I'll always be with you...' I say and widen my voice while I blush
'I mean.. If you want.' I mumble nervously but he takes my chin
'I don't want you to.... You have to.' He says and brings my heart to an explosion.
'I'm pleased to be with you forever and always.' He says and I kiss him deeply with love. I love him so much, one heart isn't enough.
After our lovely moment Jimins phone rings. He grabs it and reads the message while the man raises an eyebrow
'What's up?' I ask
'In two days we will give the Bangs the guns.' He says
'The one from the last mission?' I ask and he nods. 'Yes.'
'Good luck?' It was more like a question but I don't know what to say so.
'Thanks baby.' Jimin chuckles
'I know you don't like it.' He says and I bite my lower lip. Yeah he's right, I don't want him to get hurt.
'But like I said. This is the only thing I could do... And I'll get good money for it.' He says. How can he thinks like this about himself? He can do so much more. He's good inside.
'Don't think like this about yourself. You can do a good job! A legal job and I'm sure you're in other things good too... Like drawing!' I say and his drawings jumps into my head. They are so good.
'You're so cute but even when I could get money for them baby.. They aren't good and I don't deserve it.' He says and breaks my heart. He thinks so little of himself.
'You deserve it! Please listen to me, you deserve it! Don't think of your father! You're good. You don't have to do what you actually do!' I say and he strokes over my cheek softly.
'You're the only one who thinks like this.' He says
'Cause it's real..... You don't have to be in Bangtan if you don't want to. You can do things you really want to do and you don't have to abuse people.' I say and pray that he'll believe me. He can do so much more....
'You don't have to live like this only because you think you did something wrong.' I say and realize that all of this is because of his mother. He still thinks it's his fault and that he needs to suffer for it.
'You don't have to suffer. You don't need to punish yourself Jimin! Do what you really want!' I say and wrap my arms tightly around him, to man I love. I don't mind if he's abusing people, dealing with guns and drugs.. It's his decision.. But I hate that he thinks that he deserves this life, that he does it even when he doesn't like it.
My heart swells with love by his following words.
'I'll try.. For you.'