My bad boy

Chapter 13

---15 minutes later ---

Jungkook POV

The car stops and we both get out.

Jimin takes my hand and we both enter a dark house. What is this?!

'You can tell me if you want to do something else.' He says and holy, he's nervous just like me! I'm so in love with him!

We enter the whatever this here is and I gasp as I realize what!

It's SEA LIFE!

A house full of aquariums with the animals living in the sea. I was never here before but this is really interesting and awesome. I really like his idea.

My eyes widen as I watch the small fire-red fish swimming calmly through the water

'Is... This okay?' Jimins deep voice speaks and just now I notice him staring at me the whole time. I look at the aquariums and then back at him.

'I really like this!' I step closer to him and kiss his cheek

'Very much, so exciting!' Then kiss his lips. He places his hands on my waist and deepens the kiss.

'Okay... Come!' He grabs my hand and we walk through the long corridor with many aquariums on each side. The big room is dark but the aquariums sends light and it looks so beautiful and romantic for me.

I can't stop watching all of them and have to take some photos.. Okay many photos and then Jimin grabs my phone. I widen my eyes, don't know what he wants as he smirks at me.

'Smile baby.' He says and fixes my phone at me. I smile and he takes a photo of me.

'Beautiful.' He mumbles and I pull him by his collar closer to me, smash his lips on mine.

'Thank you.' I pant and kiss him again

'Thank you for all of this.' I smile and never felt so happy and free like here. With him.

'All for you baby.' He says and we walk further.

We need 2 hours to watch everything. I took more photos, well we both cause he took mine and took more of me and then we both together. Even on photos he looks handsome as hell.

I am a bit sad cause I don't want to end this here but Jimin squeezes my hand.

'Don't look like this baby. Didn't you like it?' He asks lightly nervous and I look at him

'I love it but it ended.' He chuckles by my answer and opens the door to his car

'Don't worry.. I'm sure you're hungry now so.' He says and my eyes widen

'So?' I want to make sure

'We'll go to a restaurant.' He smirks and closes the door after I sit in. No end!

The restaurant is beautiful. It's at the Haeundae beach. The food is delicious and very good. Jimin and me talk a lot while eating, learn more of each other and I enjoy this so much. My first date is really perfect. I didn't imagine it like this or with someone like him.

We both leave the restaurant as it's after 6pm. The sun slowly begins to settle and he takes my hand.

'Come.' He says and walks with me to the beach.

'You know.... This feels very pleasant. It feels good to be with you.' Jimin confesses and my heart beats louder, wants to explode.

'Me too... I don't want this day to end.' I smile shyly and he nods

'Me too..... I didn't think you would make me feel like this.' He says and I furrow my eyebrows in confusement.

'Like what?' I want to know

'Like I can be a good person. A good man who deserves you. Someone complete new.' He says and we stop walking. I don't like how he talks about himself, like he's nothing worth something or someone. Is it cause of what happened to his mum?

Bright, orange colors decorate the sky.

'You deserve me.' I whisper and he places feather light kisses on my knuckles.

'I don't baby.. I'm a bad guy and I don't deserve someone as pure and angelic as you.' Just now I died. His words squeeze my heart to death but melt my insides like vanilla ice in the sun.

'You deserve me' I say again and lean my forehead against his

'You're my bad boy.' I giggle and a small smile decorates his lips

'Really? He raises one eyebrow

'Yes.' I smile and he chuckles

'I'm your bad boy.' He repeats and I nod. His eyes travel to my lips, then back to my eyes. He leans in and kisses my lips softly. No pressure, no lust just the love and desire to be with each other. To feel each other. It feels so real and pure.

'I love you.' His breath hits mine and I smile for the 1000th time this wonderful day

'I love you too Jimin.' he kisses me again

We both walk further on the beach and the sun flies away. It gets colder and the night darker.

'I think we should go now. I don't want you to catch a cold.' Jimin says and I nod, feel a bit sad cause we have to go. I enjoined this so much.

We drive back home and walk to our apartments.

'Mine or yours?' He asks and I couldn't answer fast enough as he grabs my keys out of the pocket of my pants and opens my apartment.

'Yours.' He smirks by my wide eyes and closes the door.

We both take off our shoes and jackets and I go to the kitchen to feed Gureum. He's really hungry.

'You want to drink something?' I ask Jimin and he nods 'wait please.' Another nod

I open the fridge to take some water as my phone rings. I look at it and to my surprise it's Hoseok.

'Hello!' I answer the call

'Thank god you're alive!' He says and I furrow my eyebrow.

'Of course. Why shouldn't I live?' I laugh, feel confused by his strange attitude.

'You shouldn't see this Jimin anymore Jungkook. He isn't good for you.' He says serious.

'W..what are you talking about Hobi? You don't know him.' I say and feel a bit afraid. Nervous. Does he know about Jimin being a Bangtan boy?

'Jungkook, please trust me. He isn't good. He does bad things.' He says and my eyes travel to the handsome man sitting on my sofa who stares at me. Hoseok knows something?

'Hoseok, what do you mean?' I want to know what and he makes me so confused

'You know Jungkook that my father's a police officer and 8 years ago a man and a woman were found dead. My father got payed so he won't tell who did it but I found the file. Jungkook, it was Jimin, Jimin's a murder.' He says and I jump as Jimin stands directly infront of me.

'Are you okay?' He asks and his eyes are dark.

'Jungkook? You heard it?! He's a murder. You have to get away from him!' Hoseok yells form the other line

'O..okay.' Is all I whisper and end the call.

'Hey are you okay? What's up?' My breath fastens as Jimin touches me.

'J..Jimin...' I say and he nods. I need to know it. I can't hold it back. It would kill me.

'D...did you kill two peo..people 8 years ago?' I ask and his eyes widen. Is Hoseok right? Jimin told me the Bangtan boys kill people but I can't imagine him doing it. 8 years ago, he was just 16. Wait! 16, his mother died there.. But he told me the murder is his father.

'Who told you that?' His voice is montone. I don't know if he's angry or not.

'Who told you?' He repeats more angry this time and I step back, guilt and worry flash in his eyes as he sees my action.

'Hey I'm sorry.' He grabs me by my arm and pulls me close

'Don't be afraid. I'll tell you.' He says and walks us to the sofa, places me on his lab as he sits.

'I didn't kill 2 people..............'

Relief fills me as he says this

'I just killed one.' He says and I freeze. My pulse gets faster by that and I don't know if I should run or not.

'C..can you tell me?' I ask with shaky voice and he breathes in deeply, then nods.

Jimin POV

Now is the moment I wanted to hide. I feel him shaking, feel guilt washing all over me and begin to tell him what happened 8 years ago

[Flashback: 8 years ago

After I got the scar by the many punches of my dad, saw the half conscious body of my mother on the ground I couldn't take it anymore. I began to work out, fit myself to get muscles, to protect my mother. I needed months to get a good, muscular body but I got it.

It was late evening as I came home. Once again I heard loud, angry yells. Glas crashing against the ground and whimpers of my beloved mother. I ran to the living room, prayed that he didn't punch her too hard. I needed to protect her this time, now was the time but as I arrived I was too late. Her sobs and whimpers were going quieter. I ripped my father off her. He disgusted me in so many ways. I ram my fist hard into his abdomen making him stumble back.

'You f*****g s**t!' He yelled and wanted to punch me but I took his fist and kicked into his knee. He fell to the ground and I run to my mother. I shook her, talk to her

'MOM, mom, please talk to me! Are you okay please?' I begged and shook her hard. She wasn't moving. Blood covered her head, bruises her weak body. I leaned down shakily and listened to her breath but nothing came out of her mouth.

'NO... N..no, mom.' I whimpered, couldn't believe the actual situation. I couldn't be too late no!

'MOM!'

I came too late..... And I realized the person who mean the most to me left me... A part of me knows it's my fault cause I came too late. I didn't protect her.

I began to hate myself, anger towards me and him.. The man who coughed next to me. I let go of her dead body and got up, turned to the man who abused her for years. But she couldn't leave him. She was too afraid that he would kill her or me if she would do but he did anyways.

I grabbed him by his collar and punched him... Again. Again and again.. I did it so many times I lost counts...

Minutes later.. Maybe hours I stopped.. Tears were falling down my cheeks, the first and last time I cried. Blood covered my hands and his now unconscious body. He got limp into my hands and after a loud crack I let go of him. He didn't move nor made a sound and I knew and felt his death. I killed him...

Flashback ends]

Just the memory of this makes me feel so many different emotions.. Guilt, anger, hate, madness..........

I look at Jungkook, don't know how he'll react. Will he leave me? I could understand him if he would. I'm a monster who let his mother die.

Jungkooks beautiful innocent eyes glisten, tears stream down all over his angelic face. Sobs leave his lips and his body shakes.

'Say something.' I breathe out, don't know what to do. Should I touch him? Will he allow me?

I reach out carefully and wipe his tear away. He doesn't move just closes his eyes and slowly leans into my touch. I take my other hand and wipe his face dry.

'Baby.' I breathe out and he opens them, looks at me with sadness.

'Say something.' I say

'I...' He begins and I don't want to hear that he wants to leave me.

'I'm so sorry for you.' His words shook me.

'I.. I can't imagine how someone can do something cruel like this. Y..you don't deserve someone this cruel.' He sobs and hugs me.

He's really worried about me? This angel.

'It's okay.' I say

'It's not... We *hiccup* we both know... D..don't think of yourself as a monster.. You aren't one. You just wanted to protect her but you couldn't. This doesn't make you cruel. It makes you to who you are. To a man who cares!' He says and I stroke over his cheek

'How can you be so sure by this?' I ask

'Cause I know you... You're a good man.' He places his hand over my heart. It feels warm by his touch.

'Don't you hate me?' I ask cause I have to be sure by this

'I told you I could never hate you.' He says and my heart swells. I hug him again, wrap him deeply into my arms cause I can't let him go. This beauty, this pure angel is mine.

'I really love you, so much.' And I don't deserve you.

'I love you too!' He says into the grub of my neck. His vanilla scent calms me down, makes me forget my past at the moment.

'But baby!' I say and he looks at me

'Who told you?' I ask and he gulps

'H..Hoseok.'

'Your best friend?' I raise my eyebrow. How could he know

'His father is a police officer and he told me t..that he worked on this murder case where a man and a woman were murdered. He also told me that his father has gotton payed so he wouldn't tell someone that you had done it.' He looks at me and that explains it.

'D..do you know who payed him?' He asks and I stroke over his thigh cause I feel him shaking.

'Yes, Rapmon. After the death of my mother I had nothing left and left my home. I was angry and always got into fights. I didn't care about the police. I even waited for them to get me but Rapmon found me months later and asked me if I wanted to join him and his gang. He saw "potential" he told me and I had nothing left, nothing to do and accepted. He is a rich man and found out about my past, what I did. He payed the police so they won't catch me for it.' I tell him and he nods but still seems into shock. This are much information for him. He should think about something else but I'm sure he won't stop thinking about it.

'That's the past baby.' I say and his innocent, dark brown eyes look at me.

'You don't have to worry about it. It's mine anyways.' He shakes his head

'H..how can you say that? You're not alone. I know I can't help you or something but you're not alone. Even if it's your past, a part of your life but I want to know about it because we're in a relationship. What's yours is also mine.' Jungkook says with a cute pout and shocks me with his statement. Nobody told me something beautiful like this. My life is so f****d up, full of s**t but he wants it anyways.

'How can be someone like you, so pure and beautiful exist in the universe?' I breathe out, lean my forehead against his and hear his breath hitching. How can someone like him be with someone like me?

'You heal me.' I say and he closes his eyes by my words but opens them seconds later

'I don't want to heal you cause I like the way you are... Just you! For me.' He says and my heart pounds faster just like his against my chest.